Shopping with mah mothurrrrrrr

hih, mommy bought me things! *-* ....although I feel a bit bad 'cos I don't have money to buy things myself. She wants to spoil me now 'cos she has earned so much at work :D sooo, I guess that's nice :DD We were supposed to only to go a grocery store and to look for a pair of some cheap shoes for me (I forgot to take heels with me and my sister's bachelorette party is on Saturday so I don't want to wear sneakers there :D), but the things got a bit out of hands XDDD She spent about 75€ on me .___. this is what I got in total:

Shorts 23€
Shoes 25€
Self attaching bra ("chicken filets" XD) 20€
Eyelashes 5€
Nomnoms for my babies ~3€

(ARGH. I'm very sorry about the pictures. For some reason I can't rotate them into the right position.......)

I found these shorts in Seppälä. I only have one pair of shorts, I was in a need of more. It was very nice that I found these, I think they look nice :D There also were these bright pink shorts with leopard pattern. WHY. Why not tiger/zebra pattern ;____; I hate leopard pattern... There's no way I'm gonna wear it, ever :D So, I had to leave them to the shop. I just don't understand what people see in leopard pattern, it's so ugly in clothes @___@ Zebra stripes are waaaay better <3 And snake pattern, heeheee <3

These ones are also from Seppälä. My previous "chicken filets" wore out, so I need new ones for the wedding. And for my sister's bachelorette party as well 'cos the dress I'm gonna wear there is also strapless :D I also had to buy new "party" eyelashes 'cos our cat played with one pair of mine and lost (or ate -___-;; ) the other one...... I felt so annoyed!! :D Oh well, it was my own fault 'cos I had left them on the table, meh..

And then, the things we went to look for XD The shoes! We found these in a big grocery store, CityMarket, woohoo XD I think they're pretty cute, not the shoes of my dreams, but ok. I saw a lovely pair in another store, but my mum refused to buy them for me XD They were a bit too high, I would have had to practise a bit :D But the main reason why she didn't buy then was this: "There's no way I'm gonna buy you those! You're gonna break your ankles when you're drunk!"

She's right, fuck my life...
The heels of these shoes are 8cm high, I've noticed that my maximum heel height is 10cm :DD

Last but not least: nomnoms for my rattie-girls!! <3 I'm gonna give them these the next time I go visit them, which will be next week, I hope! They are so colorful! XDD ...which mans they are veeeeery unhealthy. But oh well, it's nice to eat treats every now and then :D

Art painted without hands

Today I wanted to make a small post about people who I highly respect: People who make beautiful paintings by using only their mouth or feet.

There is this association for artists who paint with their feet and mouth. They have either lost their hands completely, or the hands just don't function properly, so that's why they can't paint "normally". They make all kinds of products of their paintings, like wrapping paper, post cards, puzzles, letter sets, calendars, and even replicas of other popular paintings! The paintings are absolutely stunning.

I'm not a member of the association myself, but my mother is. Yesterday she received a package of post cards she had ordered from them. They were so beautiful that I just had to take pictures of them and share them with you guys!

A Thank you -letter

Birds! <3

Package cards, I love the teddy bear *-*

I just can't believe how much PATIENCE these people have!! If I lost my hands, I would be devastated and would lose my nerves with just trying to get used to do normal daily activities with my legs. The fact that someone actually has the will and patience to also start drawing and painting, or making other kinds of crafts wihthout hands... unbelievable.

Respect. Damn.

Alcohol fueled bridesmaid's shoes

Yay! I found perfect shoes for my sister's wedding! I bet they will look very good with the dress <3

Aren't they pretty?? *-* I bought then from KooKenkä in Jyväskylä, hey cost 50€ which is not so bad, I think. I can't wait for the dress to arrive so I can see how they look together <3

Lol btw, I laughed my ass off the other day. I hadn't received any shipping confirmation email of my dress, so I sent an email to the seller just to ask if my dress had been shipped or not. S/he answered very fast, which was very nice, but the English of the message was just pathetic XDDD The message was like this:

"Hello my friend,

Thank you for contacting me, I am very grateful,

Yes, I sent out dress to give you, you will on next week inside receive it, what we use is a DHL to send out, it is a quick service, therefore, you can receive it on next week, please don't worry."

