ANDY McCOY in Jyväskylä on April 6th.

Okay, I've calmed down a bit from the panic caused by Adele's condition so I think it's finally time to write the post about my Rock N Roll God performing in the city where I live. He was performing with his new band, Grease Helmet. It was one of the best nights in my life. Actually, I think it was the best night ever <3 

For those, who don't know who Andy McCoy is, he is the guitarist of a famous Finnish rock band called Hanoi Rocks. I have been their fan for soooo long, so I was very happy that I was finally able to meet Andy <3 I never got to go to a Hanoi Rocks -concert... (I have never been so angry when my parents told me I can't go.... I was throwing chairs in the kitchen and everything :DDD) 

They performed in a hotel bar called Jyväshovi. The place opened and the ticket sale started at 9pm, so I went there immediately so I would certainly get the ticket. I hadn't bought it beforehand so I was feeling a bit stressed :D I went there alone, because my lame-ass friends don't appreciate good music, which was kind of a bummer 'cos the music on the dancefloor was AWESOME, all kinds of old rock n' roll legends! I wanted to dance so bad!! But I didn't want to dance alone so I just sat still and drank my drinks.... And I only could drink two drinks 'cos I didn't have any money -____-;; Oh well, I didn't want to drink too much anyway :DD

Actually, I did dance two songs! With an older gentleman XD He was so sweet when he came to ask me dance so I couldn't say no, lol. It was so much fun. I also didn't need to be alone the whole evening, 'cos I got to know three other fans so I spent the rest of the evening with them. It was fun ^^

Then, the moment came when Mr. Andy McCoy walked across the room. My heart stopped and my jaw dropped. I ran after him and told him that he's one of the best musicians in the whole world. Unfortunately, he was drunk as fuck, and couldn't say anything outloud, but his lips moved like "thank you" and he nodded XDDDDDDDD That wasn't anything new though... Anyway, I went back to sit on my place, until my heart woke up and started beating like crazy and I felt like crying. So I rose from the seat again and went to the toilet XD I looked at myself in the mirror, cried a bit and breahed in like a pregnant woman and thought "You're gonna be ok, you're gonna be ok." Yeeeah... It was a very overwhelming moment :DDDDDDDD Epic fangirl panic attack was epic. 

The show time was at midnight. I was in the front line, right in front of Jere (the singer) and Andy. I was so close I could touch them! When Andy came on stage, he gave this booze glass to the guy next to me. I was so jealous that I took the glass from his hand and took a sip XD In the encore he had also a glass but he was drinking it himself. I tried to get a sip from that as well, but he didn't let me ;____; boohoo.

I think the best moment in the whole concert was the moment when I got a bruise from Andy 'cos he kicked me in my hand XDDDDDDDDDDD lol what. It hurt. A lot. But it was worth it 8DDD You don't get bruises from your idol every day XD Also, he had very nice shoes *-* All of the band members did! 

The ugly truth is that Andy McCoy doesn't respect his fans at all... He is VERY rude :DD But he gets everything forgiven just because he's Andy. He's being himself, 100%. Which is good. Anyway, one of the best "speeches" he gave was when a fan started to sing a song before it had even started.

"Oh, would you like to sing the whole song?

You think you've got such a pretty voice?

Do you need a church choir?

Are you from the Catholic church?

Are you a faggot??"

What the fuck, seriously XDDDDDDDDDDD

Overall, the concert was amazing... I must say that Jere Garcia is my new celebrity crush *____* He's so CUTE. So adorable. I got his drinking bottle hihihihi. He gave it to me personally 8D ALSO! I found his Facebook-account and sent him a friend request and he accepted it *-* I guess he remembered me 'cos I was standing right in front of him :D 

When the concert had ended I also ripped the song list from the floor XD I'm a real hamster when it comes to concerts.... I think it was allowed to take pictures, but the concert was so special to me that I couldn't focus on taking pictures. I did take one picture of Andy though, but it's a bit blurry .___.

