quiiiiii...zzzz....

Sleep with or without clothes on?

With. I get too cold otherwise >____< Unless I sleep with my super warm boyfriend *_________* <3 purrrrrr

Prefer black or blue pens? 

black

Dress up on Halloween?

YES <3 Last year I was a sad mime clown :D

Like to travel? 

yeah!

Like Someone? 

yeah

Do they know?

yeah

Who sleeps with you every night? 

My 54378952 plushies XD

Think you're attractive?

yep

Want to get married?

Yeaaaaah. But not until I have a biiig budjet for it <3

Are you a good student?

pfffft XDD

Are you currently happy?

Neither happy or unhappy.

Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on?

no.

Birthplace?

NÄRPES.

Christmas or Halloween?

Halloween.

Colored or black-and-white photo?

color

Do long distance relationships work? 

Depends. If the two people live in different countries, then no. But if they live only in different cities (like me and my bf) it does if you want it to work.

 
Do you believe in astrology?

No

Do you believe in love at first sight?

no.

Do you consider yourself the life of the party?

huh?

Do you drink?

Yep

Do you make fun of people?

Oh yes XD

Do you think dreams eventually come true?

no.

Favorite fictional character? 

Jason Voorhees <3

Go to the movies or rent?

Rent

Have you ever moved?

yeah

Have you ever stolen anything?

hmmm no.

How's the weather right now?

Dark o___O

Last time you cut your hair?

uh... a month ago?

Last person you talked to on the phone?

A fucking telemarketer -______-;;

Last time you showered?

a few hours ago, sauna <3<3

Loud or soft music?

loud

Mcdonalds or Burger King?

Both!! omnomnom

Night or day?

night

Number of pillows?

Two

Piano or guitar?

If you're asking me to play them, NEITHER -____-;; Instruments of the Satan himself.

Future job?

Entrepreneur

Current job?

student -____-;;

Current love?

Jonipur!

Current longing?

uhh... Joni?

Current disappointment?

That it's gonna take a long time until I graduate...

Current annoyance?

people

Last thing you ate?

Grapes!

Last thing you bought?

Food

Most recent thing you are looking forward to?

Tomorrow!! My lovely friends Saku and Miso will visit me this weekend <3

What are you hearing right now?

umm.... Actually I'm lying under the blanket half naked XDDDDDDDDDD

Plans for the weekend? 

YESSS <3<3<3

What did you do today?

Was pissed at school, took a nap, wrote an essay.

Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye?

Pick a movie quote?

"Come out, come out, where ever you are."

Dollhouse

I just fell in love with a few Etsy-shops!!! They are shops that sell miniature food and other tiny items for dollhouses!! I absolutely LOVE dollhouses and I'd like to have one. It would be a very nice hobby but it's very expensive if you want to have a very fine dollhouse... Maybe someday I can afford it! ...and have an apartment that has room for it XDDD

Here are the super cute items that made me melt *-*

Teeny tiny mouse!! <3

Miniature photo album, so beautiful!!

Mini-croissants!!

Children's bed room set

Mini old fashioned letter set

Teeny tiny sushi plate!!

Cupcakes in a box!

Bananas!!

Mini crayon set!! Too adorable!!!!

HelloKitty rainbow cake!!

AAAAA DO WANT!!! ;;_______;; I have always loved everything tiny and miniature so I go nuts when I see things like these XDD The photos are taken from the shops' websites. I really shouldn't be checking them out because then I start dreaming about stuff I can't afford. As always -____-;; Anyway, the shops are:

Ainigmati

Cinen

Miniature Patisserie

Miniature Lane

Monbio

Petit Plat

Minnie Kitchen

New layout

wrooooom~

I got this comment where I got some feedback about my blog. It was constructive criticism that I appreciated a lot! This person told me that my blog is a bit hard to read because of the font, and I did agree with him/her! I've been thinking about it myself as well everytime I look at my blog, but I was too lazy to do anything about it 'cos no one ever said anything XD But now I did, thanks to the feedback!

