Another overly cute key-chain :D

XD I'm drowning in key-chains!! Look what I got this time! :DDD

I got this one from my boyfriend's mother :D Thank you, Asta! *-* I love it!! And!! It's not just a key-chain, it is also...

A PEZ-DISPENSER!!! 8DDD <3 hahahahaah, I love Pez, and I have many Hello-Kitty Pez-dispensers, but not a soft one *___* This one is so lovely that I removed two of my other key-chains so I could use this one :D

heeeheeeeee! ^^ Lol, I have more key-chains than I have keys XD But they're all so nice!! .___.


hmmm, what else is new? Nothing much. I went to see my baby girls on Thursday, I had missed them so much ;;____;; They had not forgotten about me <3 When we took them outside, Ada was sitting on my lap almost all the time <3 Adele was also hiding inside my shirt every now and then :DD Also, my boyfriend visited me last weekend. It was nice <3 Except that I didn't sleep well at all 'cos my bed is too small for two people and I get agitated if someone is sleeping very close to me, even if it's my own bf XDD I NEED MY SPACE! @___@

On Saturday I went to sell some clothes to a rock N roll flea market! I have so many emo clothes that I don't wear anymore so I thought that this would be a good way to get rid of them. Well... it wasn't XD I only sold two CDs, one skirt and one shirt. The people there were mostly metal heads or 80's inspired rockers, so they didn't find any use for my clothes. But it's ok, I really enjoyed being there!! I just love selling clothes and advising people with them *-* Also, the flea market was open only for three hours, so maybe I could have sold more clothes if it had been open for the whole day. I earned 8€ !! XDDD epic. Actually, I earned 13€ but the selling table cost 5€ :D

After the flea market, me and my boyfriend went to Amarillo to eat. I just love that restaurant so much *___* Unfortunately I didn't take any pictures of the foods 'cos I was so goddamn hungry I just dig straight in XD But trust me, it was good. Whiskey corn for starters, garlic chicken with red wine sauce for main course, and nut-chocolate cake with ice cream for dessert <3 great, now I'm lusting for Amarillo's food again... .___.

Also, I've shopped again! oops :D I bought my bridesmaid-dress for my sister's wedding! I'm not gonna show it to you yet 'cos it haven't arrived. I ordered it from eBay, I hope they will ship me the right and fitting dress :DD I have always had good experiences with shopping on eBay, but you never know :DD We will see. Today I also bought a shitload of barbells for my tongue!!  I can't wait to get rid of this original barbell, it's so long @__@ It bothers me, big time. Argh. 

The end of Kendo

I have been thinking about this for a while, and I have come to the conclusion that I will stop doing kendo. Maybe I will continue it in the future, maybe I won't. But right now, I just can't do it anymore.

It's not the sport. Kendo is a very interesting sport and I did enjoy it. But there are other things that just make me so pissed off every single time I have gone to practise, and that is not nice. There are a few main reasons why I decided to stop practising kendo...

1. I don't feel comfortable with our kendo-group in Jyväskylä. 

I'm on a totally different level with the people I'm practising with, and I really don't have good friends there. It's very unmotivating to go to practise alone, I need someone to go with (or at least I thought so...). I get along with the people but... I just don't get the connection that I would like to get with them.

My boyfriend's kendo-goup is totally the opposite! The people there are GREAT, they are good friends with each other and the practising is fun and laid back. Ok, the practise itself is tough and deadly but you know what I mean... The atmosphere is laid back :D Everytime I practised with them, or just watched them practise, we went after kendo in some bar and had a great time. Last Friday, for example, was AWESOME. My kendo group hasn't gone after kendo in months.... it sucks.

