Friday, June 15, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 53

Day 53 - A picture of you in a car

lol. This was taken about two years ago. I'm on my way to Jyväskylä with my friend. 

Thursday, June 14, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 52

Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up

Damn it, seems like this is the only picture I have atm of my party outfits, and you have seen this already! ;___; Meh.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Chapter 46: I'm a fucking Einstein compared to her!

Meh, yesterday was just terrible. I was feeling very sad 'cos I'm stressing about so many things, but things are a bit better now. I had an interesting day :D

The most random thing that happened today was that my friend said that I look like Katherine Heigl O__O 

lolwhat...??  I'm pretty sure I disagree :D She's very pretty so I take it as a compliment, but I just don't see so many similarities :DD

That's me as a blonde but.... no :DDD What do you guys think???

I was laughing my ass off at Ulla today... Just... for fuck's sake XD I thought I had a very bad common knowledge but she beat me big time.... :DDD Just check out these three royal questions she asked today:

"Do you have to write the names of shops with capital letters?"
"...does that mean you have to write band names with capital letters as well??"
"Are the Catacombs some sort of a country?"


I just wanted to die of laughter XDDD ok, actually it wasn't even funny at first, she was absolutely sure that shops have to be written with small letters only. WHAT. This can't be happening.... I'm a fucking EINSTEIN compared to her! My God...

oh and!

I'm so sexy aren't I??? 8DDDDD 

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 51

Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses

Lol, I don't own sunglasses so I just took a pair that we sell at work and put them on :D I'm not into wearing sunglasses at all. I have a feeling that none of the shapes and sizes look good on me >___< 

Monday, June 11, 2012

Chapter 45: Helsinki!

I had a very nice weekend! *-* Me and my boyfriend went to Helsinki to meet his cousin's family. I was soooo excited, but at the same time bit nervous. I was thinking about what they are like and what do they think about me etc... But everything went pretty well ^^...even though I still don't know what the thought about me @__@ 'cos well, I'm special! 8D

I was so happy to see small children!!! The baby, about 4 months old, was just lovey, such an EASY baby O___O he didn't cry nearly at all, and he didn't get anxious if he was left alone for a while. He just lied down and looked at the TV or the seiling or whatever was near to him XD He was so adorable <3 The poor thing vomited on Joni once XD and I got to clean it up \o/ baaaahhh, I WANT A BABY ;__; soooooon... ish? meh. Long-ish maybe...
The other boy, my boyfriend's 2½ year old godson, wasn't calm at all XDDD He's so NOISY @____@ but still very adorable :DDD

Saturday was a great day, even thoug I was very pissed for a while... The original plans got fucked up, which really made me sad. We were supposed to go to eat with my friends, but my friend's dog is sick because of a surgery that was done a few days ago, so he couldn't be alone. Sooo, we couldn't go eat. Mira asked us to come there but we didn't have so much money and Joni didn't like the idea.. I was so pissed. I was mad at Joni and at my friends at the same time. Luckily it didn't last that long :DD me and Joni had a great day at the centre, just the two of us. I love having a boyfriend who likes to SHOP <3 We were shopping for 6 hours and when we got home in the evening we were so fucking dead.... XDD

Too bad I hadn't so much money so I couldn't shop that much... But I did buy something ^^

Bunny earphones!!! Aren't they cute!?!? *___* I've been dreaming about having pink earphones for ages 'cos my mp3 player is pink, and now I found them! WITH BUNNIES! <3<3 (well, Joni found these actually...)

Eyelashes ^^ fluffyyyyy!! I also bought a new glue 'cos I had used all of it.

mmmmm, Hostel, all of them. I love those movies <3 I was very disappointed in the 3rd one though. It had NOTHING to do with the first two. Ok, it did, but veeery distantly. It was a very good movie but it sucked because it was too different from parts 1 and 2. Me and Taru are gonna watch the first part today! ^^

lol, The most random thing was when we were walking at the centre and we saw a berry market.
"mmmmm, berries." 
Krista: those giant blueberries look delicious
Joni: yeah... Maybe we should buy some?
Krista: yeah... OMG they have raspberries as well!! And sugar peas...
Joni: yeah..
Krista: can has...
Joni: Oh fuck it, LET*S BUY ALL OF THEM.

Let's buy AAAALLL the berries!

