This the last one :D A baby blanket with a bunny head ^^
derpy eyes.
I know it looks like the head isn't in the centre, but it is! :D
I don't have any instructions for this, I "invented" the instructions by myself :D At first I just made a big granny square. The head is just a ball, and the ears are small "tubes" :D Me so creative \o/ The yarn is 100% acryl, the same yarn as I used in the onesie I posted earlier. The eyes are made of felt, and the mouth is sewn with pink yarn.
I must say that I really love this one :D I LOVE animal themed baby blankets, and I'm crazy about bunnies. Maybe I'm gonna make one for myself, lol XD
Damn, it's been over a month since I've written here! Sorryyy >____< I've been very busy and tired and all kinds of shit, so I haven't found the energy to write, even though I have had many things to say/show you :D There was my sister's wedding, I have shopped and received new lovely stuff, and I can finally show you the baby crafts I made for my sister and her husband as a wedding gift! ^^ Also, my internship started this month and I've been to job interviews ^^
There's no way I'm gonna post all of those things this time, you'll get bored 'cos the post would be HUGE XD I haven't received all the pictures of the wedding, so I can't make a proper wedding post yet, but I have a couple of pictures to show you :D I know I promised to show you my whole outfit, but goddammit, I forgot to take pictures -______-;; I hope my father or the photographer have been good paparazzis then :DDD
The newlyweds <3
gift table
The cake decoration. The groom is dragging the shopping bride. it's PERFECT :DDD
Wedding dance <3
And now, pictures of me and my boyfriend. DANCING. Derpety derp derp.... It was fun though XD But I can't dance that well XD It was the basic waltz, so it was fine :DD The bad thing was, my feet were killing me and my dress just wouldn't stay up >_____< I was pulling it up the entire evening which was VERY annoying :DDDD If I'm going to use it as a graduation dress next year, I'm gonna make straps on it -________-;;; Anyway, you can see some of my outfit here, I just hate how shaky the pictures are... :<
The Derp -compilation XDDDD
purrr <3
So, that's all for now, I'm trying to write more, more often :DDD
Last week I was visiting Porvoo/Helsinki/Vantaa. In Porvoo I visited my uncle and his family, and after that me and my boyfriend went to Vantaa to visit his cousin's family, as always. On Thursday we went to Helsinki to do some shopping! Actually, he arrived at 2pm on Thursday and I had arrived there already at 11am, so I pretty much did my shopping alone. Meh.
Once again. two of the pictures are in the wrong position, sorry -___-;; Stupid mofo-blogger...
I have used all my foundation now, it lasted for maaaaany years 'cos I only use it when I go out to party :DD They make my face feel heavy and dirty, so I don't want to use them every single day @__@ Now I had to buy a new one, and I have heard that the BB-creams are ok so I wanted to try one as well! I bought it from Anttila. I tried this Rimmel's cream on my skin (hand), and it felt veeery soft and nice *-* I hope it does the same to my face :D We will see on Saturday! (going to party with my friends <3)
HALLOWEEN 3!! From 1982. How lucky I was to find this one accidentally from Anttila *___* I will have them all! Sooooon... ish.
Finally! Pink net-tights *____* I have wanted these for so long, and now I finally got them! I'm gonna wear them with normal black tights, it's gonna look epic!! 8D I would have wanted bigger holes, but Cyber Shop only had these, so I decided to buy them anyway 'cos I didn't wanna wait any longer :DDD
These ones I bought for my sister's wedding. Which means I'm NOT gonna open the package before the wedding day, I know I'm gonna break them -______-;;; They are from Cyber Shop as well.
