New DVD-babies!

I have bought some movies lately. I found such great and interesting movies with very low price so I just had to buy them even though I'm poor as fuck :D I also just ordered a shitload of eyelashes from eBay... Cheap stuff is baaaaad!

My Bloody Valentine

Dark Shadows

Rango

Halloween 2 (the original)

50/50

I'm so happy about the new babies for my Johnny Depp and serial killer -collections!!! <3 The 50/50-movie is some random comedy I bought so I could get the other movies cheaper XD Too bad I can't watch any of these now because I don't have a DVD-player atm!! ;____; fuck my life. My Xbox's remote control broke, and you can't watch DVDs without it so... no DVDs for me now .____. I don't have money for a DVD-player so I just have to watch them with my bf's laptop or PS3 whenever I get the chance :DD

For those who don't know/haven't seen these movies, here are the trailers!

A serial killer with a gas mask. HOW FUCKING PERFECT IS THAT. Ahhh. Me and my weird addictions and fetishes :DDDD <3

I just love these movies of Johnny Depp <3 They're so funny!! I have 23 Johnny Depp movies in my collection now! (I remembered I had more, 26 or something, but I remembered wrong .____. I need MOAAARRR!)

Michael Myers <3 My favourite after Jason Voorhees.

I think this movie has an interesting plot, and the trailer is pretty funny :D Also, the actors are great!!

I love collecting movies *-*

The end of Kendo

I have been thinking about this for a while, and I have come to the conclusion that I will stop doing kendo. Maybe I will continue it in the future, maybe I won't. But right now, I just can't do it anymore.

It's not the sport. Kendo is a very interesting sport and I did enjoy it. But there are other things that just make me so pissed off every single time I have gone to practise, and that is not nice. There are a few main reasons why I decided to stop practising kendo...

1. I don't feel comfortable with our kendo-group in Jyväskylä. 

I'm on a totally different level with the people I'm practising with, and I really don't have good friends there. It's very unmotivating to go to practise alone, I need someone to go with (or at least I thought so...). I get along with the people but... I just don't get the connection that I would like to get with them.

My boyfriend's kendo-goup is totally the opposite! The people there are GREAT, they are good friends with each other and the practising is fun and laid back. Ok, the practise itself is tough and deadly but you know what I mean... The atmosphere is laid back :D Everytime I practised with them, or just watched them practise, we went after kendo in some bar and had a great time. Last Friday, for example, was AWESOME. My kendo group hasn't gone after kendo in months.... it sucks.

2. Money.

Our kendo association in Jyväskylä is so. fucking. EXPENSIVE. My boyfriend's association is so much cheaper. Also, the teaching methods are much better in Seinäjoki than in Jyväskylä... I don't even remember when our teacher has taught us anything, or even taken part in practise!!! (Ok I haven't practised in Jyväskylä in a month so I don't know if he's practising/teaching again.) It makes me so pissed off that I have to pay a shitload of euros in one year when the teaching methods are not even that great... Also, I'm still very bitter about the Sensei's visit. We had to pay extra for that, even though the annual fees are high. Seinäjoki's association is much cheaper and they could still pay for the Sensei's costs... hmmm. I just wonder where all our money goes...

3. My condition

To be honest, I'm not that healthy atm. I have lost weight, again... It's not good. Last time I checked I weigh 46kg... I'm 171cm tall. It's absolutely terrible. And I feel like an idiot because a week ago I would have had an appointment with a dietician, that I had been waiting for two months because of the enormous queue. What happened? I FORGOT TO GO. I have no fucking clue what I'm going to do now... I feel so embarrassed to call to the nurse and ask for a new appointment 'cos of my own stupidity... Oh well, I have to do it.

AYWAY. Because of my weight problems, I'm very tired all the time. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm awake for 8-9 hours a day, and sleep the rest 15 hours... It should be the opposite. I just can't help it. I can be awake only about 3 hours at the time, then I need a nap. Everything feels so heavy and hard, even though it isn't. It sucks balls, I tell you. My boyfriend is losing his nerves every time I take a nap. I just can't stay awake, and it does make me sad.