<3

Also, here's a picture of my treasures XD hohoho <3

Love her

I totally love these lyrics <3

I met a girl who hated the world

she used her body to sell her soul

Everytime they'd break her and pay

tear out her heart, and leave her in pain

I never found out how she survived

all of the sadness she kept inside

I never found out how she could lie

with a smile on her face and the scratches she'd hide

You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday

You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees, she wept on the floor

this hopeless life she wanted no more

Dead in her mind and cold to the bone

she opened her eyes and saw she was alone

She never found out how much I tried

all of the sadness she kept made me blind

She never found out how much I cried

the rope so tight on the night that she died

You could love her if you paid,

you could have her everyday

You could love her if you prayed,

you could have her every way

I never found out how she survived

a life lived in lies is a life of denial

I never found out how she could lie

with a smile on her face and the darkness inside

You could love her if you paid,

you could have her everyday

You could love her if you prayed,

you could have her every way

Music

Just wanted to share a few songs with you guys. It's good that my roommate moved away 'cos now I can sing my heart out any time I want XD My singing is not that good you know.. -___-;; I mean, I do get the right notes but my voice is very weak :< That's why I'd love to take some singing lessons but the lessons here are not so good so I don't bother...

This song has been stuck in my head for days. I like this song though. I've always loved System of a Down, their music is so epic!! <3

Then, a couple of lovely Finnish songs! I really hope that my dear foreign readers will listen to these. I love these so much *-* I think these songs are beautiful. I translated the lyrics for you guys so it would be more interesting for you! 

I know it's night when you arrive home in the dark

Loneliness hits without saying its name

When you read my letter you hear an echo

You see stains that you think are rain

I walk outside in the light, I can feel the wind on my face

I didn't feel it in the house where I never go back, I think

I'm not going anywhere

Nothing comes to me, for me

Only stains on a paper so don't get angry, nothing is gonna changed

Not our journeys

Not our moments

The cold wind can tickle your back, but it pushes you forward so don't be afraid

Don't worry about it because we had our moments

Remember that we had our moments

I came 'cos I was invited, left like a thief, finally got scared

When I grabbed myself, I realised I had grown up

I sucked you dry, you grabbed my scarf

Your smell, you did the same to me, your run, I forgive you

Only stains on a paper so don't get angry, nothing is gonna changed

Not our journeys

Not our moments

The cold wind can tickle your back, but it pushes you forward so don't be afraid

Don't worry about it because we had our moments

Remember that we had our moments

Which one are you afraid of

Noise or peace?

Which one do you avoid

Loneliness or herd?

Why are you crying

While the neighbour's child is laughing?

 

You are deep waters

A mountain I can't get to

Forgotten attic

You're a titan shell

Why are you crying

While the neighbour's child is laughing

Why are you crying

While someone is singing about love in the radio?

Speak with a voice I can hear

With words I understand

With poems I comprehend

You need subtitles

Explainer of secrets

All-knowing teller

Speak with a voice I can hear
 

I am simple

Always in need of an explanation

You, a complicated map

A journey in foreign lands

Why are you crying

While someone is singing about love in the radio?

Speak with a voice I can hear

With words I understand

With poems I comprehend

You need subtitles

Explainer of secrets

All-knowing teller

Speak with a voice I can hear

 

 

 Hmm, Finnish songs are pretty challenging to translate in English because they are difficult to understand even in Finnish :DDD But I hope you understood something XD

Chapter 45: Helsinki!

I had a very nice weekend! *-* Me and my boyfriend went to Helsinki to meet his cousin's family. I was soooo excited, but at the same time bit nervous. I was thinking about what they are like and what do they think about me etc... But everything went pretty well ^^...even though I still don't know what the thought about me @__@ 'cos well, I'm special! 8D

I was so happy to see small children!!! The baby, about 4 months old, was just lovey, such an EASY baby O___O he didn't cry nearly at all, and he didn't get anxious if he was left alone for a while. He just lied down and looked at the TV or the seiling or whatever was near to him XD He was so adorable <3 The poor thing vomited on Joni once XD and I got to clean it up \o/ baaaahhh, I WANT A BABY ;__; soooooon... ish? meh. Long-ish maybe...

The other boy, my boyfriend's 2½ year old godson, wasn't calm at all XDDD He's so NOISY @____@ but still very adorable :DDD

Saturday was a great day, even thoug I was very pissed for a while... The original plans got fucked up, which really made me sad. We were supposed to go to eat with my friends, but my friend's dog is sick because of a surgery that was done a few days ago, so he couldn't be alone. Sooo, we couldn't go eat. Mira asked us to come there but we didn't have so much money and Joni didn't like the idea.. I was so pissed. I was mad at Joni and at my friends at the same time. Luckily it didn't last that long :DD me and Joni had a great day at the centre, just the two of us. I love having a boyfriend who likes to SHOP <3 We were shopping for 6 hours and when we got home in the evening we were so fucking dead.... XDD

Too bad I hadn't so much money so I couldn't shop that much... But I did buy something ^^

Bunny earphones!!! Aren't they cute!?!? *___* I've been dreaming about having pink earphones for ages 'cos my mp3 player is pink, and now I found them! WITH BUNNIES! <3<3 (well, Joni found these actually...)