I like my new layout with Pon & Zi but I'm not sure if I made it even messier XDDD The font is better now, in my opinion but I'm not sure if the picture with text makes everything messy? What do you guys think?? Please let me know if it disturbs your reading >__< I don't want people's eyes to suffer while they read my posts XDDD

hahahahaha, this picture reminds me of me and my boyfriend XD This is so like us <3

 Ok, I should get ready. I need to go to the post office and after that: KENDO-PRACTISE <3 yaaay.

Nightmares. They won't stop.

A few years ago, we were deeply in love. Unfortunately, we never got to meet each other. 

Until now. 

You're lying in my arms, lifeless. 

I heard the news from your mother. 

"She's dead. Hanged herself." 

I ran to your house, in panic. I couldn't breathe, I felt like my heart had stopped as soon as I heard the news. 

"Where is she!?" I screamed.

"Over there" She said, like with no emotions at all.

There you were, lying on the floor.

I kneeled down next to you. I looked at you tears in my eyes. You looked beautiful as always. Your blonde hair, your tattoos, your leather jacket. The only thing that was wrong in the picture was that you weren't moving. Your eyes were closed. You had a big bruise on your neck. 

I took you into my arms, looked at your face, moved your hair off your face. I held you tight and started to cry hysterically. I couldn't believe it. This is how we meet? I couldn't move. I just sat there with you. Then, I fell asleep. 

I woke up. Unfortunately. You were still there. I was about to leave you. Just for a while, just to think about what am I going to do. Then it happened. 

You opened your eyes. 

I couldn't believe it. I crashed down on my knees again, crying. But this time, they were the tears of happiness. 

---

Luckily this one had a happy ending. But I see too many nightmares... This one wasn't the only one I had last night. I also had to kill my own rat, my baby Adele. It was terrible. Also, my boyfriend got kidnapped. Not sure if the drug called Hypnocil is real, but if it is, I'd like to have it, thank you!

Kawaii Teddy -scarf

Just finished my second item to my Etsy-shop! ^^ A Kawaii Teddy scarf. The material is 75% wool and 25% polyamide. This one got ready a lot faster than the Kitty-scarf because I used a bigger hook (4mm, the kitty was made with 3mm) and the yarn was thicker as well. Here are some pictures!! ^^

I really like that yarn *____* It's very nice to crochet (I bet it's nice to knit as well) because it's thick and it changes color ^^ and actually the texture of the yarn changes as well! It's Finnish brand called Novita Usva. Next I'm planning to crochet a white bunny scarf of Novita Kaiku, which is thick, white and very soft yarn *-* No wait, actually I'm gonna crochet some baby sneakers at first! For change :D I have materials for that at home so I save some money because I don't have to be buying new yarns all the time :D

Music

Just wanted to share a few songs with you guys. It's good that my roommate moved away 'cos now I can sing my heart out any time I want XD My singing is not that good you know.. -___-;; I mean, I do get the right notes but my voice is very weak :< That's why I'd love to take some singing lessons but the lessons here are not so good so I don't bother...

This song has been stuck in my head for days. I like this song though. I've always loved System of a Down, their music is so epic!! <3

Then, a couple of lovely Finnish songs! I really hope that my dear foreign readers will listen to these. I love these so much *-* I think these songs are beautiful. I translated the lyrics for you guys so it would be more interesting for you! 