I made the BMI test again. It's a test that tells you if you have a depression or not. I got 24 points, which means a medium depression. I have had higher scores, so it's not that bad, but it sucks anyway. 0-10 points means no depression, 11-19 means mild depression, 20-29 points means medium depression and 30+ is a difficult depression.

4. The motivation. Ruined by the things above.

I really thought that I didn't want to do kendo because I have no good friends to do it with here, and I really need someone to force me to go to the practise. On Friday when I went to the practise with my boyfriend, I realised that it was not it. I just don't have the motivation anymore... I could barely do the 30 minutes' warm up, and then I stopped. There were only three words in my mind while practising: Fuck this shit. I felt nauseous and wanted to stop. I just went to the dressing room and changed normal clothes. I was so fed up. And at the same time I was very angry at myself.

Relationship thingies

Your and your boyfriend's names?

Krista and Joni ^^

Cuddling kills my eyebrows XDDD

In what season did you start being together?

Winter

Who suggested having a relationship?

:D I did. Crying and screaming.

For how long have you been together?

A year <3

How many serious relationships have you had before him?

one.

He is:

[x] Dark haired

[ ] Blonde

[ ] Red haired

[ ] Bald

[ ] 150 - 160 cm

[ ] 161 - 170 cm

[x] 171 - 180 cm 

I don't know his actual hight, we are pretty much the same height. I'm 171cm, he's either as tall as me or 1cm shorter.

[ ] 181 - 190 cm

[ ] Taller

Does he have brothers or sisters?

A brother

How often do you see each other?

Every 3 weeks, approx.

He's my Super Meat Boy and I'm his Bandage Girl <3 I made these for us, he has the Super Meat Boy in Seinäjoki, and I have Bandage girl here in JKL :D Some day, they will reunite <3

Have you spent the night together?

duh

What does he call you?

Krista, Derpetta, R-Tard, Buttwipe, Baby, Purrball, Stressball.... :DDDD

Do you go to the movies often?

Sometimes ^^

How about out to dinner?

Very often! But mostly we eat fast food 'cos we are so poor XD But sometimes we go to a bit fancier places ^^

You ages?

22 and 23

What is the longest time you haven't seen each other?

A month

What are his friends like? Are they friends with your friends?

They're cool! I haven't met a friend of his who I wouldn't like ^^ 

oh Hell no XDDDDDDD

For how long do you think your relationship is gonna last?

I hope it lasts forever o_O I'm tired of spending my time with people who I don't have a future with. I honestly think that this will be my last relationship ever.

Are you happy?

No. Not yet. (It's not his fault!! Don't get me wrong :DDD)

What are his hobbies?

Kendo, airsoft, Magic the Gathering, wrestling, painting miniatures, video games...

Do you do sports together?

Kendo! ^^

What would be the best Christmas present for him?

[ ] Perfume

[ ] Satin boxers 

Normal boxers! Not satin @___@

[XXX]Video games

[ ] Something handmade

Did he buy you any Christmas presents last year?

YES <3 A Hello Kitty -painting, Hello Kitty -hat, and a Fruit Ninja -plushie!!! <3

Can he draw?

yes! 

Do you spend more time at his or your place?

his -___-;;

 Are you at the same school?

Not anymore, but we used to be!

Have you met his parents? What do you think of them?

Yes I have. I was very excited to meet his parents. Until I heard that they hate my parents, which means they don't like me either... It made me very upset but I just have to live with it.

Do you have a similar taste in music?

Yes and no :D

What's the most important thing i your relationship?

To have similar future plans.

Do you guys drink?

:D sometimes

Which one of you has a longer last name?

He does.

Is his room messier than yours?

NO XDDDDD

Have you dreamt of a future together?

I guess

XDDDD relaxing evening at home. Don't ask....

If you would have a baby boy and you could decide the name, what would it be?