Hahahahaha, the message was so cute :D The seller is Chinese so.. I understand that the English may not be that great. But I'm very pleased that they have sent me the dress and that it should arrive very fast.

Another thing I want to show you is a shirt that I got from my father. It's so fucking cool :DDD

"ALCOHOL FUELED"

Yes. Seems legit XD I like alcohol .___.

My dad got this originally from his friend, but as soon as my mum saw this, she hid it from my dad so he couldn't wear it XDDD She has done that a lot, hahahahah. So, I gave the shirt a new home *-* The size is HUGE, so I thought that I'm able to wear it only as a "night gown", but when I tried it on, I realized that it's not that bad. T-shirts are meant to be loose, and the fabric goes down pretty well so it doesn't look like a big-ass tent :DD mmmm. Me gusta my new shirt *-*

Another overly cute key-chain :D

XD I'm drowning in key-chains!! Look what I got this time! :DDD

I got this one from my boyfriend's mother :D Thank you, Asta! *-* I love it!! And!! It's not just a key-chain, it is also...

A PEZ-DISPENSER!!! 8DDD <3 hahahahaah, I love Pez, and I have many Hello-Kitty Pez-dispensers, but not a soft one *___* This one is so lovely that I removed two of my other key-chains so I could use this one :D

heeeheeeeee! ^^ Lol, I have more key-chains than I have keys XD But they're all so nice!! .___.


hmmm, what else is new? Nothing much. I went to see my baby girls on Thursday, I had missed them so much ;;____;; They had not forgotten about me <3 When we took them outside, Ada was sitting on my lap almost all the time <3 Adele was also hiding inside my shirt every now and then :DD Also, my boyfriend visited me last weekend. It was nice <3 Except that I didn't sleep well at all 'cos my bed is too small for two people and I get agitated if someone is sleeping very close to me, even if it's my own bf XDD I NEED MY SPACE! @___@

On Saturday I went to sell some clothes to a rock N roll flea market! I have so many emo clothes that I don't wear anymore so I thought that this would be a good way to get rid of them. Well... it wasn't XD I only sold two CDs, one skirt and one shirt. The people there were mostly metal heads or 80's inspired rockers, so they didn't find any use for my clothes. But it's ok, I really enjoyed being there!! I just love selling clothes and advising people with them *-* Also, the flea market was open only for three hours, so maybe I could have sold more clothes if it had been open for the whole day. I earned 8€ !! XDDD epic. Actually, I earned 13€ but the selling table cost 5€ :D

After the flea market, me and my boyfriend went to Amarillo to eat. I just love that restaurant so much *___* Unfortunately I didn't take any pictures of the foods 'cos I was so goddamn hungry I just dig straight in XD But trust me, it was good. Whiskey corn for starters, garlic chicken with red wine sauce for main course, and nut-chocolate cake with ice cream for dessert <3 great, now I'm lusting for Amarillo's food again... .___.

Also, I've shopped again! oops :D I bought my bridesmaid-dress for my sister's wedding! I'm not gonna show it to you yet 'cos it haven't arrived. I ordered it from eBay, I hope they will ship me the right and fitting dress :DD I have always had good experiences with shopping on eBay, but you never know :DD We will see. Today I also bought a shitload of barbells for my tongue!!  I can't wait to get rid of this original barbell, it's so long @__@ It bothers me, big time. Argh. 

New DVD-babies!

I have bought some movies lately. I found such great and interesting movies with very low price so I just had to buy them even though I'm poor as fuck :D I also just ordered a shitload of eyelashes from eBay... Cheap stuff is baaaaad!

My Bloody Valentine

Dark Shadows

Rango

Halloween 2 (the original)

50/50

I'm so happy about the new babies for my Johnny Depp and serial killer -collections!!! <3 The 50/50-movie is some random comedy I bought so I could get the other movies cheaper XD Too bad I can't watch any of these now because I don't have a DVD-player atm!! ;____; fuck my life. My Xbox's remote control broke, and you can't watch DVDs without it so... no DVDs for me now .____. I don't have money for a DVD-player so I just have to watch them with my bf's laptop or PS3 whenever I get the chance :DD

For those who don't know/haven't seen these movies, here are the trailers!