I know it's night when you arrive home in the dark

Loneliness hits without saying its name

When you read my letter you hear an echo

You see stains that you think are rain

I walk outside in the light, I can feel the wind on my face

I didn't feel it in the house where I never go back, I think

I'm not going anywhere

Nothing comes to me, for me

Only stains on a paper so don't get angry, nothing is gonna changed

Not our journeys

Not our moments

The cold wind can tickle your back, but it pushes you forward so don't be afraid

Don't worry about it because we had our moments

Remember that we had our moments

I came 'cos I was invited, left like a thief, finally got scared

When I grabbed myself, I realised I had grown up

I sucked you dry, you grabbed my scarf

Your smell, you did the same to me, your run, I forgive you

Only stains on a paper so don't get angry, nothing is gonna changed

Not our journeys

Not our moments

The cold wind can tickle your back, but it pushes you forward so don't be afraid

Don't worry about it because we had our moments

Remember that we had our moments

Which one are you afraid of

Noise or peace?

Which one do you avoid

Loneliness or herd?

Why are you crying

While the neighbour's child is laughing?

 

You are deep waters

A mountain I can't get to

Forgotten attic

You're a titan shell

Why are you crying

While the neighbour's child is laughing

Why are you crying

While someone is singing about love in the radio?

Speak with a voice I can hear

With words I understand

With poems I comprehend

You need subtitles

Explainer of secrets

All-knowing teller

Speak with a voice I can hear
 

I am simple

Always in need of an explanation

You, a complicated map

A journey in foreign lands

Why are you crying

While someone is singing about love in the radio?

Speak with a voice I can hear

With words I understand

With poems I comprehend

You need subtitles

Explainer of secrets

All-knowing teller

Speak with a voice I can hear

 

 

 Hmm, Finnish songs are pretty challenging to translate in English because they are difficult to understand even in Finnish :DDD But I hope you understood something XD

Too. Much. Work.

Ok, now I'm stressed... I just made a list of all the school assignments that need to be done during the next four days. 9 not-so-little assignments, and they should be done by Sunday..... ;____; I DON*T WANNA. I should be doing:

A Power Point slide of Entrepreneurship in China. That's not that bad but I just feel annoyed because I already wrote an essay about the subject a few days ago and forgot to do the PP-slide at the same time -____-;;

Consideration about cultural differences. In Finland's point of view....

An exam based on a book called "Riding the Waves of Culture. Understanding Cultural Diversity in Business."

An essay assignment for two different courses about Polarstoff material fair I went to yesterday. The fair SUCKED -___-;; It was so small and useless....

Marketing analysis and  shopping criteria of the customers of my own company I'm gonna found when I graduate.

Peer review of three of my classmates' Culture Project reports.

Writing theory about Marketing Mix for my own Culture Project report.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm gonna die..... I seriously don't know if I'm gonna make these in time. But I really would like to, then I wouldn't have to worry about returning assignments late. ....which I tend to do a lot sometimes >__<

Another thing that annoys me is that I used all of my eyebrow-pencil a couple of days ago and I didn't have time to buy a new one until today. So I had to draw my eyebrows with black pencil, which does NOT look good with blonde hair... But I didn't feel like looking like an alien either -___-;; So, I pretty much looked like a retarded Lady Gaga -wannabe the last two days. \o/ But luckily I got to buy a new one today.

I tried to draw them light so they wouldn't look that bad >__<

No7's Beautiful Eyebrow Pencil, color Blonde

Oh well, there was SOMETHING good in this day as well. I got some more ink to my star tattoos because they didn't heal so well. When they had "healed" they looked like they had been there for 10 years or so. Hopefully they heal well now! 

And! I got a package from my sister today! WITH A GRUMPY CAT DRINKING GLASS INSIDE. It's so cuuuuuuuuuute!! I love Grumpy Cat. So much ;;_________;; <3 The text in the glass says "The worst thing after waking up? Everything until I go to bed again." My sister told me that the picture reminded her of me so she had to buy it XDDD She's so right, lol. 

 

Ok, I think I should get to work now... baibai ;___;

Random shizzit

Random bullshit, again!! yaaaay :D I'm bored.... Here's a quiz I got from my friend Liisa as a blog challenge last summer. But because I wasn't blogging that time, I never did it. Now I'm just doing it for fun :DD It's translated in English again.

[x] I have eyeglasses.