I have always had this dream about having 3 children. If they're going to be all boys, I would like to name them after the three arch angels: Mikael, Gabriel and Rafael. So, I would pick some of these names.

Have you ever been on a break?

no.

Have your and his father met?

yes. 

You like to spend your time doing:

[ ] Golf

[ ] Sports

[x] Hanging out, just the two of us, doing nothing special.

[x] Spending time on the Internet 

If he died, for how long would it take until you would be ok again?

Let me tell you this: I would be tied up in a straightjacket in a soft room. Now, if you ask me that again, I will kill you.

Do you love him?

yes.

<3

Lovely weekend with lovely people

I had such a nice weekend *___* <3 Two of my very good friends, Saku and Miso, came to visit me for the weekend! It meant so much to me, because I don't get visitors that often, it's usually me who visits people. So it was very nice for a change ^^ And it meant a lot for me expecially because Saku is a person who doesn't like to leave his house at all XD But he came to visit meeee <3 yay!

They arrived pretty late on Friday, about 10pm, so we didn't do much on Friday :D Just watched some TV and played with my ratty-girls ^^ There was this movie on TV that sounded very interesting so I wanted to watch it, but we all fell asleep in the middle of the movie XDDD

On Saturday, we went to the city centre to "shopping". Neither of us had any money for that XD I did see sooo many lovely clothes but I couldn't afford them ;__; boohoo. After we had checked the clothing shops etc, and eaten in McDonald's we went to the super market and liquor store :D We planned to make tortillas and chocolate cupcakes *-* omnomnom.

When we got home, Miso was a lovely honeyboo and washed my dishes *______* Everything was so tidy and nice <3 ....for the next 30 minutes. Then we started cooking and baking XDDD Now the mess is the same as in the beginning...

I did help him! XD

This is my face when I look at my closets and find random shit that shouldn't be there XD

When Miso was done, we made the tortillas, they were goooood <3 nomnom. Unfortunately we forgot to take pictures of those.. But meh, I think you guys know what tortillas look like? :DD After that, we started baking. Everything went very well while making the dough, but when the cupcakes came out from the oven.... They had totally failed ;;________;;!!! They became flat, and were hollow! Fuck that shit, I will never use that recipe again....... We tried to make them look nice with frosting but it didn't really help 'cos we didn't have enough frosting XDDDDDD so uh... yeah. We failed the cupcakes.

nomnom dough!

One of our very few pretty cupcakes XD The rest were just.... retarded.

The cupcake episode was so stressful that we decided to start drinking after that. Lol :D We had a very nice evening! <3

Ever since I saw this Rage Comics -themed drinking game I fell deeply in love with it! Unfortunately, I don't own a printer so I haven't been able to play it with my friends. But now, me, Miso and Saku put our goofy heads together and had a great idea! We cut some pieces of different colored cardboards and put some Blu Tack behind them. Saku had dice in his cell phone so TA-DAH! We were able to play it on my computer screen XDDD We so genius <3

I was supposed to tell a joke but I couldn't remember any so I just took one of my 53795 joke books and read it :D

My pink drink! *-* UFO-Shot and sparkly water. mmmmmmmm...

Saguuuuu <3

hurrrdurrrr

We realized that we didn't have a picture of us three, so now we took one! ^^ <3 Saku's fake smile is so pwettyyyyyy!

We so serious.

Or not XD

hurrdurrrr part 2 :D

ERMAHGERD A SHAMPAAAAAAAHHHHHNNNGGGHH

Something was very interesting but I have no idea what XDDD

Hahaha, we had so much fun XDD <3 Miso passed out at 1am or something. The poor thing talks while he sleeps so we kinda teased him a bit XDDD It was so hilarious. Me and Saku stayed up until 3 or 4am, talking about all kinds of things. Mainly about sex :DDD Damn, he made me realize that I'm a very conservative and strict person when it comes to sex O__O I'm gonna save you guys from the details though XDDD

I'm gonna see these two lovely oddballs again in two weeks, Can't wait!! <3

Too. Much. Work.

