Tuesday, April 30, 2013

New DVD-babies!

I have bought some movies lately. I found such great and interesting movies with very low price so I just had to buy them even though I'm poor as fuck :D I also just ordered a shitload of eyelashes from eBay... Cheap stuff is baaaaad!

My Bloody Valentine
Dark Shadows
Halloween 2 (the original)

I'm so happy about the new babies for my Johnny Depp and serial killer -collections!!! <3 The 50/50-movie is some random comedy I bought so I could get the other movies cheaper XD Too bad I can't watch any of these now because I don't have a DVD-player atm!! ;____; fuck my life. My Xbox's remote control broke, and you can't watch DVDs without it so... no DVDs for me now .____. I don't have money for a DVD-player so I just have to watch them with my bf's laptop or PS3 whenever I get the chance :DD

For those who don't know/haven't seen these movies, here are the trailers!

A serial killer with a gas mask. HOW FUCKING PERFECT IS THAT. Ahhh. Me and my weird addictions and fetishes :DDDD <3

I just love these movies of Johnny Depp <3 They're so funny!! I have 23 Johnny Depp movies in my collection now! (I remembered I had more, 26 or something, but I remembered wrong .____. I need MOAAARRR!)

Michael Myers <3 My favourite after Jason Voorhees.

I think this movie has an interesting plot, and the trailer is pretty funny :D Also, the actors are great!!

I love collecting movies *-*

Monday, April 29, 2013

Voodoo-doll necklace!

hihihi, my boyfriend had bought me this super adorable voodoo-doll *-* 

It's a mummy!! <3

I absolutely ADORE these kinds of voodoo-dolls, and my bf knows it :D He had seen all kinds of different voodoo-dolls in the supermarket and he had thought immediately "This is so Krista....", so he bought one for me! hihiii, it made me so happy when I saw it XD I'm so easy to please :DDDD

It was originally a key chain, but I already have so many key chains so I wanted to invent another way to use it. At first we tried to make it a cellphone charm, but it fell off >__< Then I thought that it could be cute as a necklace so I decided to give it a try :D

Ta-dah! :DD It's a bit big, but I think it's cute *-*

Friday, April 26, 2013

Bye bye girlies...

My babies have moved to a new home now... It's so empty here .___. There are so many things I have to get used to >___< 

I think the worst part is being alone again.. No more happy rattie faces looking at me when I get home. There is just an empty corner where the cage used to be... The silence is making me very agitated as well... I'm having my TV on all the time even though I don't watch it. I hate silence. 

No more rustling of nest making.
No more crunching of munching nomnoms.
No more clangour of the drinking bottle.
No more sneezing and snuffing.
No more squee sounds of rattie fights.

But, even though this makes me sad, there are some good sides as well... I can start healing from the one year flu, maybe I can breathe through my nose again soon! :D My mouth is always very dry 'cos I can only breathe through my mouth >__< Also, I don't have to stress about baby sitters anymore, I can spend my holidays the way I want, and I can travel for as long as I want.. Oh well... Those two were the only good things >__<

I miss my babies .____. <3


Piercing photos

Blogger is still being an ass, I can't upload any pictures from my PC's desktop, but I can upload them via Internet. Weird... Does anyone else have this kind of problem with Blogger? o_O Anyway, here are the pictures from yesterday's piercing session :D

Frightened Krista :DDD
Feeling VERY uncomfortable, but luckily Heidi was holding my hand the entire time :DD <3
I can feel that my bf is still a bit angry but I thiiiink he has calmed down a little :D I think everything will be ok this weekend. He has had a tough week and I'm sure he will cheer up when he gets to the kendo practise and after kendo today, and to airsofting tomorrow. At least I hope so :DD

Oh and, I'm not sure if Ada and Adele are moving today after all o__O There was this accident: Their new mum (of course I'm always their mum but now they will have two mums!) had fainted, hit her head and went unconscious O__O I really hope she is ok and that it's nothing serious >___< We will see if she's gonna be able to have my girls today or later.

Thursday, April 25, 2013


I DID IT. I got a tongue piercing!!! I've been lusting for it for so many years, but I've been too scared to take one... But today. I faced my fears and took it! heeheeeee.

