Sowwyyyyyyyyyy... @____@

Damn, it's been over a month since I've written here! Sorryyy >____< I've been very busy and tired and all kinds of shit, so I haven't found the energy to write, even though I have had many things to say/show you :D There was my sister's wedding, I have shopped and received new lovely stuff, and I can finally show you the baby crafts I made for my sister and her husband as a wedding gift! ^^ Also, my internship started this month and I've been to job interviews ^^

There's no way I'm gonna post all of those things this time, you'll get bored 'cos the post would be HUGE XD I haven't received all the pictures of the wedding, so I can't make a proper wedding post yet, but I have a couple of pictures to show you :D I know I promised to show you my whole outfit, but goddammit, I forgot to take pictures -______-;; I hope my father or the photographer have been good paparazzis then :DDD

The newlyweds <3

gift table

The cake decoration. The groom is dragging the shopping bride. it's PERFECT :DDD

Wedding dance <3

And now, pictures of me and my boyfriend. DANCING. Derpety derp derp.... It was fun though XD But I can't dance that well XD It was the basic waltz, so it was fine :DD The bad thing was, my feet were killing me and my dress just wouldn't stay up >_____< I was pulling it up the entire evening which was VERY annoying :DDDD If I'm going to use it as a graduation dress next year, I'm gonna make straps on it -________-;;; Anyway, you can see some of my outfit here, I just hate how shaky the pictures are... :<

The Derp -compilation XDDDD

purrr <3

So, that's all for now, I'm trying to write more, more often :DDD

Shopping with mah mothurrrrrrr

hih, mommy bought me things! *-* ....although I feel a bit bad 'cos I don't have money to buy things myself. She wants to spoil me now 'cos she has earned so much at work :D sooo, I guess that's nice :DD We were supposed to only to go a grocery store and to look for a pair of some cheap shoes for me (I forgot to take heels with me and my sister's bachelorette party is on Saturday so I don't want to wear sneakers there :D), but the things got a bit out of hands XDDD She spent about 75€ on me .___. this is what I got in total:

Shorts 23€
Shoes 25€
Self attaching bra ("chicken filets" XD) 20€
Eyelashes 5€
Nomnoms for my babies ~3€

(ARGH. I'm very sorry about the pictures. For some reason I can't rotate them into the right position.......)

I found these shorts in Seppälä. I only have one pair of shorts, I was in a need of more. It was very nice that I found these, I think they look nice :D There also were these bright pink shorts with leopard pattern. WHY. Why not tiger/zebra pattern ;____; I hate leopard pattern... There's no way I'm gonna wear it, ever :D So, I had to leave them to the shop. I just don't understand what people see in leopard pattern, it's so ugly in clothes @___@ Zebra stripes are waaaay better <3 And snake pattern, heeheee <3

These ones are also from Seppälä. My previous "chicken filets" wore out, so I need new ones for the wedding. And for my sister's bachelorette party as well 'cos the dress I'm gonna wear there is also strapless :D I also had to buy new "party" eyelashes 'cos our cat played with one pair of mine and lost (or ate -___-;; ) the other one...... I felt so annoyed!! :D Oh well, it was my own fault 'cos I had left them on the table, meh..

And then, the things we went to look for XD The shoes! We found these in a big grocery store, CityMarket, woohoo XD I think they're pretty cute, not the shoes of my dreams, but ok. I saw a lovely pair in another store, but my mum refused to buy them for me XD They were a bit too high, I would have had to practise a bit :D But the main reason why she didn't buy then was this: "There's no way I'm gonna buy you those! You're gonna break your ankles when you're drunk!"

She's right, fuck my life...
The heels of these shoes are 8cm high, I've noticed that my maximum heel height is 10cm :DD

Last but not least: nomnoms for my rattie-girls!! <3 I'm gonna give them these the next time I go visit them, which will be next week, I hope! They are so colorful! XDD ...which mans they are veeeeery unhealthy. But oh well, it's nice to eat treats every now and then :D

Desperately trying to make a come back....

O hai! 