Aaaaand of course I had to get more shorts! :DD PINK!!! <3 I bought these from Cubus. I love that shop *___* It's not alternative fashion, but still they have a lot of lovely clothes!! They opened a store in Jyväskylä as well, which is very nice ^^
I was also supposed to buy contact lenses. I have dreamed about them for a long time as well, but I haven't bought any 'cos I'm too scared to put them in my eyes XDDD fail... This time I didn't buy them 'cos I was invited for a photo shoot in Helsinki in the end of this month. It's a modelling agency called Jade Model, that "hires" models for different kinds of commercials. Actually the agency doesn't hire anything, it's their customers that do :D I have to pay for the photos so they will put them to their websites where the customers can look at them and choose a model that they like. It's gonna be very interesting O__O I have never done any kind of modelling before so we'll see how it goes. And even if I will pay for the photos it doesn't mean I will get the gigs.. But you have to take risks in life!! :D
While I was visiting Porvoo, me and my uncle and my cousin went to a zoo, Korkeasaari in Helsinki ^^ I love that place <3 We took a shitload of pictures, almost 200 XDD I also found a new lovely animal there! GUNDI. Oh my god they're so cute ;__;
JUST LOOK AT THEM ;_____; <3 The ears <3 hihihihi
What else what else.... I've been crocheting like crazy!!! Baby stuff <3 Unfortunately I can't show them to you yet 'cos they are kind of a wedding gift for my sister and her fiancé (they might check my blog through Facebook). and yes, I'm going to be an AUNT!!!! <3 But I will post a lot of crocheted baby clothes after the wedding XDDD
Oh and! It's my boyfriends birthday today!! 24 years he is. We're going to the movies to watch Hangover 3. I have no idea what to expect :DDD I didn't like the second one so much... I mean, it was funny and shit but... It just didn't work :DDD And I have heard that they're not even having a bachelor party in this new movie so what's the fucking point?? Oh well, we'll see :D
Yayy! I got a challenge! From a lovely friend of mine, Liisa, Thank you! *-*
The idea of the challenge is to answer 10 questions by using pictures from a website called We Heart It. The challenge took a loooong time to make, mostly because the website was a real pain in the ass XDD It was lagging all the time, and sometimes it was a bit hard to find things that I like here :D But I managed! Here it is:
1. The hair of your dreams
Long and silver with a liiiiitle bit of purple in it *_____* Unfortunately, I don't think I will ever get my hair to be like that..... I have a feeling that it will work only with people who have naturally blonde hair ;__; My own haircolor is so dark and it hassome red pigment in it so pfffffffff......
2. A city of your dreams
London. I have been there once and I fell in love with it completely. It's so beautiful and people are amazing there. If I would move abroad, I think I would move there.
3. The apartment of your dreams
pffffffffff, if I had money like garbage, I wouldn't buy myself an apartment, I would buy a fucking mansion. For real. Or build one :D But I do prefer very old mansions, so I believe I would just renovate one <3 mmmmm....
4. Your favourite clothes
mmm.. Alternative fashion <3 I'm still very much in love with gothic and other alternative styles, but I myself prefer wearing jeans and T-shirts nowadays :D I have noticed that I don't wear skirts so much anymore, and fluffy skirts I don't wear at all, or very seldom. I still wear corsets though, and I love dresses! *-* But I'm still making sure that my clothes stand out from the crowd and are from alternative clothing brands!
5. What you like to do on your freetime
MEMES <3
SLEEP <3
BEING ANTISOCIAL.
DRINKING.
6. Things you'd like to own
Money. Shitloads of it.
A proper computer that would actually work...
7. A person you would like to look like
Rose Shock. She's so fucking gorgeous and stunning and beautiful and skjhsöhgsfjhghlägfh. AND her make-up skills are beyond amazing... If you haven't heard of her yet, you really should check out her blog.
8. The man of your dreams
80's rocker with long hair and tight jeans. Just look at Bret Michaels in this one......... Holyfuckingshit. <3 Why does my boyfriend have to hate 80's rock... WHY ;___;
9. You as a cartoon character
The neurotic Alice. Ok, it's not really a cartoon character, it's a video game character, but oh well... When I was playing Alice: Madness Returns, I could relate to her completely... <3 She's trying her best to be sane and to get better, but her mind is still in million pieces. I'm living in my own Wonderland myself sometimes...
10. Random picture
<3 So cute. My mood has been a bit dark lately, so I searched pictures with a word "grotesque". mmm, I love grotesque things <3
XD I'm drowning in key-chains!! Look what I got this time! :DDD
I got this one from my boyfriend's mother :D Thank you, Asta! *-* I love it!! And!! It's not just a key-chain, it is also...