It was absolutely terrible... I was VERY scared, and the piercing was even worse than I had thought @___@ It hurt so bad... Also, my friend made it because she is a trainee in a clothing/piercing shop. It was the first tongue piercing she had ever done so it was even more scary XD But it went well. Thank god I had my friends with me XD One was holding my hand and other one was taking pictures :DD

The pain is still awful :D The whole tongue is aching and eating is... well. Eating is very hard atm XD I feel like a baby learning to eat for the first time XDD And this lovely pain and challenging eating will continue the next two weeks, or even more .____. dammit.

Unfortunately Blogger is being an ass atm so I can't upload the photos right now ;___; I will show them to you later.

Things are not going that great otherwise... My selfish moronic idiot boyfriend is very angry at me because of the piercing... Which is very stupid and childish in my opinion. He is afraid that I will cover my whole face with piercings now. Yeah.... suuuure -______-;; No way. It's exactly the same thing with tattoos as well. Every time I get a new tattoo, he starts to sulk. It sucks because things are very good otherwise, this is the only thing we fight about!!! I don't understand why the only reason must be this small and pointless and... ARGH.

Second of all, I have to give my baby girl away... They are moving to a new home tomorrow. On Tuesday I realised that my allergy had gotten so bad that I simply can't take care of my babies anymore... I was very sad and crying hysterically 'cos I was afraid that I have to put the alseep, but thank God my friend's friend is very glad to take them to her home <3 I'm so thankful I can't even express it... I can go visit my girls anytime I want <3
Anyway, even though I'm happy that I don't need to put my girls asleep, I'm still sad that I have to give them away. I really don't need a stupid fight with my boyfriend atm... He should be supporting me. But nooooo...

Monday, April 22, 2013

The end of Kendo

I have been thinking about this for a while, and I have come to the conclusion that I will stop doing kendo. Maybe I will continue it in the future, maybe I won't. But right now, I just can't do it anymore.

It's not the sport. Kendo is a very interesting sport and I did enjoy it. But there are other things that just make me so pissed off every single time I have gone to practise, and that is not nice. There are a few main reasons why I decided to stop practising kendo...

1. I don't feel comfortable with our kendo-group in Jyväskylä. 
I'm on a totally different level with the people I'm practising with, and I really don't have good friends there. It's very unmotivating to go to practise alone, I need someone to go with (or at least I thought so...). I get along with the people but... I just don't get the connection that I would like to get with them.
My boyfriend's kendo-goup is totally the opposite! The people there are GREAT, they are good friends with each other and the practising is fun and laid back. Ok, the practise itself is tough and deadly but you know what I mean... The atmosphere is laid back :D Everytime I practised with them, or just watched them practise, we went after kendo in some bar and had a great time. Last Friday, for example, was AWESOME. My kendo group hasn't gone after kendo in months.... it sucks.

2. Money.
Our kendo association in Jyväskylä is so. fucking. EXPENSIVE. My boyfriend's association is so much cheaper. Also, the teaching methods are much better in Seinäjoki than in Jyväskylä... I don't even remember when our teacher has taught us anything, or even taken part in practise!!! (Ok I haven't practised in Jyväskylä in a month so I don't know if he's practising/teaching again.) It makes me so pissed off that I have to pay a shitload of euros in one year when the teaching methods are not even that great... Also, I'm still very bitter about the Sensei's visit. We had to pay extra for that, even though the annual fees are high. Seinäjoki's association is much cheaper and they could still pay for the Sensei's costs... hmmm. I just wonder where all our money goes...

3. My condition
To be honest, I'm not that healthy atm. I have lost weight, again... It's not good. Last time I checked I weigh 46kg... I'm 171cm tall. It's absolutely terrible. And I feel like an idiot because a week ago I would have had an appointment with a dietician, that I had been waiting for two months because of the enormous queue. What happened? I FORGOT TO GO. I have no fucking clue what I'm going to do now... I feel so embarrassed to call to the nurse and ask for a new appointment 'cos of my own stupidity... Oh well, I have to do it.
AYWAY. Because of my weight problems, I'm very tired all the time. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm awake for 8-9 hours a day, and sleep the rest 15 hours... It should be the opposite. I just can't help it. I can be awake only about 3 hours at the time, then I need a nap. Everything feels so heavy and hard, even though it isn't. It sucks balls, I tell you. My boyfriend is losing his nerves every time I take a nap. I just can't stay awake, and it does make me sad.
I made the BMI test again. It's a test that tells you if you have a depression or not. I got 24 points, which means a medium depression. I have had higher scores, so it's not that bad, but it sucks anyway. 0-10 points means no depression, 11-19 means mild depression, 20-29 points means medium depression and 30+ is a difficult depression.