It's only been like.... 8 months since I've updated my blog! I'm sorry ;__; I just totally lost my interest. Now I would love to start blogging again but I'm not sure if my enthusiasm carries that far >___< I have heard some people saying that they don't want me to stop blogging so I really want to try to start again. ...except that I'm not sure if my followers are even using Blogger anymore :DD

So... what's been going on with me during these 8 months?? uh... all kinds of things :D Since this is my Piccie Blog, I want to show you these 8 months in pictures!

On July 2012 I went to Stockholm to hang out with my cousin, and I also saw my friend Engla (in the picture) ^^ It was a very nice trip! I shopped 'til I dropped, and  drank, danced and partied 'til I dropped... :DDD It was awesome! But it kinda made me sad that my boyfriend couldn't come with me :< We had planned that we would go to Stockholm together but he had to work and there was only one week during July that was ok for my cousin so I had to go then if I wanted to see her. So meh... Oh well, the trip still kicked ass! :D

On August 1st was Ada's 1 year-birthday <3  August 8th was Adele's ^^ My babies are big girls now, 1½ year-olds!

On September we celebrated my friends' one year engagement. The theme of the party was Christmas :DDDD In this picture Miso and Saku are having a speech for all the lovely guests! :D I love you guys *-*<3

XDDDD ok so ummm... In October it was my sister's fiancé's 40th birthday and we had a huge party for him. It was so awesome :D And as you can see, we found a penis shaped mushroom! \o/ How lovely. And yeah, the party was huge, lots of alcohol, food and lovely people! And music! Gooood music. And usually when I'm partying I don't lose my memory but this time I did... x____x interesting... 

In the beginning of November I had a small Halloween party, just because I looove to dress-up! I was trying to be a sad mime :DD I also bought a gas mask (<3<3<3) and put it on my Teddy :D Not because of Halloween though, it's on him all the time :D Isn't he cute??? And about the outfit, the corset and circus-skirt is made by me.

On December I got a new tattoo. Yes, People = Shit. Why? Because fuck you, that's why! lol.. I wanted to take this text because it's so fucking true. And at the same time it's kinda a tribute for one of my favourite bands, Slipknot.

I had a very nice New Year! <3 Me and my friends booked a hotel room from Tampere and went to a bar there. It was an awesome night! ....except that my high heels were KILLING me!! I was almost crying when we walked back to the hotel XD The next day we went to eat to American Diner. omnomnom. 

So... yeah, those were the most meaningful moments for me during these 8 months :D Now, let's hope that I get my blogging enthusiasm back! 

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 52

Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up

  

Damn it, seems like this is the only picture I have atm of my party outfits, and you have seen this already! ;___; Meh.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 42-45

Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music

:DDD Sorry, I've got nothing better.

 

Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating

XDDDD Yo, motherfuckaaaaaaaaaahhh. This was the day of my graduation :DDD Taru is behind me, hahahah. This was a bit hard 'cos I have so many funny pictures of parties :D no wait, I have to show you this one as well:

Danny and me XDDD I have no fucking clue what's going on.

Day 44 - A picture that describes your life

 Yep. Unstable indeed. I have felt a lot better for a long time, but I always have to remember that because of my illness my life can change anytime. I'm doing my best not to let it happen, but I'm always aware. I never relax, I really suck at relaxing... I just can't do it. I'm always prepared to things go fucked up and that everything good ends. This might sound bad, but for me this is a very  good attitude.... It's better than be blue eyed about everything and keep saying "I'm so happy blablabla". I think I have never been happy. Ever.

lol. This was depressing.

Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character

Hello Kitty! *-*

Yes, that's my tattoo :D Sorry about the bad quality >__<

Chapter 44: No! I'm not giving up!!!

gaaahhh, it really bothers me that I haven't had the energy to write, because I have had a lot of things to share with you guys!! ;___; I have to keep going! I can do it!!! 

So, I'm still suffering from the allergy and yesterday I had to leave work 'cos I felt so terrible. The practical training has suffered a lot from my absence, but what can I do about it?? NOTHING. NONE of the medicins is helping 'cos my condition is so bad... fml... 

@___@ damn, I really have to dye my hair today....