So... the total was a shitload of berries XD Blueberries, raspberries, strawberries, and sugar peas :DDD The crappy thing is that I can't eat sugar peas ;;____;; I'm very allergic to them... fml. So there I was, nearly crying of jealousy while Joni was munching the peas. ;__;

On Sunday, before we had to leave, we were jumping on this giant trampoline! It was so much fun, it has been a few years since I've been doing that :D But because I'm not that heavy, my jumping was pretty boring, I couldn't jump that high, booo. But when Joni and his cousin started jumping and I was sitting in the centre, my god it was fun! XD I was flying like a fucking feather. I did hurt my feet during the bouncing though, it hurt so baaaad @___@ Oh well, it was still a lot of fun :D

It was too bad that we only had the weekend.. way too short! So, we planned to go again in August maybe, for a whole week ^^ I can't wait! The weekend sure was great. The best thing was to see Joni with children. It melted my heart *-* He's so good with them, I'm so glad to have a bf like him <3 purrr.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 46-49

Day 46 - A picture that you edited

I'm a corpse! \o/

Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal

Sphynx-cats <3

As i've told you, I love all kinds of animals, but the biggest favourites have always been cats. I'd love to get a Sphynx cat myself some day, but it may be that I can't have one because of my boyfriend's allergy... boohoooo.

Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago

fffuuuuuuu, I don't have any with me atm! ;___; I try to show you one later when I go to my parents' place in July.

Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s)

 :D Haven't I posted you enough pictures of my friends? oh well, whatevs. Prepare yourselves for a picture spam!!!

Taru <3

Halloween! :D Heidi and Heidi XD

Mira and Sussu ^^ ...with the lunatic shiny stare.

Sannnna ^^ Versailles concert in..... 2010? o_O

Piia and Toni ^^ <3

Danny! <3

And the last but not least, Petri!

I have a lot of lovely friends <3

Thursday, June 7, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 42-45

Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music

:DDD Sorry, I've got nothing better.

Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating

XDDDD Yo, motherfuckaaaaaaaaaahhh. This was the day of my graduation :DDD Taru is behind me, hahahah. This was a bit hard 'cos I have so many funny pictures of parties :D no wait, I have to show you this one as well:

Danny and me XDDD I have no fucking clue what's going on.

Day 44 - A picture that describes your life

 Yep. Unstable indeed. I have felt a lot better for a long time, but I always have to remember that because of my illness my life can change anytime. I'm doing my best not to let it happen, but I'm always aware. I never relax, I really suck at relaxing... I just can't do it. I'm always prepared to things go fucked up and that everything good ends. This might sound bad, but for me this is a very  good attitude.... It's better than be blue eyed about everything and keep saying "I'm so happy blablabla". I think I have never been happy. Ever.

lol. This was depressing.

Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character

Hello Kitty! *-*

Yes, that's my tattoo :D Sorry about the bad quality >__<

Chapter 44: No! I'm not giving up!!!

gaaahhh, it really bothers me that I haven't had the energy to write, because I have had a lot of things to share with you guys!! ;___; I have to keep going! I can do it!!! 

So, I'm still suffering from the allergy and yesterday I had to leave work 'cos I felt so terrible. The practical training has suffered a lot from my absence, but what can I do about it?? NOTHING. NONE of the medicins is helping 'cos my condition is so bad... fml... 

@___@ damn, I really have to dye my hair today....
Lol. This was what I looked like at work yesterday before I had to leave. Not during the customers though XD pfff. The picture may be funny but this is NOT funnyyyyyy. This is like a physical depression for my body. haha, you guys probably lose your nerves soon 'cos all I'm doing is whine about my allergy. Sorry! ;___;

btw, I read in the news that some university people have invented a vaccination for allergic people. I HAVE TO GET IT. It would be an answer to my prayers, seriously.... @___@ But since it has been just invented, it may take maaany years until it's actually ready and can be given to people.... damn. And with my luck, It's gonna be fucking expensive. But even if it is, I will save money for it! It wouldn't just heal me from pollen allergy, but also food allergies. I could eat all my favourite vegetables and fruits as much as I want *_____* Time. GO FASTER ;___;

But let's change the subject. What have I been doing during the last.... week? Well, last weekend I was in Tyrnävä, a small town in Northern Finland. It was my second cousin's graduation party. It was very lovely to see her and other relatives! It had been so long... @___@ It has been one year since I saw my grandmother and uncles, and TWO years since I saw Emppu ;____; I will try to go visit them again this summer with my dad so I can spend more time with all of them. A weekend is way too short >___< 

The party was very nice, but it sucked that it was raining the whole day :< Sooo, because we couldn't be outside, all of the guests were inside, which made the house very crowded XD oh well, it wasn't so bad :D 

Me, Emppu and Veera ^^

 Tomorrow I'm going to Helsinki with my boyfriend! yaaaaay!! I'm so excited!!! I just wish I felt better -____-;; Meh, anyway, I did some baby clothing shopping on Monday!!! 8DDDDD <3 

;________; This is NOT good for my baby fever... JUST LOOK AT THEM. So tinyyyyyyy.....