Eyelashes ^^ fluffyyyyy!! I also bought a new glue 'cos I had used all of it.

mmmmm, Hostel, all of them. I love those movies <3 I was very disappointed in the 3rd one though. It had NOTHING to do with the first two. Ok, it did, but veeery distantly. It was a very good movie but it sucked because it was too different from parts 1 and 2. Me and Taru are gonna watch the first part today! ^^

lol, The most random thing was when we were walking at the centre and we saw a berry market.
"mmmmm, berries." 

Krista: those giant blueberries look delicious

Joni: yeah... Maybe we should buy some?

Krista: yeah... OMG they have raspberries as well!! And sugar peas...

Joni: yeah..

Krista: can has...

Joni: Oh fuck it, LET*S BUY ALL OF THEM.

Let's buy AAAALLL the berries!

So... the total was a shitload of berries XD Blueberries, raspberries, strawberries, and sugar peas :DDD The crappy thing is that I can't eat sugar peas ;;____;; I'm very allergic to them... fml. So there I was, nearly crying of jealousy while Joni was munching the peas. ;__;

On Sunday, before we had to leave, we were jumping on this giant trampoline! It was so much fun, it has been a few years since I've been doing that :D But because I'm not that heavy, my jumping was pretty boring, I couldn't jump that high, booo. But when Joni and his cousin started jumping and I was sitting in the centre, my god it was fun! XD I was flying like a fucking feather. I did hurt my feet during the bouncing though, it hurt so baaaad @___@ Oh well, it was still a lot of fun :D

It was too bad that we only had the weekend.. way too short! So, we planned to go again in August maybe, for a whole week ^^ I can't wait! The weekend sure was great. The best thing was to see Joni with children. It melted my heart *-* He's so good with them, I'm so glad to have a bf like him <3 purrr.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 46-49

Day 46 - A picture that you edited

 

I'm a corpse! \o/

Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal

Sphynx-cats <3

As i've told you, I love all kinds of animals, but the biggest favourites have always been cats. I'd love to get a Sphynx cat myself some day, but it may be that I can't have one because of my boyfriend's allergy... boohoooo.

Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago

fffuuuuuuu, I don't have any with me atm! ;___; I try to show you one later when I go to my parents' place in July.

Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s)

 :D Haven't I posted you enough pictures of my friends? oh well, whatevs. Prepare yourselves for a picture spam!!!

Taru <3

Halloween! :D Heidi and Heidi XD

Mira and Sussu ^^ ...with the lunatic shiny stare.

Sannnna ^^ Versailles concert in..... 2010? o_O

Piia and Toni ^^ <3

Danny! <3

And the last but not least, Petri!

I have a lot of lovely friends <3

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 42-45

Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music

:DDD Sorry, I've got nothing better.

 

Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating

XDDDD Yo, motherfuckaaaaaaaaaahhh. This was the day of my graduation :DDD Taru is behind me, hahahah. This was a bit hard 'cos I have so many funny pictures of parties :D no wait, I have to show you this one as well:

Danny and me XDDD I have no fucking clue what's going on.

Day 44 - A picture that describes your life

 Yep. Unstable indeed. I have felt a lot better for a long time, but I always have to remember that because of my illness my life can change anytime. I'm doing my best not to let it happen, but I'm always aware. I never relax, I really suck at relaxing... I just can't do it. I'm always prepared to things go fucked up and that everything good ends. This might sound bad, but for me this is a very  good attitude.... It's better than be blue eyed about everything and keep saying "I'm so happy blablabla". I think I have never been happy. Ever.

lol. This was depressing.

Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character

Hello Kitty! *-*

Yes, that's my tattoo :D Sorry about the bad quality >__<

Chapter 41: Eurovision 2012 Finale

Yayy, It's time for the Eurovision 2012 Finale! Even though I keep telling myself that it would be nice to watch the whole thing from the very beginning for once, the fact that I watch only the finale every year is more exciting! :D Anyway, I've made three different lists of all of the songs. The good ones, the bad ones, and the average ones. 

This is not supposed to be a review because I totally suck at making them XD I just want to share my opinion. I don't have that much to say about some songs. That's because either they sucked that bad I went speechless, or there just wasn't anything special in them.