Lol. This was what I looked like at work yesterday before I had to leave. Not during the customers though XD pfff. The picture may be funny but this is NOT funnyyyyyy. This is like a physical depression for my body. haha, you guys probably lose your nerves soon 'cos all I'm doing is whine about my allergy. Sorry! ;___;

btw, I read in the news that some university people have invented a vaccination for allergic people. I HAVE TO GET IT. It would be an answer to my prayers, seriously.... @___@ But since it has been just invented, it may take maaany years until it's actually ready and can be given to people.... damn. And with my luck, It's gonna be fucking expensive. But even if it is, I will save money for it! It wouldn't just heal me from pollen allergy, but also food allergies. I could eat all my favourite vegetables and fruits as much as I want *_____* Time. GO FASTER ;___;

But let's change the subject. What have I been doing during the last.... week? Well, last weekend I was in Tyrnävä, a small town in Northern Finland. It was my second cousin's graduation party. It was very lovely to see her and other relatives! It had been so long... @___@ It has been one year since I saw my grandmother and uncles, and TWO years since I saw Emppu ;____; I will try to go visit them again this summer with my dad so I can spend more time with all of them. A weekend is way too short >___< 

The party was very nice, but it sucked that it was raining the whole day :< Sooo, because we couldn't be outside, all of the guests were inside, which made the house very crowded XD oh well, it wasn't so bad :D 

Me, Emppu and Veera ^^

 Tomorrow I'm going to Helsinki with my boyfriend! yaaaaay!! I'm so excited!!! I just wish I felt better -____-;; Meh, anyway, I did some baby clothing shopping on Monday!!! 8DDDDD <3 

;________; This is NOT good for my baby fever... JUST LOOK AT THEM. So tinyyyyyyy.....

This trip means a lot to me because Joni's cousin and his family are the first people he introduces me to. I hope I'm gonna meet his parents soon as well :D Atleast I'm gonna introduce him to mine this summer. I was gonna introduce him to my cousin as well in Stockholm, but he got a very good job offer for June, so he's not able to go anywhere. I'm very happy that he got the offer, but of course it sucks a bit that he can't come with me to Stockholm :<

Yayyy, I'm also gonna see Petri, Mira, Mappu and Niko! ^^ I've missed theeeeem ;___;<3 And it's very important to me that Joni will meet my best friends, whether he likes them or not XDDD (He's not that social with people he doesn't know.....)

Bleh.. I have to go to the centre... I have to go to RockJet to buy some hair color and the handcuffs I've been drooling for ages. Now I'm gonna get them. mmmmmm <3 me likey. Gonna have some awesome sexytime 8D ....wait what? Too much information? sorry :D

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 27

Day 27 - A picture of your favourite night

hmmm, This is also a tough one 'cos I've had many awesome nights :D But I think I'm gonna say last Easter, we had a kick-ass party 8DDD

You can read and see more pics of the party here!

Chapter 35: A drunk, dead and otherwise strange

Yesterday was a nice day ^^ I was feeling cheerful in the morning already, probably 'cos I was going out with Taru in the evening :D I was feeling a bit sad though 'cos I had lost my dear skeleton gloves on Tuesday and I thought I wouldn't find them, but I did!! *-* So the good day could carry on :D

I got home from work a bit before 7pm, which kinda sucked 'cos we didn't have so much time to get ready for the evening. I was VERY tired and I had to go to shower, eat, get ready, and I also should have had time to drink as well, damn it! :D And because the bus schedules suck in Vaasa, we had to leave to the bar at 10:30 pm already!! waaay too early. oh well, at least I wasn't too drunk 'cos I didn't have time to drink that much :DD

soo, this is how I looked yesterday :D I got the dress from my sister, it had gotten too small for her :D For me it fit very well ^^ The belt is not part of the dress, I bought it about 1 or 2 years ago. I tried to take pictures from my accessories as well, but my camera sucks ;__; Anyway, I had these lovely earrings my aunt bought me from Ireland last summer, they are key shaped ^^ <3 The necklace is from Poland, my sister  bought it. It's an hour glass with a pink bow, it's so adorable and pretty!! *-*

Brushes are fun.