[x] I'm blonde. 

[x] I know at least one namesake of mine.

[ ] I know where Kälviä is.

[ ] I'm bilingual. I wish I was -___-;;

[x] I'm addicted to the Internet.

[ ]I'm addicted to lip-balm.

[ ] I'm the only child.

[x] I have long hair. 

[ ] I'm bald and hairless.  My boyfriend says so though XDDD

[x] I have dust balls under my bed. Looooots of them @____@

[ ] I live in my own apartment.

[x] I live with roommates. Actually my roommate just moved away but oh well :DD

[x] I'm in a relationship.

[x] I'm a huge fan of at least one band. 

X JAPAN <3

Slipknot <3

[ ] I've read all the Harry Potter books. pffffffffft :DDD

[x]  I love Johnny Depp!

[ ] No, Leonardo DiCaprio is the best! He's ok though o_O

mmmmmm yessss <3<3<3

[ ] I hate pea-soup.

[ ] My lucky number is 5. meh. 13 <3

[x] I have had a crush on my teacher.

[ ] I have a blue mouse.

[ ] I have a black dog.

[x] I don't know if I have a mouse or a dog. o_____O

[x] I don't always have the energy to do my homework. NEVER :D

[ ] I used to get my best grades of Behaviour.

[ ] I drink many litres in a day. Drink what? Well, what ever that is, I don't drink enough >___<

[ ] I like milk.

[x] I'm allergic to animals. Rats.... It breaks my heart.

[x] I'm allergic to foods. Pretty much all the vegetables and fruits -____-;; APPLE is the worst, which makes me very sad 'cos I love apples ;;_______;;

[ ] I should be at school atm. It's 11pm... :D

[ ] This is stupid.

[x] It's dark outside.

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[ ] One of my parents is dead.

[x] I don't have an aquarium.

[ ] I have a big house.

[ ] I live in my own house.

[x] I live in an apartment building.

[ ] I live in a row house.

[ ] I drink coffee.

[ ] I like coffee. But if it has whiskey in it, then I do! 8D

[x] I know where Ähtäri is.

[x] I have been to Ähtäri.

[ ] Ähtäri is nice.

[ ] I live in Ähtäri.

[ ] Someone I know lives in Ähtäri.

[ ] I have no fucking clue where or what is Ähtäri.

XDDDDDDDDDDDD

[x] I have a laptop.

[x] And a webcam!

[?] I don't know how to use coffee.

[x] I was raised very strictly.

[ ] I'm addicted to duffel.

[ ] There's nothing more beautiful than the weather after a storm. Yeah there is.

[x] I'm annoyed by "The End" -texts after the movies.

[x] There are beautiful plates in my closet. I like my plates *-*

[ ] My family roots come from the abroad.

[ ] Paintings are ugly.

[ ] I have never watched the end credits to the end.

[x] I like American Pie -movies. XD so epic.

[ ] This is the longest X-quiz I've ever made. It feels very long 'cos I translated it :D But I think it's not.

[x] This is the most stupid X-quiz I've ever made. Ähtäri....... For real? I can only imagine how "WTF" my foreign friends are XD

[x] I have a digital camera.

[/] I drink tea. When I'm sick.

[ ] Green tea is the best.

[x] I like The Sims. YES <3

[ ] I have The Sims 2.

[ ] I'm addicted to it, I play it every day.

[ ] I often buy random junk. No fucking way. I have way too much stuff in my apartment @___@

[ ] I would never wear quilted trousers.

[x] I have a rat. Two! <3

[x] I have held a rat.

[ ] Rats are disgusting. NEVER >8((((

omnomnom

banana-time <3

<3

boo! XD

 

[ ] I'm in a hurry. .....would I be doing this if I was??

[ ] Everyone else is sleeping. who?

[ ] I love mornings.

[x] Nope, I love evenings.

[ ] Nothing can make me look beautiful.

