Sowwyyyyyyyyyy... @____@

Damn, it's been over a month since I've written here! Sorryyy >____< I've been very busy and tired and all kinds of shit, so I haven't found the energy to write, even though I have had many things to say/show you :D There was my sister's wedding, I have shopped and received new lovely stuff, and I can finally show you the baby crafts I made for my sister and her husband as a wedding gift! ^^ Also, my internship started this month and I've been to job interviews ^^

There's no way I'm gonna post all of those things this time, you'll get bored 'cos the post would be HUGE XD I haven't received all the pictures of the wedding, so I can't make a proper wedding post yet, but I have a couple of pictures to show you :D I know I promised to show you my whole outfit, but goddammit, I forgot to take pictures -______-;; I hope my father or the photographer have been good paparazzis then :DDD

The newlyweds <3

gift table

The cake decoration. The groom is dragging the shopping bride. it's PERFECT :DDD

Wedding dance <3

And now, pictures of me and my boyfriend. DANCING. Derpety derp derp.... It was fun though XD But I can't dance that well XD It was the basic waltz, so it was fine :DD The bad thing was, my feet were killing me and my dress just wouldn't stay up >_____< I was pulling it up the entire evening which was VERY annoying :DDDD If I'm going to use it as a graduation dress next year, I'm gonna make straps on it -________-;;; Anyway, you can see some of my outfit here, I just hate how shaky the pictures are... :<

The Derp -compilation XDDDD

purrr <3

So, that's all for now, I'm trying to write more, more often :DDD

More shopping @ HELLsinki + holiday

Last week I was visiting Porvoo/Helsinki/Vantaa. In Porvoo I visited my uncle and his family, and after that me and my boyfriend went to Vantaa to visit his cousin's family, as always. On Thursday we went to Helsinki to do some shopping! Actually, he arrived at 2pm on Thursday and I had arrived there already at 11am, so I pretty much did my shopping alone. Meh. 

Once again. two of the pictures are in the wrong position, sorry -___-;; Stupid mofo-blogger...

Pink shorts 15€
Halloween 3, 5€
BB-cream 11€
Pink tights 7€
Black tights 10€

I have used all my foundation now, it lasted for maaaaany years 'cos I only use it when I go out to party :DD They make my face feel heavy and dirty, so I don't want to use them every single day @__@ Now I had to buy a new one, and I have heard that the BB-creams are ok so I wanted to try one as well! I bought it from Anttila. I tried this Rimmel's cream on my skin (hand), and it felt veeery soft and nice *-* I hope it does the same to my face :D We will see on Saturday! (going to party with my friends <3) 

HALLOWEEN 3!! From 1982. How lucky I was to find this one accidentally from Anttila *___* I will have them all! Sooooon... ish. 

Finally! Pink net-tights *____* I have wanted these for so long, and now I finally got them! I'm gonna wear them with normal black tights, it's gonna look epic!! 8D I would have wanted bigger holes, but Cyber Shop only had these, so I decided to buy them anyway 'cos I didn't wanna wait any longer :DDD  

These ones I bought for my sister's wedding. Which means I'm NOT gonna open the package before the wedding day, I know I'm gonna break them -______-;;; They are from Cyber Shop as well.

Aaaaand of course I had to get more shorts! :DD PINK!!! <3 I bought these from Cubus. I love that shop *___* It's not alternative fashion, but still they have a lot of lovely clothes!! They opened a store in Jyväskylä as well, which is very nice ^^

I was also supposed to buy contact lenses. I have dreamed about them for a long time as well, but I haven't bought any 'cos I'm too scared to put them in my eyes XDDD fail... This time I didn't buy them 'cos I was invited for a photo shoot in Helsinki in the end of this month. It's a modelling agency called Jade Model, that "hires" models for different kinds of commercials. Actually the agency doesn't hire anything, it's their customers that do :D I have to pay for the photos so they will put them to their websites where the customers can look at them and choose a model that they like. It's gonna be very interesting O__O I have never done any kind of modelling before so we'll see how it goes. And even if I will pay for the photos it doesn't mean I will get the gigs.. But you have to take risks in life!! :D

While I was visiting Porvoo, me and my uncle and my cousin went to a zoo, Korkeasaari in Helsinki ^^ I love that place <3 We took a shitload of pictures, almost 200 XDD I also found a new lovely animal there! GUNDI. Oh my god they're so cute ;__; 

JUST LOOK AT THEM ;_____; <3 The ears <3 hihihihi

What else what else.... I've been crocheting like crazy!!! Baby stuff <3 Unfortunately I can't show them to you yet 'cos they are kind of a wedding gift for my sister and her fiancé (they might check my blog through Facebook). and yes, I'm going to be an AUNT!!!! <3 But I will post a lot of crocheted baby clothes after the wedding XDDD 

Oh and! It's my boyfriends birthday today!! 24 years he is. We're going to the movies to watch Hangover 3. I have no idea what to expect :DDD I didn't like the second one so much... I mean, it was funny and shit but... It just didn't work :DDD And I have heard that they're not even having a bachelor party in this new movie so what's the fucking point?? Oh well, we'll see :D

oops, this post became long. Sorry! 8D

Ring bearer's pillow

More wedding stuff! :DD sorryyy... I just wanted to show you guys a ring bearer's pillow that I made. For my sister's wedding, of course :D

Ta-dah! 