2. Money.

Our kendo association in Jyväskylä is so. fucking. EXPENSIVE. My boyfriend's association is so much cheaper. Also, the teaching methods are much better in Seinäjoki than in Jyväskylä... I don't even remember when our teacher has taught us anything, or even taken part in practise!!! (Ok I haven't practised in Jyväskylä in a month so I don't know if he's practising/teaching again.) It makes me so pissed off that I have to pay a shitload of euros in one year when the teaching methods are not even that great... Also, I'm still very bitter about the Sensei's visit. We had to pay extra for that, even though the annual fees are high. Seinäjoki's association is much cheaper and they could still pay for the Sensei's costs... hmmm. I just wonder where all our money goes...

3. My condition

To be honest, I'm not that healthy atm. I have lost weight, again... It's not good. Last time I checked I weigh 46kg... I'm 171cm tall. It's absolutely terrible. And I feel like an idiot because a week ago I would have had an appointment with a dietician, that I had been waiting for two months because of the enormous queue. What happened? I FORGOT TO GO. I have no fucking clue what I'm going to do now... I feel so embarrassed to call to the nurse and ask for a new appointment 'cos of my own stupidity... Oh well, I have to do it.

AYWAY. Because of my weight problems, I'm very tired all the time. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm awake for 8-9 hours a day, and sleep the rest 15 hours... It should be the opposite. I just can't help it. I can be awake only about 3 hours at the time, then I need a nap. Everything feels so heavy and hard, even though it isn't. It sucks balls, I tell you. My boyfriend is losing his nerves every time I take a nap. I just can't stay awake, and it does make me sad.

I made the BMI test again. It's a test that tells you if you have a depression or not. I got 24 points, which means a medium depression. I have had higher scores, so it's not that bad, but it sucks anyway. 0-10 points means no depression, 11-19 means mild depression, 20-29 points means medium depression and 30+ is a difficult depression.

4. The motivation. Ruined by the things above.

I really thought that I didn't want to do kendo because I have no good friends to do it with here, and I really need someone to force me to go to the practise. On Friday when I went to the practise with my boyfriend, I realised that it was not it. I just don't have the motivation anymore... I could barely do the 30 minutes' warm up, and then I stopped. There were only three words in my mind while practising: Fuck this shit. I felt nauseous and wanted to stop. I just went to the dressing room and changed normal clothes. I was so fed up. And at the same time I was very angry at myself.

Lovely weekend with lovely people

I had such a nice weekend *___* <3 Two of my very good friends, Saku and Miso, came to visit me for the weekend! It meant so much to me, because I don't get visitors that often, it's usually me who visits people. So it was very nice for a change ^^ And it meant a lot for me expecially because Saku is a person who doesn't like to leave his house at all XD But he came to visit meeee <3 yay!

They arrived pretty late on Friday, about 10pm, so we didn't do much on Friday :D Just watched some TV and played with my ratty-girls ^^ There was this movie on TV that sounded very interesting so I wanted to watch it, but we all fell asleep in the middle of the movie XDDD

On Saturday, we went to the city centre to "shopping". Neither of us had any money for that XD I did see sooo many lovely clothes but I couldn't afford them ;__; boohoo. After we had checked the clothing shops etc, and eaten in McDonald's we went to the super market and liquor store :D We planned to make tortillas and chocolate cupcakes *-* omnomnom.

When we got home, Miso was a lovely honeyboo and washed my dishes *______* Everything was so tidy and nice <3 ....for the next 30 minutes. Then we started cooking and baking XDDD Now the mess is the same as in the beginning...

I did help him! XD

This is my face when I look at my closets and find random shit that shouldn't be there XD

When Miso was done, we made the tortillas, they were goooood <3 nomnom. Unfortunately we forgot to take pictures of those.. But meh, I think you guys know what tortillas look like? :DD After that, we started baking. Everything went very well while making the dough, but when the cupcakes came out from the oven.... They had totally failed ;;________;;!!! They became flat, and were hollow! Fuck that shit, I will never use that recipe again....... We tried to make them look nice with frosting but it didn't really help 'cos we didn't have enough frosting XDDDDDD so uh... yeah. We failed the cupcakes.

nomnom dough!

One of our very few pretty cupcakes XD The rest were just.... retarded.