4. The motivation. Ruined by the things above.
I really thought that I didn't want to do kendo because I have no good friends to do it with here, and I really need someone to force me to go to the practise. On Friday when I went to the practise with my boyfriend, I realised that it was not it. I just don't have the motivation anymore... I could barely do the 30 minutes' warm up, and then I stopped. There were only three words in my mind while practising: Fuck this shit. I felt nauseous and wanted to stop. I just went to the dressing room and changed normal clothes. I was so fed up. And at the same time I was very angry at myself.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013


1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?
I usually listen to music on shuffle, but lately I've been listening to these:

omnomnom <3

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
A bit over a week ago one of my biggest dreams came true: I met Andy McCoy <3 Other people I would love to meet are Michael Monroe, Yoshiki Hayashi and Remu Aaltonen.

Andy and Michael <3 The guitarist and the singer of Hanoi Rocks

Yoshiki *-* The drummer/pianist of X JAPAN

Remu! The drummer/singer of a Finnish rock band called Hurriganes. 

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
 There is no text on that page XDD The book is The Illustrated Encyclopedia of Buddhist Wisdom, and on page 23 there this huge picture of a golden buddha <3

4: What do you think about most?
My future.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"Hi! Are you awake yet? Did you find some breakfast? How did it go last night? We're at lunch now, we're coming home soon." :DD lol, my sister's question list the day after I had been watching her fiance’s kids.

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

7: What’s your strangest talent?
I don't think I have any .___.

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)
Girls are cats and boys are dogs.

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
pfffff, no.

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
XD 1 or 2 years ago

11: Do you have any strange phobias?
I'm terrified of butterflies...

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
A pen, maybe XD

13: What’s your religion?
Lutheran Christian

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Going to school or partying :D

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
In front!

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
 X Japan, Slipknot, Hanoi Rocks

17: What was the last lie you told?
I'm not gonna tell you :D

18: Do you believe in karma?
I'm not sure.

19: What does your URL mean?
Carmilla is an old vampire legend from 1800s.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
I hate people. It's both weakness and strength.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?
Lol I have so many of them, but my newest celebrity crush is Jere Garcia from Grease Helmet *___* <3 

He is the king of duckfaces XDDD

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Lol yeah

23: How do you vent your anger?
I cry, scream, and hit and throw things.

24: Do you have a collection of anything?
Johnny Depp -movies *-*

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
NEITHER @____@ 

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
I hate very high and very low voices. I start to feel nauseous and very uneasy if I have to listen to that kind of sounds for a long time >___<
I love the sweet, sweet sound of rock n roll <3

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?
 What if I will be a failure. What if I will never get married. What if I will never get to have children.

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
I'm not sure about ghosts.. But I'm VERY scared of everything ghost related. Aliens, no.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right: sheets, Left: candy!

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
Rat poo o_O

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
I think it was my aunt's acquaintance's home. They have a lot of dogs and they let the dogs pee and crap inside the house... The smell was terrible.... 

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
hmmm. This is a very tough one. But I think I'm gonna say Atsushi Sakurai from BUCK-TICK. mmmmmmmmmmm.... <3

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
 Don't take things too seriously.

36: Define Art.
idk. Something created by someone that wakes up different kind of emotions and feelings and shit.

37: Do you believe in luck?
Not really.
38: What’s the weather like right now?
Dark o_O It's almost midnight.

39: What time is it?
11:40 pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
No and no :D

41: What was the last book you read?
uhh... don't remember. I don't read :D Ok, I did read the art book of Alice: Madness Returns but that's mostly pictures XD

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

43: Do you have any nicknames?
lol yeah. R-Tard and Derpetta are the most used ones XDDD My bf is so romantic.... -____-;;

44: What was the last film you saw?
Perfect Stranger. But I didn't focus that well :DD

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
I've never had any serious injuries o___o I've never even broken a bone!

