100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 53

Day 53 - A picture of you in a car

lol. This was taken about two years ago. I'm on my way to Jyväskylä with my friend. 

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 52

Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up

  

Damn it, seems like this is the only picture I have atm of my party outfits, and you have seen this already! ;___; Meh.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 51

Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses

Lol, I don't own sunglasses so I just took a pair that we sell at work and put them on :D I'm not into wearing sunglasses at all. I have a feeling that none of the shapes and sizes look good on me >___< 

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 50

Day 50 - A picture of yourself

o hai!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 46-49

Day 46 - A picture that you edited

 

I'm a corpse! \o/

Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal

Sphynx-cats <3

As i've told you, I love all kinds of animals, but the biggest favourites have always been cats. I'd love to get a Sphynx cat myself some day, but it may be that I can't have one because of my boyfriend's allergy... boohoooo.

Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago

fffuuuuuuu, I don't have any with me atm! ;___; I try to show you one later when I go to my parents' place in July.

Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s)

 :D Haven't I posted you enough pictures of my friends? oh well, whatevs. Prepare yourselves for a picture spam!!!

Taru <3

Halloween! :D Heidi and Heidi XD

Mira and Sussu ^^ ...with the lunatic shiny stare.

Sannnna ^^ Versailles concert in..... 2010? o_O

Piia and Toni ^^ <3

Danny! <3

And the last but not least, Petri!

I have a lot of lovely friends <3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 42-45

Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music

:DDD Sorry, I've got nothing better.

 

Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating

XDDDD Yo, motherfuckaaaaaaaaaahhh. This was the day of my graduation :DDD Taru is behind me, hahahah. This was a bit hard 'cos I have so many funny pictures of parties :D no wait, I have to show you this one as well:

Danny and me XDDD I have no fucking clue what's going on.

Day 44 - A picture that describes your life

 Yep. Unstable indeed. I have felt a lot better for a long time, but I always have to remember that because of my illness my life can change anytime. I'm doing my best not to let it happen, but I'm always aware. I never relax, I really suck at relaxing... I just can't do it. I'm always prepared to things go fucked up and that everything good ends. This might sound bad, but for me this is a very  good attitude.... It's better than be blue eyed about everything and keep saying "I'm so happy blablabla". I think I have never been happy. Ever.

lol. This was depressing.

Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character

Hello Kitty! *-*

Yes, that's my tattoo :D Sorry about the bad quality >__<

le fuuuuuuu

Ok guys, I think I'm gonna have a small break @___@ I'm SO tired every fucking day that I seriously don't have the energy to write. BUT! I will be back when my holiday starts. Which will be in July...

sowwyyyyy ;____;

So, seems like I'm gonna fail the picture challenge a bit, but I'll continue it when I come back!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 38-41

>___< sorryyyyy, I've been super busy last four days. I've been visiting my relatives this weekend so I had my hands full with them :D And when I would have had time to write in the evenings, I was too tired x____x So, here are the missing days of the challenge!

Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink

eh, this means an alcohol drink right? o_O meh, whatever, that's what I'm gonna share with you! :D 

Kelkka (The sled)! nomnomnom

 

What you need:

2cl vodka

2cl passion fruit liquor 

10cl orange juice

It's so goooood @___@ I always drink it when I go to a bar :D The booze doesn't taste in it nearly at all, just the orange juice *-* nomnom.

Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food

Chinese food!

...and now I'm hungry. fml. ;___;

Day 40 - A picture of your friends

gahh, I have so many friends o_o Hmmm, let's see.

Taru, Meiju and Sussu ^^ <3

Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather

 For me, it must be HOT. I seriously can't wait that the real summer begins here in Finland and it's actually warm!!! *____* I really don't understand those people who don't like warm weather. And if it's because "I'm gonna feel sick blablabla" It's because you guys don't DRINK enough and don't cover your head :D That simple.