[x] I have been called beautiful.

[x] My stomach hurts.

[x] I'm not going to school today. 11pm people!

[ ] Feel sorry for me!!! o_O No need for that.

[ ] I have a brother and a sister.

[ ] I'm the middle-child.

[ ] I have a little sister! I AM the little sister...

[ ] I have over 20 cousins.

[x] I don't know how many second cousins I have.

[x] But I do know there are a lot of them!

[ ] I don't have friends, I'm so sad!!

[ ] I like grammar.

[x] I'm good at grammar.

[?] I noticed many grammar mistakes in this quiz! My English isn't perfect... :D

[x] I have talked on the phone today.

[ ] I'm a nice person.

[ ] I bet I am.

[ ] Don't you dare argue!!

Jigeiko

I was watching my boyfriend's kendo practise yesterday and I decided to take and share a few pictures of his jigeiko (a battle) with his trainer. Enjoy!

mmmmm, look at my baby fight *-* <3 (He is the one without the white text in his hakama (=the "skirt" trousers XD))

I could have practised myself as well, but I decided not to 'cos I didn't have my own shinai and hakama with me. Since I bought my own geer I don't want to borrow stuff from anyone anymore :DDD What a lame reason not to practise... -_____-;; 

I really need to step it up with kendo, starting on Monday!!! >8( I have to take a lot of water and small snacks to the practise so I can eat them when I start to feel sick (I know I will). That's why I haven't been practising in two weeks 'cos I start to feel nauseous during hard training. Because of my under weight. Argh. So... munching time for Krista at the practise!! \o/ Usually it's not allowed to bring foog or drinks to the practising area, but my trainer knows about my condition so he has let me to do what I want with them. Which is very fair I think. Not sure what other people think about it but I really can't help it. I feel very embarrassed and annoyed about it as well...

After the practice we had After Kendo at some local bar. We had so much fun! I finally got to meet one of Joni's best friends which was very nice 'cos I have heard so much about him! And his training buddies are very funny and nice as well! What an awesome evening that was ^^

Winter holiday

Home sweet home!! Sooooo tired.... x____x

My holiday was very lovely <3 Me and my boyfriend went to Vantaa to visit his cousin's family. There are two small boys in the family, aged 1 and 3. They are such wonderful kids *____* Jere, the 1-year-old, is the easiest baby on this WHOLE planet!!! He's so happy and likes everyone. He gets along with me so well *-* I love making him smile by goofing around, hahah <3 His big brother, Jesse, on the other hand is a goddamn mess XDDDD He's so wild and running all over the place and screaming and getting on his parents' nerves :DDD But he's still lovely as well ^^ gahh... Those visits don't help my baby fever at all XD

So yeah, in the day time me and Joni were hanging out all over Vantaa and in the evenings we played with the kids. It was so much fun, but at the same time very tiring x____x We arrived on Saturday and on Wednesday I was so tired that I didn't do anything :DD Well, actually I was very sick as well, I cought a cold ;___;

On Sunday, February 24th, we went to Heureka to see the Body Worlds exhibition. The exhibition consists of REAL human bodies and human organs. It was SO. FUCKING. COOL. I must say it was very creepy at the same time to stare a dead human being with just bones and muscles so close you could touch them. The bodies and organs are plastinated, which means that the bodily fluids are replaced with plastic. Only the eyes of the people are 100% plastic, because the bodies could be recognized if they had the real eyes. And also eyeballs are hard to conserve o_O That's what I heard in the exhibition!

The bodies of the exhibition are donated by the people themselves who have wanted to give their body to science. So no grave robbery here :DDD When I read about the exhibition, I thought that it would be cool to donate my body for something like this!! :D But when I saw the exhibition, I changed my mind: the bodies had been put into very weird positions, and even exploded to pieces :DDDD It would be VERY traumatic to people who would recognize their loved ones in the exhibition.