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
gfhkjskjhshfskfgk ewwwww. Ok, I did try to catch them when I was little. When I didn't have my stupid phobia -____-;;

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
Serial killers 8D
48: What’s your sexual orientation?
I don't know.

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
lol yeah, when I was in 6th grade, my classmates talked that I was a lesbian :DD Just because I went to SWIM with my friend XDDD

50: Do you believe in magic?

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
I used to but not so much anymore.

52: What is your astrological sign?

I WANT this Aquarius Rilakkuma -plushie ;_____; <3

53: Do you save money or spend it?
I'm trying to save but it's pretty much impossible as a student...

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?
Rat food, new drinking bottle for my girls, candy and milk :D

55: Love or lust?

56: In a relationship?
Yes <3

57: How many relationships have you had?
A few.

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
yes! XD

59: Where were you yesterday?
In Hämeenlinna, visiting my sister <3

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My sheets :D Which means I'm covered in pink atm.

61: Are you wearing socks right now?
Always! <3

62: What’s your favourite animal?
I love all animals. But the most beautiful animal in the world is tiger <3

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I tell them all the weird shit I love :DDD

64: Where is your best friend?
All over the world. I have many best friends.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
I don't use Tumblr that much anymore >___<

66: What is your heritage?
 I don't know o_o

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
Watching TV!

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?
Satan used to be an archangel and they don't have last names.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
well of course.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes I am.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
I would save the dog. No doubt. 

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
Tough one o___O I would tell people. I would become very sad and depressed 'cos I can't do the things I wanna do in life. And yes, I would be scared. But at the same time, I would be every interested in finally seeing what there really is after death!

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Fashion by Hanoi Rocks! <3

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
What an annoying question :D Love, trust, passion, blablablah...

77: How can I win your heart?
You can't.

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
I don't know o___o

80: What size shoes do you wear?
38 and 39

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Something nice and respectful.

82: What is your favourite word?
Puppeli XD

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Broken and stomped, put back together million times with duct tape and a shitload of stitches.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?
Fuck my life.

85: What’s the last song you listened to?
don't remember o_o I don't listen to music that much >___< I don't know what's wrong with me.

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

87: What is your current desktop picture?
Esmeralda from Hotel Transylvania! hahahahahah she's so CUTE <3 But unfortunately I can't show the picture 'cos it's taken with print screen and I lost the picture -____-;;

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Pretty much half of the people in the whole world XDDD

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
Something that has something to do with the stupid mistakes in my past...

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?
At first I would shit in my pants 'cos I would be so scared. But after that I would belike "COOOL!!" :DDDD

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
The moment when I met Andy McCoy *____*

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
A few mistakes I have done.

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Oh my :DDDD Bret Michaels

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
aaaaaaaaaa. Japan or USA!

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Lol yes.

98: Ever been on a plane?

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Please follow my blog!!! ^^

Friday, April 12, 2013

ANDY McCOY in Jyväskylä on April 6th.

Okay, I've calmed down a bit from the panic caused by Adele's condition so I think it's finally time to write the post about my Rock N Roll God performing in the city where I live. He was performing with his new band, Grease Helmet. It was one of the best nights in my life. Actually, I think it was the best night ever <3 

For those, who don't know who Andy McCoy is, he is the guitarist of a famous Finnish rock band called Hanoi Rocks. I have been their fan for soooo long, so I was very happy that I was finally able to meet Andy <3 I never got to go to a Hanoi Rocks -concert... (I have never been so angry when my parents told me I can't go.... I was throwing chairs in the kitchen and everything :DDD) 

They performed in a hotel bar called Jyväshovi. The place opened and the ticket sale started at 9pm, so I went there immediately so I would certainly get the ticket. I hadn't bought it beforehand so I was feeling a bit stressed :D I went there alone, because my lame-ass friends don't appreciate good music, which was kind of a bummer 'cos the music on the dancefloor was AWESOME, all kinds of old rock n' roll legends! I wanted to dance so bad!! But I didn't want to dance alone so I just sat still and drank my drinks.... And I only could drink two drinks 'cos I didn't have any money -____-;; Oh well, I didn't want to drink too much anyway :DD
Actually, I did dance two songs! With an older gentleman XD He was so sweet when he came to ask me dance so I couldn't say no, lol. It was so much fun. I also didn't need to be alone the whole evening, 'cos I got to know three other fans so I spent the rest of the evening with them. It was fun ^^