A serial killer with a gas mask. HOW FUCKING PERFECT IS THAT. Ahhh. Me and my weird addictions and fetishes :DDDD <3

I just love these movies of Johnny Depp <3 They're so funny!! I have 23 Johnny Depp movies in my collection now! (I remembered I had more, 26 or something, but I remembered wrong .____. I need MOAAARRR!)

Michael Myers <3 My favourite after Jason Voorhees.

I think this movie has an interesting plot, and the trailer is pretty funny :D Also, the actors are great!!

I love collecting movies *-*

Voodoo-doll necklace!

hihihi, my boyfriend had bought me this super adorable voodoo-doll *-* 

It's a mummy!! <3

I absolutely ADORE these kinds of voodoo-dolls, and my bf knows it :D He had seen all kinds of different voodoo-dolls in the supermarket and he had thought immediately "This is so Krista....", so he bought one for me! hihiii, it made me so happy when I saw it XD I'm so easy to please :DDDD

It was originally a key chain, but I already have so many key chains so I wanted to invent another way to use it. At first we tried to make it a cellphone charm, but it fell off >__< Then I thought that it could be cute as a necklace so I decided to give it a try :D

Ta-dah! :DD It's a bit big, but I think it's cute *-*

Bye bye girlies...

My babies have moved to a new home now... It's so empty here .___. There are so many things I have to get used to >___< 

I think the worst part is being alone again.. No more happy rattie faces looking at me when I get home. There is just an empty corner where the cage used to be... The silence is making me very agitated as well... I'm having my TV on all the time even though I don't watch it. I hate silence. 

No more rustling of nest making.

No more crunching of munching nomnoms.

No more clangour of the drinking bottle.

No more sneezing and snuffing.

No more squee sounds of rattie fights.

But, even though this makes me sad, there are some good sides as well... I can start healing from the one year flu, maybe I can breathe through my nose again soon! :D My mouth is always very dry 'cos I can only breathe through my mouth >__< Also, I don't have to stress about baby sitters anymore, I can spend my holidays the way I want, and I can travel for as long as I want.. Oh well... Those two were the only good things >__<

I miss my babies .____. <3

<3

Piercing photos

Blogger is still being an ass, I can't upload any pictures from my PC's desktop, but I can upload them via Internet. Weird... Does anyone else have this kind of problem with Blogger? o_O Anyway, here are the pictures from yesterday's piercing session :D

Frightened Krista :DDD

Feeling VERY uncomfortable, but luckily Heidi was holding my hand the entire time :DD <3

Ta-dah!!

I can feel that my bf is still a bit angry but I thiiiink he has calmed down a little :D I think everything will be ok this weekend. He has had a tough week and I'm sure he will cheer up when he gets to the kendo practise and after kendo today, and to airsofting tomorrow. At least I hope so :DD

Oh and, I'm not sure if Ada and Adele are moving today after all o__O There was this accident: Their new mum (of course I'm always their mum but now they will have two mums!) had fainted, hit her head and went unconscious O__O I really hope she is ok and that it's nothing serious >___< We will see if she's gonna be able to have my girls today or later.

Drama-hole

I DID IT. I got a tongue piercing!!! I've been lusting for it for so many years, but I've been too scared to take one... But today. I faced my fears and took it! heeheeeee.

It was absolutely terrible... I was VERY scared, and the piercing was even worse than I had thought @___@ It hurt so bad... Also, my friend made it because she is a trainee in a clothing/piercing shop. It was the first tongue piercing she had ever done so it was even more scary XD But it went well. Thank god I had my friends with me XD One was holding my hand and other one was taking pictures :DD

The pain is still awful :D The whole tongue is aching and eating is... well. Eating is very hard atm XD I feel like a baby learning to eat for the first time XDD And this lovely pain and challenging eating will continue the next two weeks, or even more .____. dammit.

Unfortunately Blogger is being an ass atm so I can't upload the photos right now ;___; I will show them to you later.

Things are not going that great otherwise... My selfish moronic idiot boyfriend is very angry at me because of the piercing... Which is very stupid and childish in my opinion. He is afraid that I will cover my whole face with piercings now. Yeah.... suuuure -______-;; No way. It's exactly the same thing with tattoos as well. Every time I get a new tattoo, he starts to sulk. It sucks because things are very good otherwise, this is the only thing we fight about!!! I don't understand why the only reason must be this small and pointless and... ARGH.