100 Day picture challenge - Day 37

Day 37 - A picture taken at school

 

Heidi! <3 grrrrr   surprise buttsex. We were waiting for food XDDD

Love you, my purplhead!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 36

Day 36 - A picture of your pet

....This one is gonna be a picture spam XDDD 

My rats, Ada and Adele ^^<3 

I love them from the bottom of my heart <3 I fall in love with them even more day by day. They are the apple of my eye ^^ 

This is Ada, born in August 1st, 2011. Mommy's girl <3 She's so easy! Everytime the girls are running free in the apartment, Ada never disappears of my sight, she's always near me so I don't have to worry about her. She likes to sit on my lap and climb all over me. If I leave the room, she follows me, haha <3

Getting her nails done :D

And this is Adele, born in August 8th, 2011. The COMPLETE OPPOSITE of Ada XDDD What a drama queen she is... She screams very easily, especially while we cut her nails, she screams like crazy even though there's nothing to worry about! -___-;; Last week I accidently step on Ada's tail, not with my full weight though, thank god. My heart almost stopped and started to yell "BABY I*M SO SORRY" and took her in my arms immediately, but she didn't scream at all, she was just confused XD "o___O What the hell was that?? mom, what's wrong with you???" My point is, if that would have been Adele, my god, she would have squealed like a little pig XD But yeah, you must be very careful with rats' tails, they are very sensitive.

She's also not a mommy's girl at all. When running free, she ALWAYS disappears somewhere and I have to be looking for her to make sure she doesn't destroy anything -___-;; And she always wants to go to places she's not allowed to go!! Like behind the oven or washing machine... It's so annoying to get her away from there... She's a fucking rebel!! XD But I still love her as much as Ada <3

Haha, it's funny how many people have asked me "Do rats really have their own personalities?" Of course they do!!! >___< As you can see from this post :D They are both very cheerful ^^ Adele is a bit more shy though. But Ada is very interested in people! :D 

The bad thing is that they have had mycoplasma all their life. I noticed the symptoms in Ada after only two days I got them. I called crying to the  breeder 'cos I didn't know what to do. She said that she can take them back and give me other rats or return my money. I didn't want that 'cos I had already "bonded" with Ada. So we made a deal that she will pay the vet bill. Adele was a bit sick as well, so I got antibiotics for both of them. But they were too mild and didn't help at all. So I had to wait for 6 MONTHS to get a proper, stronger medication (it's not allowed to give it to growing rats, rats are adults at the age of 6 months). Adele felt so much better that she didn't need it, so I took it only for Ada, and now she feels better ^^ Of course, because it's mycoplasma, it's never going away properly, but they are doing well otherwise so it doesn't matter. Of course I'm a bit worried, but I try not to think about it. 

ps. Ada was snoring yesterday!!! I've NEVER seen or heard anything cuter XDDDDD <3<3<3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 35

Day 35 - A picture of your hometown

Kauhajoki. I don't miss that place at all...

That city is fucking haunted with death. So much drama, all the time. So many young people have killed themselves.There was a time when every single spring someone committed a suicide. The lates news I heard is from last Sunday. A man killed his wife in front of their 6-year old son. Fucking great. Poor kid...

Of course people die all the time everywhere in the world. Maybe it's the small size of my home town; it's so easy to hear all the shit that has happened very fast. The scariest part is that it might always be someone I know. "Luckily" I haven't known any of the victims so far. And hopefully never will. This one guy who killed himself was a good friend of my ex bf, and a brother of my schoolmate in junior high. I can't imagine how devastated they were when they heard the news. blergh, it makes me nauseous when I think about it.

Aaaaand the biggest news about Kauhajoki ever, The School massacre 2008. If you haven't heard of it then you must have been raised in a fucking barrel. I remember the day like yesterday, it was terrible. Even though it wasn't my school, it still was pretty traumatic. I couldn't walk in the city centre in two weeks (the school on the other side of the street, the shooter's home on the other...), and since then I've been feeling VERY agitated near guns. I don't like them at all...

It's not just because of the deaths, it's also because of my shitty childhood and other crappy things -___-;; Meh. Hate that town. So many bad memories.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 34

Day 34 - A picture of your favourite morning 

heheee, 1/3 passed! 2/3 to go! Ok, let's get to the point.

lol, me so pretty.

Those mornings when you can sleep as long as you want because you have no plans at all <3 This morning would have been perfect if I wasn't sick >___<

1oo Day Picture Challenge - Day 33

Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today

X___X Absolutely nowhere.

THIS has been my view pretty much the whole day...

 I was supposed to go to work today, but I seriously feel so fucking dead I just couldn't go.. I know that my boss isn't happy about this, I've been away a lot. But who cares, I REALLY need to get some rest...