Then, the moment came when Mr. Andy McCoy walked across the room. My heart stopped and my jaw dropped. I ran after him and told him that he's one of the best musicians in the whole world. Unfortunately, he was drunk as fuck, and couldn't say anything outloud, but his lips moved like "thank you" and he nodded XDDDDDDDD That wasn't anything new though... Anyway, I went back to sit on my place, until my heart woke up and started beating like crazy and I felt like crying. So I rose from the seat again and went to the toilet XD I looked at myself in the mirror, cried a bit and breahed in like a pregnant woman and thought "You're gonna be ok, you're gonna be ok." Yeeeah... It was a very overwhelming moment :DDDDDDDD Epic fangirl panic attack was epic. 

The show time was at midnight. I was in the front line, right in front of Jere (the singer) and Andy. I was so close I could touch them! When Andy came on stage, he gave this booze glass to the guy next to me. I was so jealous that I took the glass from his hand and took a sip XD In the encore he had also a glass but he was drinking it himself. I tried to get a sip from that as well, but he didn't let me ;____; boohoo.

I think the best moment in the whole concert was the moment when I got a bruise from Andy 'cos he kicked me in my hand XDDDDDDDDDDD lol what. It hurt. A lot. But it was worth it 8DDD You don't get bruises from your idol every day XD Also, he had very nice shoes *-* All of the band members did! 

The ugly truth is that Andy McCoy doesn't respect his fans at all... He is VERY rude :DD But he gets everything forgiven just because he's Andy. He's being himself, 100%. Which is good. Anyway, one of the best "speeches" he gave was when a fan started to sing a song before it had even started.

"Oh, would you like to sing the whole song?
You think you've got such a pretty voice?
Do you need a church choir?
Are you from the Catholic church?
Are you a faggot??"

What the fuck, seriously XDDDDDDDDDDD

Overall, the concert was amazing... I must say that Jere Garcia is my new celebrity crush *____* He's so CUTE. So adorable. I got his drinking bottle hihihihi. He gave it to me personally 8D ALSO! I found his Facebook-account and sent him a friend request and he accepted it *-* I guess he remembered me 'cos I was standing right in front of him :D 
When the concert had ended I also ripped the song list from the floor XD I'm a real hamster when it comes to concerts.... I think it was allowed to take pictures, but the concert was so special to me that I couldn't focus on taking pictures. I did take one picture of Andy though, but it's a bit blurry .___.


Also, here's a picture of my treasures XD hohoho <3

Sunday, April 7, 2013

A great week turned into bad...

I had planned that I will write a post about last night, which was one of the best evenings EVER. Andy McCoy, Finland's rock 'n' roll God, performed in Jyväskylä yesterday. However, I don't feel like writing the post now. I'm too sad to write it... I've been crying many hours today.

Why? Well, I found a tumor in Adele's body... And after a while, I found another... Two tumors, both on the same side of her body... They don't seem to bother her, which is good, but I feel very scared 'cos I'm afraid that they will grow bigger... If they grow bigger, I have to start making decisions whether to do a surgery or put her to sleep.... 

It should be an easy decision, Surgery, of course! But actually, it isn't. No, it's not about money. I'm always saying how poor I am, but for my baby girls, I'm never too poor. The problem is that Adele is starting to be old, 1½ years. She may not wake up from the sleep after the surgery. She may not wake up also because of her small size, rats are small animals.. And, even if the surgery would be successful, the tumors can always grow back... And the worst of all: If Adele dies, I have to put Ada asleep as well, which breaks my heart. But it has to be done because old rats don't get along with other rats, and rats can't cope alone.... 

I don't want to make these decisions!! 

Of course I should have seen this coming, tumors are genetic for rats... But when it actually happens to your own babies, it's absolutely terrible. I don't want to think about it, but everytime I see Adele, I want to start feeling her body and check on her moving, and it makes me very stressed... I just hope the tumors won't grow and she can live for a long time... <3

My little candy monster <3

Thursday, April 4, 2013


hihihiiii, I just found out that today is Tardar Sauce's, a.k.a. GRUMPY CAT's, birthday!! She is one year old now! Just one!! So tiny <3


Tardar Sauce and her brother Pokey <3
I just lol'd so hard.......