A PEZ-DISPENSER!!! 8DDD <3 hahahahaah, I love Pez, and I have many Hello-Kitty Pez-dispensers, but not a soft one *___* This one is so lovely that I removed two of my other key-chains so I could use this one :D
heeeheeeeee! ^^ Lol, I have more key-chains than I have keys XD But they're all so nice!! .___.
hmmm, what else is new? Nothing much. I went to see my baby girls on Thursday, I had missed them so much ;;____;; They had not forgotten about me <3 When we took them outside, Ada was sitting on my lap almost all the time <3 Adele was also hiding inside my shirt every now and then :DD Also, my boyfriend visited me last weekend. It was nice <3 Except that I didn't sleep well at all 'cos my bed is too small for two people and I get agitated if someone is sleeping very close to me, even if it's my own bf XDD I NEED MY SPACE! @___@
On Saturday I went to sell some clothes to a rock N roll flea market! I have so many emo clothes that I don't wear anymore so I thought that this would be a good way to get rid of them. Well... it wasn't XD I only sold two CDs, one skirt and one shirt. The people there were mostly metal heads or 80's inspired rockers, so they didn't find any use for my clothes. But it's ok, I really enjoyed being there!! I just love selling clothes and advising people with them *-* Also, the flea market was open only for three hours, so maybe I could have sold more clothes if it had been open for the whole day. I earned 8€ !! XDDD epic. Actually, I earned 13€ but the selling table cost 5€ :D
After the flea market, me and my boyfriend went to Amarillo to eat. I just love that restaurant so much *___* Unfortunately I didn't take any pictures of the foods 'cos I was so goddamn hungry I just dig straight in XD But trust me, it was good. Whiskey corn for starters, garlic chicken with red wine sauce for main course, and nut-chocolate cake with ice cream for dessert <3 great, now I'm lusting for Amarillo's food again... .___.
Also, I've shopped again! oops :D I bought my bridesmaid-dress for my sister's wedding! I'm not gonna show it to you yet 'cos it haven't arrived. I ordered it from eBay, I hope they will ship me the right and fitting dress :DD I have always had good experiences with shopping on eBay, but you never know :DD We will see. Today I also bought a shitload of barbells for my tongue!! I can't wait to get rid of this original barbell, it's so long @__@ It bothers me, big time. Argh.
I have bought some movies lately. I found such great and interesting movies with very low price so I just had to buy them even though I'm poor as fuck :D I also just ordered a shitload of eyelashes from eBay... Cheap stuff is baaaaad!
My Bloody Valentine
Dark Shadows
Rango
Halloween 2 (the original)
50/50
I'm so happy about the new babies for my Johnny Depp and serial killer -collections!!! <3 The 50/50-movie is some random comedy I bought so I could get the other movies cheaper XD Too bad I can't watch any of these now because I don't have a DVD-player atm!! ;____; fuck my life. My Xbox's remote control broke, and you can't watch DVDs without it so... no DVDs for me now .____. I don't have money for a DVD-player so I just have to watch them with my bf's laptop or PS3 whenever I get the chance :DD
For those who don't know/haven't seen these movies, here are the trailers!
A serial killer with a gas mask. HOW FUCKING PERFECT IS THAT. Ahhh. Me and my weird addictions and fetishes :DDDD <3
I just love these movies of Johnny Depp <3 They're so funny!! I have 23 Johnny Depp movies in my collection now! (I remembered I had more, 26 or something, but I remembered wrong .____. I need MOAAARRR!)
Michael Myers <3 My favourite after Jason Voorhees.
I think this movie has an interesting plot, and the trailer is pretty funny :D Also, the actors are great!!
hihihi, my boyfriend had bought me this super adorable voodoo-doll *-*
It's a mummy!! <3
I absolutely ADORE these kinds of voodoo-dolls, and my bf knows it :D He had seen all kinds of different voodoo-dolls in the supermarket and he had thought immediately "This is so Krista....", so he bought one for me! hihiii, it made me so happy when I saw it XD I'm so easy to please :DDDD
It was originally a key chain, but I already have so many key chains so I wanted to invent another way to use it. At first we tried to make it a cellphone charm, but it fell off >__< Then I thought that it could be cute as a necklace so I decided to give it a try :D
Ta-dah! :DD It's a bit big, but I think it's cute *-*
My babies have moved to a new home now... It's so empty here .___. There are so many things I have to get used to >___<
I think the worst part is being alone again.. No more happy rattie faces looking at me when I get home. There is just an empty corner where the cage used to be... The silence is making me very agitated as well... I'm having my TV on all the time even though I don't watch it. I hate silence.
