Too. Much. Work.

Ok, now I'm stressed... I just made a list of all the school assignments that need to be done during the next four days. 9 not-so-little assignments, and they should be done by Sunday..... ;____; I DON*T WANNA. I should be doing:

A Power Point slide of Entrepreneurship in China. That's not that bad but I just feel annoyed because I already wrote an essay about the subject a few days ago and forgot to do the PP-slide at the same time -____-;;

Consideration about cultural differences. In Finland's point of view....

An exam based on a book called "Riding the Waves of Culture. Understanding Cultural Diversity in Business."

An essay assignment for two different courses about Polarstoff material fair I went to yesterday. The fair SUCKED -___-;; It was so small and useless....

Marketing analysis and  shopping criteria of the customers of my own company I'm gonna found when I graduate.

Peer review of three of my classmates' Culture Project reports.

Writing theory about Marketing Mix for my own Culture Project report.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm gonna die..... I seriously don't know if I'm gonna make these in time. But I really would like to, then I wouldn't have to worry about returning assignments late. ....which I tend to do a lot sometimes >__<

Another thing that annoys me is that I used all of my eyebrow-pencil a couple of days ago and I didn't have time to buy a new one until today. So I had to draw my eyebrows with black pencil, which does NOT look good with blonde hair... But I didn't feel like looking like an alien either -___-;; So, I pretty much looked like a retarded Lady Gaga -wannabe the last two days. \o/ But luckily I got to buy a new one today.

I tried to draw them light so they wouldn't look that bad >__<

No7's Beautiful Eyebrow Pencil, color Blonde

Oh well, there was SOMETHING good in this day as well. I got some more ink to my star tattoos because they didn't heal so well. When they had "healed" they looked like they had been there for 10 years or so. Hopefully they heal well now! 

And! I got a package from my sister today! WITH A GRUMPY CAT DRINKING GLASS INSIDE. It's so cuuuuuuuuuute!! I love Grumpy Cat. So much ;;_________;; <3 The text in the glass says "The worst thing after waking up? Everything until I go to bed again." My sister told me that the picture reminded her of me so she had to buy it XDDD She's so right, lol. 

 

Ok, I think I should get to work now... baibai ;___;

Sister, the stars shine bright

 Damn, the weekend went fast. My sister visited me and we had so much fun! She arrived in the evening and we went to the supermarket to get some food. Heidi bought herself sushi (*shivers* I hate sushi) and I ate frozen pizza :DDD And omg, we found HelloKitty-popsicles!! omnomnom. The package also included two fake tattoos, so cute :DDD too bad I don't have that much use for them 'cos I prefer having my real tattoos, lol. Maybe I will give them to some kid.

Hello Kitty popsicles!! *-*

Heidi and her sushi. blergh.

On Saturday I woke up at 10am or so, and Heidi made us breakfast! Bacon and eggs, omnomnom. Lol, my breakfast looked like a children's portion because of the small amount of food and the HelloKitty cup XDD

 After breakfast we went to the city centre. Neither of us felt like shopping, but we had other things to do: to get my tattoo and go to Amarillo to eat!!

sisters <3

 

Smokey chicken and bacon burger

This is what I ate in Amarillo. Smokey chicken and bacon burger, it was so goooood. I was also very happy 'cos I was able to get a large pineapple juice with it *___* Not so many restaurants have that! I go crazy about juices, seriously :DD I drink them a lot. Maybe too much actually.. x____x 

I also took a dessert but I forgot to take a picture of it ;____;!! Goddammit. I ate whiskey ice cream with caramel sauce and chocolate cake bits. Oh my god it was good.....  Even my sister liked the ice cream! She doesn't like whiskey at all :DD I love whiskey and everything with it @___@ Like, coffee. I normally don't drink coffee, but I love Irish Coffee :DDD  

And here are my new babies <3 The star tattoos. The story behind these is that my aunt, who passed away in 2005, used to have these kind of stars all over her body. She had some other tattoos as well, but the stars I remember the best. I was always looking at them when I was younger. So now, I wanted to take the same stars as well. I love her, and miss her so much <3 

We also watched two movies, Madagascar 3 and We need to talk about Kevin. My sister didn't like the Madagascar but I think it was nice and cute :D But I do have to say that the two previous ones were better.