The cupcake episode was so stressful that we decided to start drinking after that. Lol :D We had a very nice evening! <3

Ever since I saw this Rage Comics -themed drinking game I fell deeply in love with it! Unfortunately, I don't own a printer so I haven't been able to play it with my friends. But now, me, Miso and Saku put our goofy heads together and had a great idea! We cut some pieces of different colored cardboards and put some Blu Tack behind them. Saku had dice in his cell phone so TA-DAH! We were able to play it on my computer screen XDDD We so genius <3

I was supposed to tell a joke but I couldn't remember any so I just took one of my 53795 joke books and read it :D

My pink drink! *-* UFO-Shot and sparkly water. mmmmmmmm...

Saguuuuu <3

hurrrdurrrr

We realized that we didn't have a picture of us three, so now we took one! ^^ <3 Saku's fake smile is so pwettyyyyyy!

We so serious.

Or not XD

hurrdurrrr part 2 :D

ERMAHGERD A SHAMPAAAAAAAHHHHHNNNGGGHH

Something was very interesting but I have no idea what XDDD

Hahaha, we had so much fun XDD <3 Miso passed out at 1am or something. The poor thing talks while he sleeps so we kinda teased him a bit XDDD It was so hilarious. Me and Saku stayed up until 3 or 4am, talking about all kinds of things. Mainly about sex :DDD Damn, he made me realize that I'm a very conservative and strict person when it comes to sex O__O I'm gonna save you guys from the details though XDDD

I'm gonna see these two lovely oddballs again in two weeks, Can't wait!! <3

Dollhouse

I just fell in love with a few Etsy-shops!!! They are shops that sell miniature food and other tiny items for dollhouses!! I absolutely LOVE dollhouses and I'd like to have one. It would be a very nice hobby but it's very expensive if you want to have a very fine dollhouse... Maybe someday I can afford it! ...and have an apartment that has room for it XDDD

Here are the super cute items that made me melt *-*

Teeny tiny mouse!! <3

Miniature photo album, so beautiful!!

Mini-croissants!!

Children's bed room set

Mini old fashioned letter set

Teeny tiny sushi plate!!

Cupcakes in a box!

Bananas!!

Mini crayon set!! Too adorable!!!!

HelloKitty rainbow cake!!

AAAAA DO WANT!!! ;;_______;; I have always loved everything tiny and miniature so I go nuts when I see things like these XDD The photos are taken from the shops' websites. I really shouldn't be checking them out because then I start dreaming about stuff I can't afford. As always -____-;; Anyway, the shops are:

Ainigmati

Cinen

Miniature Patisserie

Miniature Lane

Monbio

Petit Plat

Minnie Kitchen

Sister, the stars shine bright

 Damn, the weekend went fast. My sister visited me and we had so much fun! She arrived in the evening and we went to the supermarket to get some food. Heidi bought herself sushi (*shivers* I hate sushi) and I ate frozen pizza :DDD And omg, we found HelloKitty-popsicles!! omnomnom. The package also included two fake tattoos, so cute :DDD too bad I don't have that much use for them 'cos I prefer having my real tattoos, lol. Maybe I will give them to some kid.

Hello Kitty popsicles!! *-*

Heidi and her sushi. blergh.

On Saturday I woke up at 10am or so, and Heidi made us breakfast! Bacon and eggs, omnomnom. Lol, my breakfast looked like a children's portion because of the small amount of food and the HelloKitty cup XDD

 After breakfast we went to the city centre. Neither of us felt like shopping, but we had other things to do: to get my tattoo and go to Amarillo to eat!!

sisters <3

 

Smokey chicken and bacon burger

This is what I ate in Amarillo. Smokey chicken and bacon burger, it was so goooood. I was also very happy 'cos I was able to get a large pineapple juice with it *___* Not so many restaurants have that! I go crazy about juices, seriously :DD I drink them a lot. Maybe too much actually.. x____x 