No more rustling of nest making.
No more crunching of munching nomnoms.
No more clangour of the drinking bottle.
No more sneezing and snuffing.
No more squee sounds of rattie fights.
But, even though this makes me sad, there are some good sides as well... I can start healing from the one year flu, maybe I can breathe through my nose again soon! :D My mouth is always very dry 'cos I can only breathe through my mouth >__< Also, I don't have to stress about baby sitters anymore, I can spend my holidays the way I want, and I can travel for as long as I want.. Oh well... Those two were the only good things >__<
I DID IT. I got a tongue piercing!!! I've been lusting for it for so
many years, but I've been too scared to take one... But today. I faced
my fears and took it! heeheeeee.
It was absolutely
terrible... I was VERY scared, and the piercing was even worse than I
had thought @___@ It hurt so bad... Also, my friend made it because she
is a trainee in a clothing/piercing shop. It was the first tongue
piercing she had ever done so it was even more scary XD But it went
well. Thank god I had my friends with me XD One was holding my hand and
other one was taking pictures :DD
The pain is still awful :D The whole tongue is aching and eating is... well. Eating is very hard atm XD I feel like a baby learning to eat for the first time XDD And this lovely pain and challenging eating will continue the next two weeks, or even more .____. dammit.
Unfortunately Blogger is being an ass atm so I can't upload the photos right now ;___; I will show them to you later.
Things are not going that great otherwise... My selfish moronic idiot boyfriend is very angry at me because of the piercing... Which is very stupid and childish in my opinion. He is afraid that I will cover my whole face with piercings now. Yeah.... suuuure -______-;; No way. It's exactly the same thing with tattoos as well. Every time I get a new tattoo, he starts to sulk. It sucks because things are very good otherwise, this is the only thing we fight about!!! I don't understand why the only reason must be this small and pointless and... ARGH.
Second of all, I have to give my baby girl away... They are moving to a new home tomorrow. On Tuesday I realised that my allergy had gotten so bad that I simply can't take care of my babies anymore... I was very sad and crying hysterically 'cos I was afraid that I have to put the alseep, but thank God my friend's friend is very glad to take them to her home <3 I'm so thankful I can't even express it... I can go visit my girls anytime I want <3
Anyway, even though I'm happy that I don't need to put my girls asleep, I'm still sad that I have to give them away. I really don't need a stupid fight with my boyfriend atm... He should be supporting me. But nooooo...
Okay, I've calmed down a bit from the panic caused by Adele's condition so I think it's finally time to write the post about my Rock N Roll God performing in the city where I live. He was performing with his new band, Grease Helmet. It was one of the best nights in my life. Actually, I think it was the best night ever <3
For those, who don't know who Andy McCoy is, he is the guitarist of a famous Finnish rock band called Hanoi Rocks. I have been their fan for soooo long, so I was very happy that I was finally able to meet Andy <3 I never got to go to a Hanoi Rocks -concert... (I have never been so angry when my parents told me I can't go.... I was throwing chairs in the kitchen and everything :DDD)
They performed in a hotel bar called Jyväshovi. The place opened and the ticket sale started at 9pm, so I went there immediately so I would certainly get the ticket. I hadn't bought it beforehand so I was feeling a bit stressed :D I went there alone, because my lame-ass friends don't appreciate good music, which was kind of a bummer 'cos the music on the dancefloor was AWESOME, all kinds of old rock n' roll legends! I wanted to dance so bad!! But I didn't want to dance alone so I just sat still and drank my drinks.... And I only could drink two drinks 'cos I didn't have any money -____-;; Oh well, I didn't want to drink too much anyway :DD
Actually, I did dance two songs! With an older gentleman XD He was so sweet when he came to ask me dance so I couldn't say no, lol. It was so much fun. I also didn't need to be alone the whole evening, 'cos I got to know three other fans so I spent the rest of the evening with them. It was fun ^^
Then, the moment came when Mr. Andy McCoy walked across the room. My heart stopped and my jaw dropped. I ran after him and told him that he's one of the best musicians in the whole world. Unfortunately, he was drunk as fuck, and couldn't say anything outloud, but his lips moved like "thank you" and he nodded XDDDDDDDD That wasn't anything new though... Anyway, I went back to sit on my place, until my heart woke up and started beating like crazy and I felt like crying. So I rose from the seat again and went to the toilet XD I looked at myself in the mirror, cried a bit and breahed in like a pregnant woman and thought "You're gonna be ok, you're gonna be ok." Yeeeah... It was a very overwhelming moment :DDDDDDDD Epic fangirl panic attack was epic.