Ok, now I'm stressed... I just made a list of all the school assignments that need to be done during the next four days. 9 not-so-little assignments, and they should be done by Sunday..... ;____; I DON*T WANNA. I should be doing:

A Power Point slide of Entrepreneurship in China. That's not that bad but I just feel annoyed because I already wrote an essay about the subject a few days ago and forgot to do the PP-slide at the same time -____-;;

Consideration about cultural differences. In Finland's point of view....

An exam based on a book called "Riding the Waves of Culture. Understanding Cultural Diversity in Business."

An essay assignment for two different courses about Polarstoff material fair I went to yesterday. The fair SUCKED -___-;; It was so small and useless....

Marketing analysis and  shopping criteria of the customers of my own company I'm gonna found when I graduate.

Peer review of three of my classmates' Culture Project reports.

Writing theory about Marketing Mix for my own Culture Project report.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm gonna die..... I seriously don't know if I'm gonna make these in time. But I really would like to, then I wouldn't have to worry about returning assignments late. ....which I tend to do a lot sometimes >__<

Another thing that annoys me is that I used all of my eyebrow-pencil a couple of days ago and I didn't have time to buy a new one until today. So I had to draw my eyebrows with black pencil, which does NOT look good with blonde hair... But I didn't feel like looking like an alien either -___-;; So, I pretty much looked like a retarded Lady Gaga -wannabe the last two days. \o/ But luckily I got to buy a new one today.

I tried to draw them light so they wouldn't look that bad >__<

No7's Beautiful Eyebrow Pencil, color Blonde

Oh well, there was SOMETHING good in this day as well. I got some more ink to my star tattoos because they didn't heal so well. When they had "healed" they looked like they had been there for 10 years or so. Hopefully they heal well now! 

And! I got a package from my sister today! WITH A GRUMPY CAT DRINKING GLASS INSIDE. It's so cuuuuuuuuuute!! I love Grumpy Cat. So much ;;_________;; <3 The text in the glass says "The worst thing after waking up? Everything until I go to bed again." My sister told me that the picture reminded her of me so she had to buy it XDDD She's so right, lol. 

 

Ok, I think I should get to work now... baibai ;___;

Happy Town, are you fucking kidding me!?!?

AAAAARGH, I'm so annoyed right now ;;_________;;!! I've been watching this TV show called Happy Town that tells about a small town where all kind of weird shit happens. The people are trying to figure out who is "The Magic Man", who has made many people disappear in the town. 

I was pretty confused when the episode info on the TV said that the show will end after this episode, and later I found out from the Internet that the TV-show has been CANCELLED. No season 2. FUCK MY LIFE. I loved that show, it was so exciting!!! And Sam Neill had a very good role in it which he performed so well. He's an amazing actor! The final episode of the season 1 didn't solve anything, the show got totally unfinished ;;____;;

"On April 28th, the show got off to a bad start with a disappointing 1.7 rating in the 18-49 demographic and just 5.25 million viewers. For episode two, viewership took a nosedive to a 1.2 in the demo and 3.79 million viewers. ABC announced they were putting the TV series on hiatus and the third episode’s numbers dropped further still, to a 1.1 rating and 3.04 million viewers."

PEOPLE, Y U NO WATCH GOOD TV SHOWS!?!? This is the second time this has happened ;__; A few years back there was this TV-show called Point Pleasant that was about a girl who is the child of Satan and her boyfriend needs to destroy her. It was such an awesome show but, of course, it didn't have enough viewers so it was cancelled... I hate it when this shit happens -______-;;;

Chapter 44: No! I'm not giving up!!!

gaaahhh, it really bothers me that I haven't had the energy to write, because I have had a lot of things to share with you guys!! ;___; I have to keep going! I can do it!!! 

So, I'm still suffering from the allergy and yesterday I had to leave work 'cos I felt so terrible. The practical training has suffered a lot from my absence, but what can I do about it?? NOTHING. NONE of the medicins is helping 'cos my condition is so bad... fml... 

@___@ damn, I really have to dye my hair today....