This trip means a lot to me because Joni's cousin and his family are the first people he introduces me to. I hope I'm gonna meet his parents soon as well :D Atleast I'm gonna introduce him to mine this summer. I was gonna introduce him to my cousin as well in Stockholm, but he got a very good job offer for June, so he's not able to go anywhere. I'm very happy that he got the offer, but of course it sucks a bit that he can't come with me to Stockholm :<

Yayyy, I'm also gonna see Petri, Mira, Mappu and Niko! ^^ I've missed theeeeem ;___;<3 And it's very important to me that Joni will meet my best friends, whether he likes them or not XDDD (He's not that social with people he doesn't know.....)

Bleh.. I have to go to the centre... I have to go to RockJet to buy some hair color and the handcuffs I've been drooling for ages. Now I'm gonna get them. mmmmmm <3 me likey. Gonna have some awesome sexytime 8D ....wait what? Too much information? sorry :D

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

le fuuuuuuu

Ok guys, I think I'm gonna have a small break @___@ I'm SO tired every fucking day that I seriously don't have the energy to write. BUT! I will be back when my holiday starts. Which will be in July...

sowwyyyyy ;____;

So, seems like I'm gonna fail the picture challenge a bit, but I'll continue it when I come back!

Sunday, June 3, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 38-41

>___< sorryyyyy, I've been super busy last four days. I've been visiting my relatives this weekend so I had my hands full with them :D And when I would have had time to write in the evenings, I was too tired x____x So, here are the missing days of the challenge!

Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink

eh, this means an alcohol drink right? o_O meh, whatever, that's what I'm gonna share with you! :D 

Kelkka (The sled)! nomnomnom

What you need:
2cl vodka
2cl passion fruit liquor 
10cl orange juice

It's so goooood @___@ I always drink it when I go to a bar :D The booze doesn't taste in it nearly at all, just the orange juice *-* nomnom.

Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food

Chinese food!

...and now I'm hungry. fml. ;___;

Day 40 - A picture of your friends

gahh, I have so many friends o_o Hmmm, let's see.

Taru, Meiju and Sussu ^^ <3

Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather

 For me, it must be HOT. I seriously can't wait that the real summer begins here in Finland and it's actually warm!!! *____* I really don't understand those people who don't like warm weather. And if it's because "I'm gonna feel sick blablabla" It's because you guys don't DRINK enough and don't cover your head :D That simple.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Chapter 43: Fashion Shop

This week I've been working in my boss' other shop called Fashion Shop. He's in London for business with his son, so there's no one else to take care of the boutique so I'm here then ^^ (I'm jealous as fuck of the trip though... >___<!!! )

As you can see, the shop is pretty different from RockJet XD The clothes are mainly for older people, but there are a few clothes for young people as well. They never visit the shop though :DDD Or if they do, very seldom :D 

It has been ok to work here though, even though I'm not into serving old people :D Some of them look at me woth a very judging look -___-;; bleh, oh well, who cares. Of course there has been many nice customers as well! This is not new to me, I used to work in a shop called Korelia, in my hometown, and it's just like this shop and the customers are the same kind :D

lol, I'm such a good granddaughter! The clothes are VERY cheap in this shop, so I decided to buy a shirt for my grandmother 'cos I'm going to visit her and my other relatives this weekend. Can't wait! I've missed all the people there :< My uncles and my small cousins <3 

The shirt I bought, it cost royal 4,90€ :D I hope she likes it.
pfff... the truth is that I'm not a good granddaughter at all... So I'm trying to make it up for her. -____-;; By buying cheap clothes? fail. I never call her, and I visit her very seldom, once a year... I know I should call her more, I called her this week to tell that I'm coming over because of my cousin's graduation party, she was SO HAPPY 'cos I had called her myself. She always calls me, and sometimes I don't even answer. That's because I'm either busy, or just having a crappy day. She doesn't know about my depression... No one from my father's side does. but it's better that way. I know my grandma would burst to tears if she knew... @___@ 

Oh well, I know this weekend is gonna be awesome ^^ <3 And I'll try to get to visit her later this summer as well with my dad!