I think it turned out pretty cute. I lost my nerves with it though -___-;; There were some annoying parts that were a bit hard, but I managed. I didn't have any patterns for this, I just had the image inside my head :DD

The materials are high quality, the fabrics were a bit expensive. The satin was 20€/m, and the lace was 49€/m @___@  But because it's a small pillow, it didn't become that expensive, I just needed small pieces of the fabrics so they cost only 10€ in total. The ribbon cost 50 cents and the flower-ish decoration was 3€. I had to travel all over the fucking Jyväskylä to get the right materials -___-;; Oh well, luckily I did, because I'm very satisfied with the result ^^

What do you guys think? :D  

My bridesmaid dress arrived!!

Oh my god, I just received a package from DHL which included the dress I ordered for my sister's wedding. I was so nervous to open it, I was afraid that it looks terrible or is the wrong color or something XD Luckily, All my fears were wrong *___* The dress is absolutely gorgeous, it looks exactly the same as in the picture, it's the right color and the right size :D

This is the picture on eBay:

And this is the picture I took after opening the package. It looks shapeless 'cos the lacing in the back is loose and it's hanging, but trust me, it looked good when I tried it on! I'm gonna post better pictures of my outfit after the wedding :D

Because the dress was made and arrived from China, it was crazy cheap :D 65€ including shipping! The dress itself cost only 35€ but because the shipping was DHL Express, VERY fast, the shipping costs were almost as much as the dress :D But I don't mind!

I have always been very pleased when I have ordered stuff from eBay. I still have a few packages to come, the eyelashes I ordered. I really hope they will arrive during this week, otherwise it's gonna be problematic 'cos I'm leaving Jyväskylä again >__< The post office keeps the packages for only two weeks, after that they will send it back to the seller. I really hope this won't happen 'cos I have no idea if I will get refunds then o_o argh, goddamn custom problems... Without them the eyelashes would have arrived already >___<

Alcohol fueled bridesmaid's shoes

Yay! I found perfect shoes for my sister's wedding! I bet they will look very good with the dress <3

Aren't they pretty?? *-* I bought then from KooKenkä in Jyväskylä, hey cost 50€ which is not so bad, I think. I can't wait for the dress to arrive so I can see how they look together <3

Lol btw, I laughed my ass off the other day. I hadn't received any shipping confirmation email of my dress, so I sent an email to the seller just to ask if my dress had been shipped or not. S/he answered very fast, which was very nice, but the English of the message was just pathetic XDDD The message was like this:

"Hello my friend,

Thank you for contacting me, I am very grateful,

Yes, I sent out dress to give you, you will on next week inside receive it, what we use is a DHL to send out, it is a quick service, therefore, you can receive it on next week, please don't worry."

Hahahahaha, the message was so cute :D The seller is Chinese so.. I understand that the English may not be that great. But I'm very pleased that they have sent me the dress and that it should arrive very fast.

Another thing I want to show you is a shirt that I got from my father. It's so fucking cool :DDD

"ALCOHOL FUELED"

Yes. Seems legit XD I like alcohol .___.

My dad got this originally from his friend, but as soon as my mum saw this, she hid it from my dad so he couldn't wear it XDDD She has done that a lot, hahahahah. So, I gave the shirt a new home *-* The size is HUGE, so I thought that I'm able to wear it only as a "night gown", but when I tried it on, I realized that it's not that bad. T-shirts are meant to be loose, and the fabric goes down pretty well so it doesn't look like a big-ass tent :DD mmmm. Me gusta my new shirt *-*

Chapter 3: First day at work and creepy people at the bus stop

Today was my first day as a trainee at RockJet. I really liked being there, I absolutely love their clothes and accessories *-*

I woke up at 8, and it surprised me that I got up pretty easily :D Probably 'cos I was so excited. I went to work by bus, and the people at the bus stop were a bit.. well, interesting XD One woman came to me:

"So you're waiting the bus huh?"

"uh... yeah.."

"Are you a student?"

"yeah, doing my intern ship here"

"nice, what do you study?"

"Fashion and clothing"

"ah I see! Your clothes are very stylish. How old are you?"

"21"

"oooh.. bar age! I haven't drunk anything in 4 years..." 

"Well that's good, no?"

"Yeah well, I have to go to the mental hospital every now and then, and I'm on meds..." 

uh.... what? XD I could have said to the woman that "I feel you" but I decided to keep my mouth shut :D There was also a very angry old woman who kept saying that "Jealousy! It's the worst thing in this whole world! It's a huge sin! The Bible says that you can't envy other people!!" ...right :D and then there was this man who was just... weird :D

XD oh well, back to the work stuff. At first I vacuumed and washed the floor and organised some products, then I learned some cashier stuff which wasn't that hard :D. The biggest work of the day was to count the hair colors, damn there were a lot of them @___@ But it had to be done so my boss could now which ones were out of stock. I also went to the post office to post the orders from the webshop. 

My boss is very nice ^^ We talked a lot about stuff and I introduced him to Japanese metal :DDD Not sure if he liked it though XD But we did hear one Versailles-song at the shop! \o/

There were lovely catalogues in the shop *-* Mostly Demonia and New Rock. Ah, I love Demonia-shoes <3 I also got to know a jewelry brand called dark-silver, they have very nice jewelry! I especially liked the rings <3 I decided, that when I will get engaged and later married, I want the other ring to be this: 

It's so pretty *-* <3 oh well... let's wait for that day... Which will be in... 1000 years -___-;;