With Ulla ^^

With Taru <3

We didn't have the energy to party that long though :< We were both so tired because of the long day at work, so we left the bar about 1:30am. We went to eat to McDonald's and I when I got my hamburger and took a bite of it, I realised that my stake had a shape of a heart :D ...of course I had to take a picture of it XD

Nomnom! And the heart is very symmetrical :DD

Despite being tired, I had a lot of fun! ^^


But now, I'm so fucking DEAD. I don't have a hangover, but the pollen allergy is very bad this year... I just read the news that children have had to be put to hospital care because of the allergy symptoms. And I'm starting to feel like that as well soon x___x I can't fucking breathe!!! I have to go to the pharmacy tomorrow to get more meds, the Heinix pills are not enough... gahh @___@

oh and, the title of this post comes from what my bf said to me today :D At first I was whining 'cos I felt terrible and I'm gonna die, "Great, I'm dating a corpse.." And then I told him about last night, "My gf: A drunk, dead and otherwise strange." lol :D <3

Chapter 32: Country, metal and whiskey

ahh, Saturday kicked ass <3 As I told you before, we went to Tampere first, and in the evening had a mini party :D Me, my sister and her bf. At first we barbequed some chicken and fish, the chicken was HEAVENLY. Why? because of a Jack Daniel's barbeque sauce *___* The foodgasm was HUGE. 

nommm!

nom pt 2. Notice my kick-ass shirt! <3

R.I.P. fishie! ;__;

After the barbeque we went to sauna. ahhh, I hadn't been to sauna in many weeks, so it was lovely. It was a bit weird though 'cos I was a bit drunk already and the sauna is always relaxing, so now I was VERY relaxed :D Lol, if Heidi hadn't been with me, I probably would have fallen asleep there and come out looking like a fucking raisin. I have a feeling that that's why Heidi came with me, maybe she was worried or something :DD

After sauna we just chatted and listened to music. And drank. A lot. Heidi didn't feel like drinking so she only took a few. Jani and me shared a 0,5 l Jack Daniel's bottle, and in addition to that I drank two coolers and an Irish coffee, and one vodka drink :D Soooo... I have to fucking clue how many portions that makes. But I know that I drank too much, as always :DD I was like a fucking zombie in the morning. I was walking veeeery slowly and not even close to straight, and I couldn't say proper words, just.. "eeeeeeuuuuuhhh....." Heidi and Jani were laughing their asses off at me XD boohoo!

But the evening was totally worth the hangover!  ^^ We listened to some great music, mostly country and metal, but also a bit j-rock :D And also had very deep conversations XD lol. aaaaand I kinda made Jani cry with my guitar and piano covers :DDD I'll attach them here so you can listen to them! ^^ I hope you guys like them.

X Japan - Rose of Pain

Hanoi Rocks - Fallen Star

Chapther 23: The zoo at the drunken neighbourhood

Haha! I had so much fun yesterday. I was drinking with my childhood friend Ville and his girlfriend. 

They had been drinking all day, but I didn't want to start drinking immediately when I arrived 'cos I hadn't eaten properly yet :D I had just been eating candy and cereal XD So we grilled at first ^^ 

After we ate, we went to see their neighbours, and I fell in love *___* One couple had a French bulldog!!! I have always thought that they are cute, but this was the first time I could actually meet and pet a French bulldog. The breed is soooo lovely <3 The dog's name was Lyyti ^^

iiiiihhh <3<3<3

There were other animals as well :D Ville's girlfriend has a dog as well, he was spending some time with us as well. The poor thing was harassed by Lyyti XD

Masi ^^

The owner of the house, and older man we called Hasse, had a cat. Her name was Niño, she was so adorable *___* She didn't like me that much though :< She was a bit shy. And the poor thing was a bit too fat as well XD

There was an older lady in the house as well, and she had a bird! It was so cute, and the name was even cuter XD Napoleon! \o/ 

I heard that there was a chameleon in the neighbourhood as well, but we didn't know the people so well so we didn't dare to go ask if I could see it XD It would have been so cool!! *-*

eh, so anyway, the evening was great! Even though Hasse was a very random old fellow XD He was telling me all the time how I should eat more. After a while it started to annoy me 'cos he kept repeating it. I KNOW I*M SKINNY >__< lol, and suddenly he started to talk about my boobs XD whaaaat. Ville had warned me about Hasse but I didn't expect THAT XD

gaahh, my abs hurt @___@ we were having some sort of competition where we had to be in a certain position for as long as we can. I don't know that the exercise is called in English, but the position is like this:

 @___@ it was rough. At first the best time, by Hasse, was 2 minutes and 19 seconds. I got 2:31, hah! I was so proud! ....until Hasse tried again and beat me with 2:38 -___-;; booooo! I tried again as well but I was too tired after the first time so I only lasted for about 1½ minutes.