Lol. This was what I looked like at work yesterday before I had to leave. Not during the customers though XD pfff. The picture may be funny but this is NOT funnyyyyyy. This is like a physical depression for my body. haha, you guys probably lose your nerves soon 'cos all I'm doing is whine about my allergy. Sorry! ;___;

btw, I read in the news that some university people have invented a vaccination for allergic people. I HAVE TO GET IT. It would be an answer to my prayers, seriously.... @___@ But since it has been just invented, it may take maaany years until it's actually ready and can be given to people.... damn. And with my luck, It's gonna be fucking expensive. But even if it is, I will save money for it! It wouldn't just heal me from pollen allergy, but also food allergies. I could eat all my favourite vegetables and fruits as much as I want *_____* Time. GO FASTER ;___;

But let's change the subject. What have I been doing during the last.... week? Well, last weekend I was in Tyrnävä, a small town in Northern Finland. It was my second cousin's graduation party. It was very lovely to see her and other relatives! It had been so long... @___@ It has been one year since I saw my grandmother and uncles, and TWO years since I saw Emppu ;____; I will try to go visit them again this summer with my dad so I can spend more time with all of them. A weekend is way too short >___< 

The party was very nice, but it sucked that it was raining the whole day :< Sooo, because we couldn't be outside, all of the guests were inside, which made the house very crowded XD oh well, it wasn't so bad :D 

Me, Emppu and Veera ^^

 Tomorrow I'm going to Helsinki with my boyfriend! yaaaaay!! I'm so excited!!! I just wish I felt better -____-;; Meh, anyway, I did some baby clothing shopping on Monday!!! 8DDDDD <3 

;________; This is NOT good for my baby fever... JUST LOOK AT THEM. So tinyyyyyyy.....

This trip means a lot to me because Joni's cousin and his family are the first people he introduces me to. I hope I'm gonna meet his parents soon as well :D Atleast I'm gonna introduce him to mine this summer. I was gonna introduce him to my cousin as well in Stockholm, but he got a very good job offer for June, so he's not able to go anywhere. I'm very happy that he got the offer, but of course it sucks a bit that he can't come with me to Stockholm :<

Yayyy, I'm also gonna see Petri, Mira, Mappu and Niko! ^^ I've missed theeeeem ;___;<3 And it's very important to me that Joni will meet my best friends, whether he likes them or not XDDD (He's not that social with people he doesn't know.....)

Bleh.. I have to go to the centre... I have to go to RockJet to buy some hair color and the handcuffs I've been drooling for ages. Now I'm gonna get them. mmmmmm <3 me likey. Gonna have some awesome sexytime 8D ....wait what? Too much information? sorry :D

1oo Day Picture Challenge - Day 33

Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today

X___X Absolutely nowhere.

THIS has been my view pretty much the whole day...

 I was supposed to go to work today, but I seriously feel so fucking dead I just couldn't go.. I know that my boss isn't happy about this, I've been away a lot. But who cares, I REALLY need to get some rest...

 Lol, see all the snot papers next to the plate? \o/ I just want the allergy to go away as soon as possible.. This is just terrible. It's very hard for me to  breathe, and I'm coughing like crazy. I could even taste blood in my mouth one day... >___< So.. great plans for the weekend: Laying in bed!! oh well, TV is my best friend <3

Chapter 31: IKEA

Whooooah, what a great experience this was! First time in IKEA XD yay. 

IKEA, Tampere

It sure was big o_O Especially the self service department!!

 When we arrived there, we ate something first so we wouldn't starve while shopping :D We ate hotdogs! nom. And it was so CHEAP! My sister bought two hotdogs, two drinks, one coffee, one ice cream and a cinnamon roll. All these cost 3,70€ :DDD not bad. IKEA Family -card rules :D 

I'm not too fond of decorating apartments, but IKEA really has a lot of nice stuff in there!! I had this "I can't wait 'til I get my very own apartment which I can decorate the way I want!" -feeling :D And I went nuts when I saw the childrens' room department XD all those cribs and plushies and baby plankets and GAHHH. My baby fever is just getting worse... 