The songs I liked:

United Kingdom - I think the song was beautiful ^^

Russia -  HAHA! Gotta love those old ladies <3<3<3 They're so adorable!! 

Iceland - At first I wasn't sure if I liked this one or not, it was pretty dull in the beginning. But I really liked the violin solo and the rest of the song was pretty good! And I absolutely loved the woman's dress *-*

Italy - DAMN. Absolutely awesome!!! The song was excellent, the singer's voice was perfect, and the SHOW was very good. Nothing extra, just the back-up

 singers, no random half naked guys jumping all over the stage. Ah, me likey <3

Azerbaijan - Very beautiful. Almost hypnotic *-*

Denmark - Girl energy! + two guys :D I'm not sure if I really liked the song, but I put the song here 'cos I absolutely loved the drummer!!! The energy was just awesome!

Turkey - EPIC :DDD!!! Sailor teams always kick ass <3  

Germany - Cute song ^^

Malta - Cute song pt. 2, cute band! :D

The Fails:

Albania - BOOOORIIIIING. The song was just weird... The woman's dress was hideous, her hair was ever more weird, and her face didn't look so great either XD Lol, I know I shouldn't be judging the looks, but I can't help it :DDD Oh well, she did sing the high notes very well. meh. 

Cyprus - ARGH. The basic fast eurovision song by a female artist. These kind of songs really annoy me -___-;; And the girl didn't even sound good live. pfff.

Romania - -_____-;; Not so far from Cyprus. 

Greece - BIMBO ALERT!

Ireland - uh.... dafuq?? Ok ok, there was SOMETHING cute in the twins but... The whole set was just so random :DDDD

The Average:

Hungary - The song was ok, but the singer's voice was in a terrible shape, and the players looked stupid -__-;; Ok, not all of them, but the guitarist did. What the hell was he doing on stage, the whole song didn't even have guitar sounds in it?! dafuq -___-;;

Lithuania - Meh, just a basic pop song. I liked the guy's moves though :DD

Bosnia & Herzegovina - Beautiful song, but it just didn't hit me. It was just "ok".

France - The song was not my type, but I liked the singer's voice. And her corset! :D She could have had a bit more covering pants though XD

Estonia - Almost made me fall asleep :D But I've heard worse and the guy had a nice voice.

Norway - The Adam Lambert of Norway :DDDDD That's all I can say, really.

Sweden - Meh, I've heard this song soooo many times -___-;; I must say though that the show was very good, and if I hadn'ät heard this before now, I might have liked this a lot :D And Loreen's voice is awesome. 

Spain - An ok song, kinda reminded me of Leona Lewis' songs o_O

Macedonia - hmmm, The song was fine, but there was something weird in it. It may have been the singer's voice, but at the same time it was kinda cool. ikd o_o

Serbia - ARGH. It started so well!! ;__; And the music was very beautiful but the singer kinda ruined the whole thing >__< The song was still beautiful but idk, something was missing :<

Ukraine - meeehh, Didn't like the song, but I wouldn't consider it as a complete failure either. 

Moldova - The song and show was funny, but the lyrics were a bit too random in my opinion :DD

While waiting for the results, it was so awesome that Mr. Lordi was announcing the points of Finland! :DDD

And the winner iiiiiiiiiiiiis: SWEDEN. What a huge surprise... :D but! The lovely grandmas from Russia became second! yay! ^^ And poor Norway :DD It went very bad for them. All the teen aged girls will be veeeery disappointed :D

Now, let's wait for the Eurovision 2013!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 30

Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote

This is my favourite quote not only because it's a song of my favourite western band,  but because it's so. fucking. TRUE. Well, of course I have many lovely people around me, but the truth is that most of the people on Earth are just.... well, fucking morons :D I've been planning that when I get extra 100€ from somewhere, I'm gonna tattoo this quote on my neck. Too bad I'm gonna be broke for a looooong time :D oh well, maybe next Christmas/birthday! :D

Here's the song <3

Chapter 36: Hevisaurus!!!

gaaaahh! I had forgotten how AWESOME that band is *___*

For those who don't know them, it's a heavy metal band for kids. The members are known from other famous Finnish metal bands, and in this one they're dressed as dinosaurs! :D The songs are very well made, it's real heavy metal, but the melodies are taken from old children's songs. They also have a lot of own songs, and the lyrics are very cheerful :D ...except one song that tells about the extinction of mammoths, it's really sad ;___; I seriously almost burst to tears when I heard it the first time XD

EPIC, HUH?!?