I also took a dessert but I forgot to take a picture of it ;____;!! Goddammit. I ate whiskey ice cream with caramel sauce and chocolate cake bits. Oh my god it was good.....  Even my sister liked the ice cream! She doesn't like whiskey at all :DD I love whiskey and everything with it @___@ Like, coffee. I normally don't drink coffee, but I love Irish Coffee :DDD  

And here are my new babies <3 The star tattoos. The story behind these is that my aunt, who passed away in 2005, used to have these kind of stars all over her body. She had some other tattoos as well, but the stars I remember the best. I was always looking at them when I was younger. So now, I wanted to take the same stars as well. I love her, and miss her so much <3 

We also watched two movies, Madagascar 3 and We need to talk about Kevin. My sister didn't like the Madagascar but I think it was nice and cute :D But I do have to say that the two previous ones were better.

The other movie, the Kevin-thingie, was about a boy who caused a school massacre. It's not based on real events but it's based on some novel. My sister had tried to read the book but she couldn't read it to the end 'cos it was so agitating and depressing and sad :DDD So we watched the movie. It was.... heavy. The story was told from the mother's point of view, how he raised the child. She had a difficult relationship with him from the very beginning. The movie proceeded pretty slowly, but it was still interesting. And the ending was just terrible... Since the school shooting in my home town, I've felt very agitated about school massacres, so the movie had a pretty strong impact in me. And the guy who played Kevin, was awesome. He was so excellent at playing an emotionless lunatic. whoah... So yeah, I really recommend watching it!!! 

Chapter 45: Helsinki!

I had a very nice weekend! *-* Me and my boyfriend went to Helsinki to meet his cousin's family. I was soooo excited, but at the same time bit nervous. I was thinking about what they are like and what do they think about me etc... But everything went pretty well ^^...even though I still don't know what the thought about me @__@ 'cos well, I'm special! 8D

I was so happy to see small children!!! The baby, about 4 months old, was just lovey, such an EASY baby O___O he didn't cry nearly at all, and he didn't get anxious if he was left alone for a while. He just lied down and looked at the TV or the seiling or whatever was near to him XD He was so adorable <3 The poor thing vomited on Joni once XD and I got to clean it up \o/ baaaahhh, I WANT A BABY ;__; soooooon... ish? meh. Long-ish maybe...

The other boy, my boyfriend's 2½ year old godson, wasn't calm at all XDDD He's so NOISY @____@ but still very adorable :DDD

Saturday was a great day, even thoug I was very pissed for a while... The original plans got fucked up, which really made me sad. We were supposed to go to eat with my friends, but my friend's dog is sick because of a surgery that was done a few days ago, so he couldn't be alone. Sooo, we couldn't go eat. Mira asked us to come there but we didn't have so much money and Joni didn't like the idea.. I was so pissed. I was mad at Joni and at my friends at the same time. Luckily it didn't last that long :DD me and Joni had a great day at the centre, just the two of us. I love having a boyfriend who likes to SHOP <3 We were shopping for 6 hours and when we got home in the evening we were so fucking dead.... XDD

Too bad I hadn't so much money so I couldn't shop that much... But I did buy something ^^

Bunny earphones!!! Aren't they cute!?!? *___* I've been dreaming about having pink earphones for ages 'cos my mp3 player is pink, and now I found them! WITH BUNNIES! <3<3 (well, Joni found these actually...)

Eyelashes ^^ fluffyyyyy!! I also bought a new glue 'cos I had used all of it.

mmmmm, Hostel, all of them. I love those movies <3 I was very disappointed in the 3rd one though. It had NOTHING to do with the first two. Ok, it did, but veeery distantly. It was a very good movie but it sucked because it was too different from parts 1 and 2. Me and Taru are gonna watch the first part today! ^^

lol, The most random thing was when we were walking at the centre and we saw a berry market.
"mmmmm, berries." 

Krista: those giant blueberries look delicious

Joni: yeah... Maybe we should buy some?

Krista: yeah... OMG they have raspberries as well!! And sugar peas...

Joni: yeah..

Krista: can has...