The show time was at midnight. I was in the front line, right in front of Jere (the singer) and Andy. I was so close I could touch them! When Andy came on stage, he gave this booze glass to the guy next to me. I was so jealous that I took the glass from his hand and took a sip XD In the encore he had also a glass but he was drinking it himself. I tried to get a sip from that as well, but he didn't let me ;____; boohoo.
I think the best moment in the whole concert was the moment when I got a bruise from Andy 'cos he kicked me in my hand XDDDDDDDDDDD lol what. It hurt. A lot. But it was worth it 8DDD You don't get bruises from your idol every day XD Also, he had very nice shoes *-* All of the band members did!
The ugly truth is that Andy McCoy doesn't respect his fans at all... He is VERY rude :DD But he gets everything forgiven just because he's Andy. He's being himself, 100%. Which is good. Anyway, one of the best "speeches" he gave was when a fan started to sing a song before it had even started.
"Oh, would you like to sing the whole song?
You think you've got such a pretty voice?
Do you need a church choir?
Are you from the Catholic church?
Are you a faggot??"
What the fuck, seriously XDDDDDDDDDDD
Overall, the concert was amazing... I must say that Jere Garcia is my new celebrity crush *____* He's so CUTE. So adorable. I got his drinking bottle hihihihi. He gave it to me personally 8D ALSO! I found his Facebook-account and sent him a friend request and he accepted it *-* I guess he remembered me 'cos I was standing right in front of him :D
When the concert had ended I also ripped the song list from the floor XD I'm a real hamster when it comes to concerts.... I think it was allowed to take pictures, but the concert was so special to me that I couldn't focus on taking pictures. I did take one picture of Andy though, but it's a bit blurry .___.
<3
Also, here's a picture of my treasures XD hohoho <3
I had planned that I will write a post about last night, which was one of the best evenings EVER. Andy McCoy, Finland's rock 'n' roll God, performed in Jyväskylä yesterday. However, I don't feel like writing the post now. I'm too sad to write it... I've been crying many hours today.
Why? Well, I found a tumor in Adele's body... And after a while, I found another... Two tumors, both on the same side of her body... They don't seem to bother her, which is good, but I feel very scared 'cos I'm afraid that they will grow bigger... If they grow bigger, I have to start making decisions whether to do a surgery or put her to sleep....
It should be an easy decision, Surgery, of course! But actually, it isn't. No, it's not about money. I'm always saying how poor I am, but for my baby girls, I'm never too poor. The problem is that Adele is starting to be old, 1½ years. She may not wake up from the sleep after the surgery. She may not wake up also because of her small size, rats are small animals.. And, even if the surgery would be successful, the tumors can always grow back... And the worst of all: If Adele dies, I have to put Ada asleep as well, which breaks my heart. But it has to be done because old rats don't get along with other rats, and rats can't cope alone....
I don't want to make these decisions!!
Of course I should have seen this coming, tumors are genetic for rats... But when it actually happens to your own babies, it's absolutely terrible. I don't want to think about it, but everytime I see Adele, I want to start feeling her body and check on her moving, and it makes me very stressed... I just hope the tumors won't grow and she can live for a long time... <3