yay, I finally got the energy to play some bass today!! I started to practise Lareine's Saikai no Hana. I like that song, it's so.. happy! :D And Emiru's bass lines are always so lovely. Every time I listen to Lareine I start to think "I want to learn that and that and that...." The practising is a bit slow though 'cos I'm learning the song by ear. oh well, I'll finish it someday @__@

I love this band *-* It's interesting how much Kamijo's voice has changed during the years O__O He's in Versailles now, which is also one of my favourite bands.

my four stringed baby <3

oh and! My friend cooked some lovely apple apple gratin *__* Friend oat and apples with vanilla ice cream. Soooo gooood x___x omnomnom ...and now I'm about to explode. ;__;

I'm so tired @___@ gotta go to work tomorrow, so I should be in bed :D OH BTW, There was a puppy at RockJet today!!! A customer hold a small dog in her arms, I HAD to go pet it. It was too adorable ;___; My work mate was rolling her eyes while she was watching me going bananas XDDD

ps. Adele is trying to rape Ada O___O creeepyyyyy....

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 19

Day 19 - A picture of something you love to do

gahh, bass, sewing, bass, sewing.... BASS!! 

I do like sewing and designing clothes, but music has always been my passion. I started with guitar when I was 8 years old, played for 2 years and stopped. ...I've never regretted anything that much... I WOULD BE SO FUCKING GOOD!!! I've also played piano, but because I haven't touched it in ages either, I've decided that I was born to be a bassist.

I have to get some covers done, I'll post them here when I do ! ^^ In the summer, I promise! And in the autumn when I go back to Jyväskylä, I start searching a  band! I have to get to play again!! Properly, not alone at home ;__;

100 Day Picture challenge - Day 13

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

WE ARE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXX

:D yeah. X Japan <3 ok, actually I haven't been listening to them for ages, but I still consider them as my favourite band. Their music has helped me through a lot of shitty things, and their band members are my biggest role models as a starting musician. 

I haven't been playing piano or guitar in a looong time, those instruments seriously just make my head ache... but anyway, Pata and hide are one of the most talented guitarists ever. ...Even though Pata is starting to be a bit old and he makes a lo mistakes when he plays :D poor thing... And hide... well, he hasn't been playing anything for the past... 14 years? ok, amybe in the edge of the clouds!! ^^ Rest in peace ;___; And Yoshiki <3 mmmm, one of the hottest men in the whole world, NOM. An awesome pianist, drummer and a composer. ...even though X's new songs are kinda sucky :<

Pata and hide <3 in..... late 80's on early 90's. Can't remember anymore...

Yoshiki with YoshiKitty!! I can hassss?? ;____;

I was very devastated when Taiji died... He's my biggest role model as a bassist.. Why do the best musicians have to die?? ;___; Rest in peace, Taiji <3 Why oh why did you take your own life!? >___<!!!

100 Day Picture Challenge!

hahaaa, I love blog challenges!! ....too bad that I usually fail these XD Oh well, I'm gonna try one, again! 100 days of pictures, that fits perfectly to my blog ^^ Let the game begin!

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

1. My first names are Krista Marjaana

2. I'm 21 years old

3. I study clothing and fashion

4. I love animals from the bottom of my heart.

5. The things people usually consider ugly, scary or sick, I consider beautiful and cute.

6. I'm addicted to serial killers, fictional and real ones.

7. I'm bi-curious

8. My favourite color is pink

9. I play bass, guitar and piano

10. I'm a daddy's girl

11. I feel naked without my rings

12. I have a good self esteem about my looks

13. I'm diagnosed with depression and I have meds

14. I get relaxed by gore movies

15. I have two rats, Ada and Adele <3

Chapter 19: What a cheerful day this was!

hahahaha, my cheeks hurt, I've been laughing so much today! :D Nothing special, I just was in a very good mood! ^^

We got some new items at work today! Cosmic Clothing -shirts! I told you about the order earlier, I got to choose the shirts ^^ THEY*RE SO CUTE!!! I know I will spend some money next month, hehaaa. 

JUST LOOK AT THEM!!! I have to get the Killer Tomato and the Gozilla!!! And I want a third one as well but I haven't decided yet which one. iiiihh! <3 byebye money!