Second of all, I have to give my baby girl away... They are moving to a new home tomorrow. On Tuesday I realised that my allergy had gotten so bad that I simply can't take care of my babies anymore... I was very sad and crying hysterically 'cos I was afraid that I have to put the alseep, but thank God my friend's friend is very glad to take them to her home <3 I'm so thankful I can't even express it... I can go visit my girls anytime I want <3

Anyway, even though I'm happy that I don't need to put my girls asleep, I'm still sad that I have to give them away. I really don't need a stupid fight with my boyfriend atm... He should be supporting me. But nooooo...

The end of Kendo

I have been thinking about this for a while, and I have come to the conclusion that I will stop doing kendo. Maybe I will continue it in the future, maybe I won't. But right now, I just can't do it anymore.

It's not the sport. Kendo is a very interesting sport and I did enjoy it. But there are other things that just make me so pissed off every single time I have gone to practise, and that is not nice. There are a few main reasons why I decided to stop practising kendo...

1. I don't feel comfortable with our kendo-group in Jyväskylä. 

I'm on a totally different level with the people I'm practising with, and I really don't have good friends there. It's very unmotivating to go to practise alone, I need someone to go with (or at least I thought so...). I get along with the people but... I just don't get the connection that I would like to get with them.

My boyfriend's kendo-goup is totally the opposite! The people there are GREAT, they are good friends with each other and the practising is fun and laid back. Ok, the practise itself is tough and deadly but you know what I mean... The atmosphere is laid back :D Everytime I practised with them, or just watched them practise, we went after kendo in some bar and had a great time. Last Friday, for example, was AWESOME. My kendo group hasn't gone after kendo in months.... it sucks.

2. Money.

Our kendo association in Jyväskylä is so. fucking. EXPENSIVE. My boyfriend's association is so much cheaper. Also, the teaching methods are much better in Seinäjoki than in Jyväskylä... I don't even remember when our teacher has taught us anything, or even taken part in practise!!! (Ok I haven't practised in Jyväskylä in a month so I don't know if he's practising/teaching again.) It makes me so pissed off that I have to pay a shitload of euros in one year when the teaching methods are not even that great... Also, I'm still very bitter about the Sensei's visit. We had to pay extra for that, even though the annual fees are high. Seinäjoki's association is much cheaper and they could still pay for the Sensei's costs... hmmm. I just wonder where all our money goes...

3. My condition

To be honest, I'm not that healthy atm. I have lost weight, again... It's not good. Last time I checked I weigh 46kg... I'm 171cm tall. It's absolutely terrible. And I feel like an idiot because a week ago I would have had an appointment with a dietician, that I had been waiting for two months because of the enormous queue. What happened? I FORGOT TO GO. I have no fucking clue what I'm going to do now... I feel so embarrassed to call to the nurse and ask for a new appointment 'cos of my own stupidity... Oh well, I have to do it.

AYWAY. Because of my weight problems, I'm very tired all the time. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm awake for 8-9 hours a day, and sleep the rest 15 hours... It should be the opposite. I just can't help it. I can be awake only about 3 hours at the time, then I need a nap. Everything feels so heavy and hard, even though it isn't. It sucks balls, I tell you. My boyfriend is losing his nerves every time I take a nap. I just can't stay awake, and it does make me sad.

I made the BMI test again. It's a test that tells you if you have a depression or not. I got 24 points, which means a medium depression. I have had higher scores, so it's not that bad, but it sucks anyway. 0-10 points means no depression, 11-19 means mild depression, 20-29 points means medium depression and 30+ is a difficult depression.

4. The motivation. Ruined by the things above.

I really thought that I didn't want to do kendo because I have no good friends to do it with here, and I really need someone to force me to go to the practise. On Friday when I went to the practise with my boyfriend, I realised that it was not it. I just don't have the motivation anymore... I could barely do the 30 minutes' warm up, and then I stopped. There were only three words in my mind while practising: Fuck this shit. I felt nauseous and wanted to stop. I just went to the dressing room and changed normal clothes. I was so fed up. And at the same time I was very angry at myself.