100 Day picture challenge - Day 37

Day 37 - A picture taken at school

Heidi! <3 grrrrr   surprise buttsex. We were waiting for food XDDD

Love you, my purplhead!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 36

Day 36 - A picture of your pet

....This one is gonna be a picture spam XDDD 

My rats, Ada and Adele ^^<3 

I love them from the bottom of my heart <3 I fall in love with them even more day by day. They are the apple of my eye ^^ 

This is Ada, born in August 1st, 2011. Mommy's girl <3 She's so easy! Everytime the girls are running free in the apartment, Ada never disappears of my sight, she's always near me so I don't have to worry about her. She likes to sit on my lap and climb all over me. If I leave the room, she follows me, haha <3

Getting her nails done :D
And this is Adele, born in August 8th, 2011. The COMPLETE OPPOSITE of Ada XDDD What a drama queen she is... She screams very easily, especially while we cut her nails, she screams like crazy even though there's nothing to worry about! -___-;; Last week I accidently step on Ada's tail, not with my full weight though, thank god. My heart almost stopped and started to yell "BABY I*M SO SORRY" and took her in my arms immediately, but she didn't scream at all, she was just confused XD "o___O What the hell was that?? mom, what's wrong with you???" My point is, if that would have been Adele, my god, she would have squealed like a little pig XD But yeah, you must be very careful with rats' tails, they are very sensitive.

She's also not a mommy's girl at all. When running free, she ALWAYS disappears somewhere and I have to be looking for her to make sure she doesn't destroy anything -___-;; And she always wants to go to places she's not allowed to go!! Like behind the oven or washing machine... It's so annoying to get her away from there... She's a fucking rebel!! XD But I still love her as much as Ada <3

Haha, it's funny how many people have asked me "Do rats really have their own personalities?" Of course they do!!! >___< As you can see from this post :D They are both very cheerful ^^ Adele is a bit more shy though. But Ada is very interested in people! :D 

The bad thing is that they have had mycoplasma all their life. I noticed the symptoms in Ada after only two days I got them. I called crying to the  breeder 'cos I didn't know what to do. She said that she can take them back and give me other rats or return my money. I didn't want that 'cos I had already "bonded" with Ada. So we made a deal that she will pay the vet bill. Adele was a bit sick as well, so I got antibiotics for both of them. But they were too mild and didn't help at all. So I had to wait for 6 MONTHS to get a proper, stronger medication (it's not allowed to give it to growing rats, rats are adults at the age of 6 months). Adele felt so much better that she didn't need it, so I took it only for Ada, and now she feels better ^^ Of course, because it's mycoplasma, it's never going away properly, but they are doing well otherwise so it doesn't matter. Of course I'm a bit worried, but I try not to think about it. 

ps. Ada was snoring yesterday!!! I've NEVER seen or heard anything cuter XDDDDD <3<3<3

Monday, May 28, 2012

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 35

Day 35 - A picture of your hometown

Kauhajoki. I don't miss that place at all...

That city is fucking haunted with death. So much drama, all the time. So many young people have killed themselves.There was a time when every single spring someone committed a suicide. The lates news I heard is from last Sunday. A man killed his wife in front of their 6-year old son. Fucking great. Poor kid...

Of course people die all the time everywhere in the world. Maybe it's the small size of my home town; it's so easy to hear all the shit that has happened very fast. The scariest part is that it might always be someone I know. "Luckily" I haven't known any of the victims so far. And hopefully never will. This one guy who killed himself was a good friend of my ex bf, and a brother of my schoolmate in junior high. I can't imagine how devastated they were when they heard the news. blergh, it makes me nauseous when I think about it.

Aaaaand the biggest news about Kauhajoki ever, The School massacre 2008. If you haven't heard of it then you must have been raised in a fucking barrel. I remember the day like yesterday, it was terrible. Even though it wasn't my school, it still was pretty traumatic. I couldn't walk in the city centre in two weeks (the school on the other side of the street, the shooter's home on the other...), and since then I've been feeling VERY agitated near guns. I don't like them at all...

It's not just because of the deaths, it's also because of my shitty childhood and other crappy things -___-;; Meh. Hate that town. So many bad memories.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Chapter 42: Modelling time!

New pictures of my babies! ^^
Their warm and messy nest :DDD
whoooo, what's this?

gahh! The lighting! Or as my friend's friend said: ‎"Just getting high on body lotion, mate." XDDD

XD They are always after my body lotions. They seem to love them. a lot. I always have to keep on eye on them that they don't eat it. This time I had to get a picture of this though XD But they didn't get the lotion in their mouth 'cos the hole in the bottle is so small. 

bass rat

Mooooom?? This is kinda high...

How artistic.

Ada. My precious baby girl <3

butt. XD