Joni: Oh fuck it, LET*S BUY ALL OF THEM.

Let's buy AAAALLL the berries!

So... the total was a shitload of berries XD Blueberries, raspberries, strawberries, and sugar peas :DDD The crappy thing is that I can't eat sugar peas ;;____;; I'm very allergic to them... fml. So there I was, nearly crying of jealousy while Joni was munching the peas. ;__;

On Sunday, before we had to leave, we were jumping on this giant trampoline! It was so much fun, it has been a few years since I've been doing that :D But because I'm not that heavy, my jumping was pretty boring, I couldn't jump that high, booo. But when Joni and his cousin started jumping and I was sitting in the centre, my god it was fun! XD I was flying like a fucking feather. I did hurt my feet during the bouncing though, it hurt so baaaad @___@ Oh well, it was still a lot of fun :D

It was too bad that we only had the weekend.. way too short! So, we planned to go again in August maybe, for a whole week ^^ I can't wait! The weekend sure was great. The best thing was to see Joni with children. It melted my heart *-* He's so good with them, I'm so glad to have a bf like him <3 purrr.

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 38-41

>___< sorryyyyy, I've been super busy last four days. I've been visiting my relatives this weekend so I had my hands full with them :D And when I would have had time to write in the evenings, I was too tired x____x So, here are the missing days of the challenge!

Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink

eh, this means an alcohol drink right? o_O meh, whatever, that's what I'm gonna share with you! :D 

Kelkka (The sled)! nomnomnom

 

What you need:

2cl vodka

2cl passion fruit liquor 

10cl orange juice

It's so goooood @___@ I always drink it when I go to a bar :D The booze doesn't taste in it nearly at all, just the orange juice *-* nomnom.

Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food

Chinese food!

...and now I'm hungry. fml. ;___;

Day 40 - A picture of your friends

gahh, I have so many friends o_o Hmmm, let's see.

Taru, Meiju and Sussu ^^ <3

Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather

 For me, it must be HOT. I seriously can't wait that the real summer begins here in Finland and it's actually warm!!! *____* I really don't understand those people who don't like warm weather. And if it's because "I'm gonna feel sick blablabla" It's because you guys don't DRINK enough and don't cover your head :D That simple.

100 Day picture challenge - Day 37

Day 37 - A picture taken at school

 

Heidi! <3 grrrrr   surprise buttsex. We were waiting for food XDDD

Love you, my purplhead!

100 Picture Challenge - Day 31

Day 31 - A picture of food you made

Mini burger pan!!! *-*

I'm sooo happy they have started to sell this again (nope, I did not make this myself from scratch XD It's pre-fried and frozen, lol). I remember eating this with my dad when I was small! Then, they suddenly stopped selling this food and I was so sad ;__; But now, IT*S BACK <3 nomnomnom

What's in it? It's called mini burger pan 'cos there are mini sized meat stakes. In addition there are potatos, baby carrots and broccoli! mmm it's so GOOD @__@<3

Chapter 38: New items!

Yayyy, we got a lot of cool stuff today at work! It was a nice day 'cos there were so many new items that we had a lot to do ^^

Luv Bunny and Cupcake Cult ^^

A shitload of new shirts! Mainly from Cupcake Cult <3 But still not my Pikachu ;___; I considered of buying the Winnie the Pooh -one, but after I had looked at it for a while, it make me sad XD I like Winnie the Pooh ;__; so I didn't like watching Winnie the Pooh eating Piglet, boohoo. But actually I'm glad that there were no items that I absolutely HAD to get :DD I would have spent a lot of money again... @__@

We also got new accessories, and the donut neclaces just stole my heart :DDD They're so cute!! And they were so soft that actually felt like real donuts o___o And the frosting and sprinkles look so real as well! yummy!

Lol, the tiny donuts were so edible that I had to get myself a real donut from Arnolds XDDD mmmmm I love their donuts. BUT!! NO SPRINKLES IN MY DONUT!!! >8(((( I is disappoint.

nomnomnom