 

The pictures are NOT taken by me. I took them from the internet. I wasn't sure if photographing was allowed or not so I didn't take any pictures myself >___<

The exhibition also had this section where they showed pregnancy and babies. I didn't go watch that 'cos I couldn't. I didn't want to see dead babies and foetuses.... In addition the exhibition showed the anatomy of animals as well. There were no whole animal bodies in Finland's exhibition, but they had chicken's blood vessels for example. It was very interesting 'cos it seems like an impossible idea to destroy everything except the blood vessels from a body o_o But because of plastination it's possible!

Blood vessels of a rabbit. Poor bunny ;____;

So, yeah. That was Body Worlds. If you have the opportunity and a stomach strong enough to go see this exhibition, PLEASE DO, it's EPIC. You can read more about the exhibition here.

Before we left Heureka, we drank slushies!! BRAIN FREEZE. But they're so gooooood <3

On the left is my beautiful Blue slushie! It's my favourite. My bf's on the other hand.... it's ugly as fuck :DDDDDDD He wanted to mix Coca Cola, energy drink and Blue... blergh.

My tongue turned blue!!! O_O ....and my eyeglasses are crooked XDDD Derp.

On Monday we went to a spa/water park called Flamingo. We got this cool deal of Water park and Spa-area 2 for 1!! The original price for one person of both spa and water park is about 37€, but now it was just 18€ 'cos we went there as a couple!! o_o not bad 8D The Water Park was very nice! 4 different slides and a big pool area. I don't like water so I bet I was a hilarious sight :DDDD I was holding my boyfriend's hand the entire time XD

After we had had fun at the Water park we decided to go check the Relaxing Spa -area. Oh my God. I think I have NEVER been that relaxed. It was so lovely. There was this 50cm, deep hot mineral water pool. I wanted to stay there forever!!!! It was so warm, and it seemed to be good for my skin as well!! Joni had to drag me away from there in the end XDDD The spa area also had 4 different saunas! A traditional Finnish sauna, two steam saunas (apple and pinewood scented) and a rosemary sauna that was my other favourite in addition to the mineral pool!! The temperature was only 45 Celcius degrees, so I could have stayed there forever as well :DDDD Aaaaaahhh, I wanna go back.... I want to book a hotel room from Flamingo for a week and go to relax every evening @______@ <3<3<3

On Tuesday we went to Helsinki to eat and do some shopping! We didn't visit so many shops, but I did find some nice things!! ^^

New trousers!! I love them so much *____* My boyfriend hates them though XD He said that a "terrible accident" will happen to them some day. I have to protect them!! o_o Anyway, I bought them from Morticia. They were on sale so they cost only 20€! yaaay!

When we had arrived to Seinäjoki we decided to go to the supermarket to get some food for the weekend (we had our luggage with us). We were confused when the alarm started ringing and we were stopped by the salesperson. A perfect What the fuck! -moment :DDD We noticed that it was my shopping bag that set the alarm so I let the woman to check the bag. And look what we found!

The seller in Morticia had forgotten the plastic piece that sets the alarm into the trousers!!! :D Fucking great... The next day I had to walk to some random clothing shop to get it removed. The alarm started ringing there as well -______-;; awesome. But it was no problem for them to remove it, luckily :DDD

I have been in a need of a new belt for ages already. And now I finally bought one!! Too bad it doesn't fit -____-;; I need to make more holes in it so I can use it, it's too big for me now. It's M size. I was going to by an S, but it was too small, which is weird for my tiny body :DD Anyway, I think it's pretty ^^

Moar eyelasheeeeeessss!!! And glue. Me and my friends are going to the gay pride next summer, so when I saw these I thought that I HAVE to get them!!! They're so cute!! And because it's gay pride, I want to wear something rainbow colored <3

Soooo, that's about it! oops, this became a long post. I hope you guys didn't fall asleep, lol.

OH AND!!! Over 4000 views in my blog now! Thank you so much!!!! ^^<3