When we got back to Ville's and Helmiina'splace, we sang some karaoke XD Hahahahah we raped so many songs... But the best one was when me and Ville sang Barbie Girl XD HAHA. epic. We should have recorded that.

Thank God I didn't have a terrible hangover today :D I was a bit shaky in the morning, but I haven't been nauseous at all! Maybe because I was wiser and decided to buy 20% liquor instead of 40% booze XD

And in the end, here's a picture of me and Ville ^^ 

Chapter 9: Home sweet home

Sooo, the Easter is over soon, gotta go back to work tomorrow. I had an awesome time and I hope next Easter will be the same :D Me and my friends decided to make the party a tradition 'cos last year was awesome as well. 

I woke up at 12, ah, lovely! No sleep debts any more \o/ Me and my parents were supposed to go to a very nice restaurant, but it was closed because of Easter ;__; well, duh, but we didn't remember it -___-;; So we went to eat at a cheaper place instead. Oh well, it was ok 'cos I my friends were there at the same time! :D 

So, now I'm back home and I missed my baby girls so much! *-* And they were happy to see me as well <3 I was a bit worried 'cos they had to be alone for a few days in a new place, but they were ok ^^

I also made an impulse purchase today! XD I usually don't, but today I had to <3

Isn't she lovely!?!? I saw her in the shelf of a kiosk and I had to get her *__* so yeah, I decided that she is a girl and that her name is Nelli <3 When we got home with Taru, I went to dig my bows and head pins and put one on her head <3 ...my bf was indirectly telling me I'm crazy, he sometimes doesn't understand my love for everything that has eyes XDDD He said Nelli looks sad. ...and yeah she kinda does :D BUT SHE IS ADORABLE !!! period.

Chapter 8: Kitty!

hihih, I was visiting my godfather today, and my friend's cat was there *-* 

She's so adorable, isn't she? She also was very playful, haha. ...too bad my friend herself wasn't there ;__; I haven't seen her in ages.

 

 Kaunokki playing ^^

gahh, I'm sooo tired @___@ I haven't slept so well the past two nights. At first because of the party, and yesterday I was with my boyfriend and he was snoring like crazy at night x___x Oh well, it was worth it <3 I'm not gonna see him in a while again... Maybe after three weeks or something... ;__; fucking long distance...

but now: SLEEP <3 Good night! ^^

Chapter 7: You gotta fight! For your rights! To paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarteeeeeeeehh!!

My poor head.... @___@ Oh how I love hangovers... not. Oh well, at least I haven't been throwing up like crazy, which is great! :D

Yesterday was so fucking AWESOME! <3 I saw people I hadn't seen in months! Some I hadn't seen in whole year ;__; I missed those guys <3 I also met new lovely people! 

At first my friend's place was a bit quiet, but it wasn't for long :D More people started to show up and I became drunk very quickly. I drank a lot... @__@ When my dad saw all the booze I took with me he was like "Krista, please...." I said "Oh come on, I'm not gonna drink allof this!" krhm.... yeah right XDDDD I did...  But I seriously didn't plan to!! That's why I'm surprised my hangover isn't worse than this :D 

I arrived my friend's place at 6pm or something. I was so happy to see Ville and Jouni! ^^ But Petri wasn't there -___-;; He was sleeping 'cos he had been too drunk on Thursday :D He joined us later that evening though :D It was also nice to meet Petri's gf, Meri! Finally! They have been together fot almost a year now but I haven't been able to meet her ;__; but now I did! ^^ She's such an awesome person! ...aaaaaand then there was this one guy, Antti. God damn it I love that dude XDDDD He's so fucking awesome.

Hmm, Pictures will tell you more about the evening... :D

Jouni :D

Me, Meri, Antti and Ville

Ville and me ^^

Lovebirds!

what the... XD

:D Petri

Saku and Miso, aww ^^

:D ..... lovely

XD he's so pretty

^^ <3 Petri, Janna, me and Heidi