 Lol, see all the snot papers next to the plate? \o/ I just want the allergy to go away as soon as possible.. This is just terrible. It's very hard for me to  breathe, and I'm coughing like crazy. I could even taste blood in my mouth one day... >___< So.. great plans for the weekend: Laying in bed!! oh well, TV is my best friend <3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 32

Day 32 - A picture of what you did today

Meh, work :D Nothing special. The day was boring as fuck -___-;; Even though we had a lot of customers and got new items (bags and hoodies, yay!). So, maybe it was just my mood and attitude that sucked today :DD

100 Picture Challenge - Day 31

Day 31 - A picture of food you made

Mini burger pan!!! *-*

I'm sooo happy they have started to sell this again (nope, I did not make this myself from scratch XD It's pre-fried and frozen, lol). I remember eating this with my dad when I was small! Then, they suddenly stopped selling this food and I was so sad ;__; But now, IT*S BACK <3 nomnomnom

What's in it? It's called mini burger pan 'cos there are mini sized meat stakes. In addition there are potatos, baby carrots and broccoli! mmm it's so GOOD @__@<3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 30

Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote

This is my favourite quote not only because it's a song of my favourite western band,  but because it's so. fucking. TRUE. Well, of course I have many lovely people around me, but the truth is that most of the people on Earth are just.... well, fucking morons :D I've been planning that when I get extra 100€ from somewhere, I'm gonna tattoo this quote on my neck. Too bad I'm gonna be broke for a looooong time :D oh well, maybe next Christmas/birthday! :D

Here's the song <3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 29

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

lol, isn't this kinda the same challenge as on day 7? oh well :DDD

XDDDDD <3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 28

Day 28 - A picture of your favourite place in the world

A BED.

I loooove sleeping and laying in a soft bed under a soft and warm blanket *___*  And usually when I have a day off and I have no plans I most likely do so :DD I may take two naps during the day, and that's not so good 'cos I usually sleep about 2 hours at a time, oops. :D My bf loses his nerves sometimes 'cos I like to sleep so much XD But come on, it's so nice *-* Lol, he even said to me once "You sleep more than a fucking baby!!!" 

Oh well, mostly it's not because I'm lazy. Lol, sometimes it is, but it's mostly 'cos of my bad health. Even though I do feel better, thanks to my medication, I still have the exhaustion inside me that doesn't go away >___< Especially this spring 'cos I've been sick A LOT X__X I do feel  energetic sometimes and I can do a lot of things, but when I take a break, I notice that I'm VERY exhausted, sometimes I feel dizzy even. So yeah, I'm a very tired person :< It may also be because of my diet >__< I don't eat healthy at all and I'm very aware that I don't get all the vitamins I should :D I know I should so something about it but.... meh ;__; Healthy food tastes bad!!! >8(

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 27

Day 27 - A picture of your favourite night

hmmm, This is also a tough one 'cos I've had many awesome nights :D But I think I'm gonna say last Easter, we had a kick-ass party 8DDD

You can read and see more pics of the party here!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 26

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

My graduation ring

sorry, The picture is dark >___<

 My mother had bought my sister a ring when she graduated from high school, so she insisted to buy me one as well when I graduated. When I saw this one it hit immediately! I knew it was The One :D My mum didn't agree with me though, she said it looked like a "grandmother ring" lol XD She also asked me if we could check the other shop as well so we could see other options as well. I said yes, but none of the other shop's rings gave me the vibe. So we went back to the first shop. My mum was still trying to convince me to get some other ring, but I seriously didn't like them ;___; As always, my mum was trying to control me and get me bound to her will. But finally she understood me and let me have the ring I wanted. Thank god -____-;; I want the ring to perfect, and I have to LIKE it so I can wear it. The price of the ring was 189€ if I remember right.

The seller told us that the ring is inspired by Princess Diana's engagement ring. My ring has a black stone and it's gold, Diana's was blue and silver. Kinda cool :D And it's so prettyyyyy *-*

Princess Diana's ring

The ring is very important to me because it's so beautiful, I've NEVER had a ring like that. There had been situations where the ring has almost fell off my finger and I've always been close to a heart attack @__@ And yeah, I know I should be saying something like "The ring is important to me because I got it from my mother blablablah" buuuut I'm not... The relationship between me and my mother is VERY complicated so... yeah.. meh. -___-;;