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

A couple of outfits

I usually don't make outfit posts so often 'c my outfits are really not that special or fashionable or fancy or anything. But now I felt like doing one :D Here are a few outfits from the last a couple of days. The quality of the pictures suck 'cos my camera sucks and my hand is shaky so it's hard to get descent photos of my outfits, sorry about that XD

 T-shirt - CupcakeCult 
Shorts - Big Point
Tights - H&M/Lindex/Kappahl? (can't remember :DDD)
Socks - Some shop in Sweden :D

Lace/Net top - I got it from my sister a few years back, so no clue :D
Dress - ONLY
Jeans - Korelia

Top - Iron Fist
Skirt - Handmade
Socks - HelloKitty

Creepy cute short films

Last night I was spending time in YouTube, and stumbled upon a few very lovely short films. When I had watched them I immediately wanted to make a post about them and share them with you guys!

The Sandman

Everybody knows Sandman, right? The lovely little fellow who gives good dreams to children by throwing magic sand on them. Well, this video is a bit more scarier version of the original Sandman. The Sandman here throws sand on children when they are going to sleep, and then rips off their eyes to feed his children with them. It's pretty sad and very creepy, but I loved it!

The End

This is a story about a scarecrow that is condemned to prison because of being friends with a bird, instead of scaring it. While he is in prison, this bird comes and attacks him. He feels scared and can't defend himself from the attacks. He then goes unconscious. After a while he wakes up and realizes that he's not in the prison anymore: The bird was attacking him and stole his stuffing so it could set him free by building him again. The quality of the film is pretty poor, but I liked the story a lot *-*


This one is a bit goofy, but I wanted to watch it because of the woodoo-dolls! <3 They're so adorable! XD Anyway, the film tells a story about a society of dolls, where each doll is a certain number, from 0 to 9. The zeros are treated like garbage. In the end, the society realizes that zeros are not worthless after all, they can create something very big and meaningful.

The Maker

I absolutely loved this one ;____; It's so cute but very sad... The theme of this film is pretty much the same as in the Frankestein. A lonely bunny(-ish thingie :D) is creating a female bunny. At first I thought he is making her for company, but there is this weird hourglass, and the bunny seems to be in a hurry. At first he's afraid that he won't be able to bring her to life, but then he discovers music and the female bunny awakes. They get to spend a few minutes together, while the male bunny gives her a book where are the instructions to create a bunny. The hourglass then stops and the male bunny dies and vanishes in the air. It was so sad ;;__________;;


Another story about a society of which people are marked by numbers! :D This is a Japanese short movie about a city where every single day is exactly the same. As you can see, the mouths of the children are shut with zippers, so they can't change things. One day, this one child gets tired of everything, and gets enough strength to open the zipper. After this, all the children's mouths opens, and they go do whatever they want. The ending of this is creepy as hell, but very adorable at the same time XDD

Monday, April 1, 2013

Relationship thingies

Your and your boyfriend's names?
Krista and Joni ^^

Cuddling kills my eyebrows XDDD

In what season did you start being together?

Who suggested having a relationship?
:D I did. Crying and screaming.

For how long have you been together?
A year <3

How many serious relationships have you had before him?
He is:
[x] Dark haired
[ ] Blonde
[ ] Red haired
[ ] Bald

[ ] 150 - 160 cm
[ ] 161 - 170 cm
[x] 171 - 180 cm 
I don't know his actual hight, we are pretty much the same height. I'm 171cm, he's either as tall as me or 1cm shorter.
[ ] 181 - 190 cm
[ ] Taller

Does he have brothers or sisters?
A brother

How often do you see each other?
Every 3 weeks, approx.

He's my Super Meat Boy and I'm his Bandage Girl <3 I made these for us, he has the Super Meat Boy in Seinäjoki, and I have Bandage girl here in JKL :D Some day, they will reunite <3

Have you spent the night together?