Even I bought something! :D But I can't tell what 'cos it's part of my bf's birthday present :D I want it to be a surprise, naturally :D Anyway, the main reason why we went there was that my sister is moving together with her bf, so they had to get some new stuff to the apartment. My purchase was royal 2€, while Heidi's and Jani's total was 500-600€ XD nice... They bought some small stuff like carpets and mirrors etc. (even flowers, lol XD), but also two clothing closets and two kinds of shelves and... idk @__@ 

 The self serving department was just huge!! o__o So many boxes @___@ ...heavy ones.

"Be careful, the packages may be heavy" ...uh... DUH!?!

The service kicked ass! :DDD

I was a bit melancholy in there though XD seriously, almost ALL of the customers were couples who were being all cute "Do ne need this, or would this one be better??". And I was walking around without Joni and was like boooo... I want to start decorating our future apartment as well! ;__; ....if we ever have one, that is :D And when I was telling about this to Joni, he confirmed that I will NEVER get him to IKEA XDDD BOOHOOO.  fml.

After IKEA, I went to see my sister's dance practise. She does reggaeton. ...not my type of dance. It's so vulgar!!! XD Ass this and ass that, ASSES EVERYWHERE!! Oh well, I took a video of it anyway, enjoy! or not. 

So, this day was very nice ^^ Now: Irish Coffee, Jack Daniel's and other yummy drinks! 8D And grilling and sauna *___* 

Ps. Let me introduce you: MANTA ^^ <3

Chapter 6: You fucking thieves...

Ok, this week is just betting better... Fucking hell... 

At first everything went pretty well at work, until three gypsies walked in. They looked around to see what we have, and walked away. After a while, they came back. They checked out the hoodies we have, and one of them, an older woman went to see our tights. She had this big skirt, so I went to "organise some clothes", which means I went to check on her so she wouldn't steal anything. 

One of them, a young boy, looked at the caps we have, and a girl was asking me about piercings. I was a bit confused 'cos suddenly she just left, the others had left earlier. 

Then, my work mate told me: "I saw them taking a cap but I didn't dare to say anything". I was so pissed because I hadn't seen it. It happened at the moment when the girl was asking about the piercings: she was distracting me. We tried to find them but they had already left... I went to find the security and explained the situation to them. I could explain what they looked like, and they knew who the three gypsies were. They are trying to catch them, but I think I have already gotten away with it...

Then I realised their "pattern". At first they came to our store to see if we have anything interesting. Then they left the store, to think about their strategy. fuck, why didn't I figure it out!?!?

If I had noticed the stealing, I would have run after them. My work mate was too scared to say anything 'cos... well, gypsies can be very unpredictable. My home town is fucking full of gypsies, so I'm tired of being afraid of them... I fucking hate those people.. First of all, they are VERY rude, I can't stand the tone of their voice. And second of all, most of them are very good at stealing. I was so fucking pissed the rest of the evening... 

I'm not a racist. Except for gypsies and Muslims.

When I got home, I was so tired and pissed that I took a nap. I shouldn't have, because I had to dye my hair today so it went very late... now I'm done with it, but it didn't go so well :D This was the first time I've ever dyed my hair myself, haha. The roots had grown so much that I had to dye them again. They became lighter, but it's not really blonde -___-;; It's more like golden brown or something. Oh well, at least I have lighter roots now! \o/ fail....

Yes, I look like an alien without make-up. Or as my bf says: like Chucky.

Chapter 5: Madness returns

ahh, I finally got it! Alice: Madness returns <3

I'm so glad I got it today.... -___-;; Work was fine, but I've been feeling very irritated and angry the last two days or something.. And the extremely long buss drive home didn't make me feel any better... So now I can just forget the "real world" and go to Wonderland, pfff.

ps. I had my first Swedish customers today. Damn my Swedish sucks XD But it got better when I started to talk more.

 Edit: ...ok, nevermind. The game didn't work that well on my friend's PC. fml.