The other movie, the Kevin-thingie, was about a boy who caused a school massacre. It's not based on real events but it's based on some novel. My sister had tried to read the book but she couldn't read it to the end 'cos it was so agitating and depressing and sad :DDD So we watched the movie. It was.... heavy. The story was told from the mother's point of view, how he raised the child. She had a difficult relationship with him from the very beginning. The movie proceeded pretty slowly, but it was still interesting. And the ending was just terrible... Since the school shooting in my home town, I've felt very agitated about school massacres, so the movie had a pretty strong impact in me. And the guy who played Kevin, was awesome. He was so excellent at playing an emotionless lunatic. whoah... So yeah, I really recommend watching it!!! 

Desperately trying to make a come back....

O hai! 

It's only been like.... 8 months since I've updated my blog! I'm sorry ;__; I just totally lost my interest. Now I would love to start blogging again but I'm not sure if my enthusiasm carries that far >___< I have heard some people saying that they don't want me to stop blogging so I really want to try to start again. ...except that I'm not sure if my followers are even using Blogger anymore :DD

So... what's been going on with me during these 8 months?? uh... all kinds of things :D Since this is my Piccie Blog, I want to show you these 8 months in pictures!

On July 2012 I went to Stockholm to hang out with my cousin, and I also saw my friend Engla (in the picture) ^^ It was a very nice trip! I shopped 'til I dropped, and  drank, danced and partied 'til I dropped... :DDD It was awesome! But it kinda made me sad that my boyfriend couldn't come with me :< We had planned that we would go to Stockholm together but he had to work and there was only one week during July that was ok for my cousin so I had to go then if I wanted to see her. So meh... Oh well, the trip still kicked ass! :D

On August 1st was Ada's 1 year-birthday <3  August 8th was Adele's ^^ My babies are big girls now, 1½ year-olds!

On September we celebrated my friends' one year engagement. The theme of the party was Christmas :DDDD In this picture Miso and Saku are having a speech for all the lovely guests! :D I love you guys *-*<3

XDDDD ok so ummm... In October it was my sister's fiancé's 40th birthday and we had a huge party for him. It was so awesome :D And as you can see, we found a penis shaped mushroom! \o/ How lovely. And yeah, the party was huge, lots of alcohol, food and lovely people! And music! Gooood music. And usually when I'm partying I don't lose my memory but this time I did... x____x interesting... 

In the beginning of November I had a small Halloween party, just because I looove to dress-up! I was trying to be a sad mime :DD I also bought a gas mask (<3<3<3) and put it on my Teddy :D Not because of Halloween though, it's on him all the time :D Isn't he cute??? And about the outfit, the corset and circus-skirt is made by me.

On December I got a new tattoo. Yes, People = Shit. Why? Because fuck you, that's why! lol.. I wanted to take this text because it's so fucking true. And at the same time it's kinda a tribute for one of my favourite bands, Slipknot.

I had a very nice New Year! <3 Me and my friends booked a hotel room from Tampere and went to a bar there. It was an awesome night! ....except that my high heels were KILLING me!! I was almost crying when we walked back to the hotel XD The next day we went to eat to American Diner. omnomnom. 

So... yeah, those were the most meaningful moments for me during these 8 months :D Now, let's hope that I get my blogging enthusiasm back! 

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 42-45

Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music

:DDD Sorry, I've got nothing better.

 

Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating

XDDDD Yo, motherfuckaaaaaaaaaahhh. This was the day of my graduation :DDD Taru is behind me, hahahah. This was a bit hard 'cos I have so many funny pictures of parties :D no wait, I have to show you this one as well:

Danny and me XDDD I have no fucking clue what's going on.

Day 44 - A picture that describes your life

 Yep. Unstable indeed. I have felt a lot better for a long time, but I always have to remember that because of my illness my life can change anytime. I'm doing my best not to let it happen, but I'm always aware. I never relax, I really suck at relaxing... I just can't do it. I'm always prepared to things go fucked up and that everything good ends. This might sound bad, but for me this is a very  good attitude.... It's better than be blue eyed about everything and keep saying "I'm so happy blablabla". I think I have never been happy. Ever.

lol. This was depressing.

Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character

Hello Kitty! *-*

Yes, that's my tattoo :D Sorry about the bad quality >__<

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 8

Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item

This one was kinda hard to do 'cos I don't live at my own place atm. so I don't have all my stuff with me, but I did take something very important with me when I came to Vaasa:

A picture of my aunt. 

She passed away in 2005, she was so important to me, so it hit very hard when I heard the news. I miss her so much... 

She is the reason why I have never smoked and never will. I haven't even tasted tobacco in my life. That shit took Seija away from us, from me, so I don't want to touch that stuff, ever. I know she would have been a huge help for me during my worst times...

In January I took my third tattoo, dedicated to her. 

May 5th, 1961 - November 11th, 2005

Rest in peace, Seija <3

I love you