While we were organising the new clothes, we were listening 90's greatest hits XD Gosh, I love the pop- and electro dance -music from the 90's XD E-Type, Back Street Boys, Aqua, Spice Girls, Toy Box, N*Sync..... aaaahahahahah. Maybe that's why I have been so cheerful 'cos the songs are so happy XD Seriously, me and my friend were wondering that no wonder that young people are depressed nowadays 'cos songs are either about suicides and heart aches or "Oh yeah baby I'm gonna fuck you in the ass" -____-;; Oh those times... Even though I was very little XD

XD <3

I was feeling like taking pictures in the morning so I decided to take a picture of my outfit of today ^^* 

I've made the corset and the skirt myself ^^ I really like making clothes! ...if I have a proper sewing machine. After I started studying clothing and fashion, I have got to sew with the industry sewing machines. Once you sew with them, you do NOT want to sew with a normal, lame home sewing machine... -___-;; I really have to buy one when I graduate.

(oh and, if someone is wondering the skirt's fabric and what's in it, it's a circus-theme fabric! It has clowns, giraffes and elephants in it! XD <3)

Chapter 16: Skin is a funny system

My skin is in a very bad shape >___<

There are two big wounds on my face, and my ear isn't feeling so great either. But my face.... WHY MY FACE?!?! Some people might think that I've been slaughtering pimples, but they are not pimples. . .  One day I just noticed two small round wounds on my face. aaaand because I have this addiction to rip wounds open, no matter where they are, they're not healing very quickly >___<  I really should get rid of that habit, but I've done it since I was a small kid so... fml -___-;; 

My ear has been in a bad condition after I stretched it to 3mm. I've decided that if it doesn't heal in a few months I have to take it off and let it close up >__< Oh well, that would be better, I don't want my ear to look rotten for 24/7 :DDD 

Today I had to be alone at work for 5 hours. I actually liked it o__O It seemed like the day went faster when I got to be alone. I got to make my own play list to the company's Spotify, yay! It has been a long time since I've listened to System of a Down. They have so many awesome songs!! :D <3

Banana banana banana terracotta banana terracotta terracotta pie!
Banana banana banana terracotta banana terracotta terracotta pie!

XDDDD kick-ass. Epic randomness!

Chapter 12: Friday 13th!!!

mmm mmm mmmm It's Friday 13th!! HAIL JASON!!!

 0:39 The best Jason-scene EVER XDDDD <3

There's the new Friday 13th -movie on TV tonight. It's soooo good. I HAVE to watch it. The problem is that it starts at 1am and ends at 3am. And I have to work tomorrow XD oh well, shit happens. JASON <3

The trailer of the movie

(damn I'm hyper active.....)

As I've shortly told you guys in some post, I have a severe serial killer addiction. I go CRAZY about them, especially of Jason Voorhees. Michael Myers is an awesome number two. I absolutely adore gore movies. I have collected all 11 Jason movies. Now I should get the Halloween, SAW, Hostel and Chucky-movies. I also have the original movies of Nightmare on the Elm Street (7 movies), but I haven't got the new one yet. booohooo, I NEED MONEY.

Michael Myers

Freddy Krueger

Jigsaw

I don't only enjoy serial killer movies, I also love watching the real serial killer documentaries. My "favourites" are Ed Gein and John Wayne Gacy. And Charles Manson. and and and.... :DDD The really old ones, Jack the Ripper and Sweeney Todd fascinate me a lot as well.

Ed Gein

John Wayne Gacy, the Clown

Charles Manson

 Goddamn it. There are movies of all of them and I haven't seen them!?!?! the fuck. I have to fix this. soooooon O___O


XD ok maybe this was everything about my not-so-secret fetish. I did some shopping today! I've been lusting more wall flags, and today at work I found one: Slipknot! <3 Again :D I already have a Slipknot wall flag, but now I got another one! Let's see if I'm able to fit it in my room or not XD Or then I'll tri to find one more and make them my curtains O__O <3 fuck yeah. That's my plan when I go back to Jyväskylä after summer!

oh and, I'm feeling very proud atm :D My boss was ordering new clothes from Cosmic Clothes today, it's a brand with "horror cute" shirts, a bit like Cupcake Cult and Heartless, but a bit more cute :D Anyway, he let ME decide what he should order, he said: "You decide, you're the expert!" muahahahaaaa! I'm the horror shirt expert 8DDD *proud*

Cupcake Cult. I love this shirt, I'm so gonna buy it someday! 

Unfortunately, I couldn't find any pictures of Cosmic Clothing -shirts o__o They must be very new, I couldn't find ANYTHING related to them on the internet. booo. My blog post almost became perfect -___-;; Oh well, Cupcake Cult is a better brand anyway :DDD