What does he call you?
Krista, Derpetta, R-Tard, Buttwipe, Baby, Purrball, Stressball.... :DDDD

Do you go to the movies often?
Sometimes ^^

How about out to dinner?
Very often! But mostly we eat fast food 'cos we are so poor XD But sometimes we go to a bit fancier places ^^

You ages?
22 and 23

What is the longest time you haven't seen each other?
A month

What are his friends like? Are they friends with your friends?
They're cool! I haven't met a friend of his who I wouldn't like ^^ 
oh Hell no XDDDDDDD

For how long do you think your relationship is gonna last?
I hope it lasts forever o_O I'm tired of spending my time with people who I don't have a future with. I honestly think that this will be my last relationship ever.

Are you happy?
No. Not yet. (It's not his fault!! Don't get me wrong :DDD)

What are his hobbies?
Kendo, airsoft, Magic the Gathering, wrestling, painting miniatures, video games...

Do you do sports together?
Kendo! ^^

What would be the best Christmas present for him?
[ ] Perfume
[ ] Satin boxers 
Normal boxers! Not satin @___@
[XXX]Video games
[ ] Something handmade

Did he buy you any Christmas presents last year?
YES <3 A Hello Kitty -painting, Hello Kitty -hat, and a Fruit Ninja -plushie!!! <3

Can he draw?

Do you spend more time at his or your place?
his -___-;;
 Are you at the same school?
Not anymore, but we used to be!

Have you met his parents? What do you think of them?
Yes I have. I was very excited to meet his parents. Until I heard that they hate my parents, which means they don't like me either... It made me very upset but I just have to live with it.

Do you have a similar taste in music?
Yes and no :D

What's the most important thing i your relationship?
To have similar future plans.

Do you guys drink?
:D sometimes

Which one of you has a longer last name?
He does.

Is his room messier than yours?

Have you dreamt of a future together?
I guess

XDDDD relaxing evening at home. Don't ask....

If you would have a baby boy and you could decide the name, what would it be?
I have always had this dream about having 3 children. If they're going to be all boys, I would like to name them after the three arch angels: Mikael, Gabriel and Rafael. So, I would pick some of these names.

Have you ever been on a break?

Have your and his father met?

You like to spend your time doing:
[ ] Golf
[ ] Sports
[x] Hanging out, just the two of us, doing nothing special.
[x] Spending time on the Internet 

If he died, for how long would it take until you would be ok again?
Let me tell you this: I would be tied up in a straightjacket in a soft room. Now, if you ask me that again, I will kill you.

Do you love him?


A guide to a beginner in entrepreneurship

Yay! I just got this guide book about how to start your own business. 

"The ABC to start your own business"
The book has lots of important info about entrepreneurship and founding your own company, making your own business plan, pricing your products, risks, marketing, finance, insurances, taxes, accounting..... Everything you need to know about entrepreneurship! So, I'd better start reading it! :D Even though it will take about 1-2 years until I can start my own business.

I was checking my study credits the other day and I realised something that made me very glad: It may be that I will graduate in time after all!!! O_O At first, I thought I will graduate in spring 2015 because I was a bit left behind in my studies at one point. But seems like I have worked pretty hard this semester because if everything goes as planned, I will have A LOT of credits after summer! So maybe I can graduate at the same time as my friends, in spring 2014. Or at least on Christmas 2014! 

My plan is to start my own business as soon as I have graduated. I'm going to found a clothing shop of alternative fashion. At first I was sure I want to have this big clothing shop and an Internet store. But then I made these profitability calculations and the numbers were fucking SCARY. I would need a loan of 100 000 €, and if the shop doesn't pay off, I would be in a bankrupt veeery fast (which could be very possible for an alternative clothing shop). Not good. So, I talked about things with my boyfriend and a couple of his friends who are or have been entrepreneurs, and they all suggested that I would start with an Internet store only. I started thinking about this, and made the calculations again with this plan, and the numbers were a lot better. Instead of this 100 000 € monster loan I would "only" need a loan of 15-20 000 €. If the shop starts to pay off very well, I can always found the actual store later.

I was a bit sad though, because I really enjoy selling clothes to people face to face. With an internet store I can't do that. But oh well, I can always go to fairs and all kinds of happenings to sell my products ^^ Gahh, I wish I could graduate already... At the same time, I'm very scared and excited :D