ANDY McCOY in Jyväskylä on April 6th.

Okay, I've calmed down a bit from the panic caused by Adele's condition so I think it's finally time to write the post about my Rock N Roll God performing in the city where I live. He was performing with his new band, Grease Helmet. It was one of the best nights in my life. Actually, I think it was the best night ever <3 

For those, who don't know who Andy McCoy is, he is the guitarist of a famous Finnish rock band called Hanoi Rocks. I have been their fan for soooo long, so I was very happy that I was finally able to meet Andy <3 I never got to go to a Hanoi Rocks -concert... (I have never been so angry when my parents told me I can't go.... I was throwing chairs in the kitchen and everything :DDD) 

They performed in a hotel bar called Jyväshovi. The place opened and the ticket sale started at 9pm, so I went there immediately so I would certainly get the ticket. I hadn't bought it beforehand so I was feeling a bit stressed :D I went there alone, because my lame-ass friends don't appreciate good music, which was kind of a bummer 'cos the music on the dancefloor was AWESOME, all kinds of old rock n' roll legends! I wanted to dance so bad!! But I didn't want to dance alone so I just sat still and drank my drinks.... And I only could drink two drinks 'cos I didn't have any money -____-;; Oh well, I didn't want to drink too much anyway :DD

Actually, I did dance two songs! With an older gentleman XD He was so sweet when he came to ask me dance so I couldn't say no, lol. It was so much fun. I also didn't need to be alone the whole evening, 'cos I got to know three other fans so I spent the rest of the evening with them. It was fun ^^

Then, the moment came when Mr. Andy McCoy walked across the room. My heart stopped and my jaw dropped. I ran after him and told him that he's one of the best musicians in the whole world. Unfortunately, he was drunk as fuck, and couldn't say anything outloud, but his lips moved like "thank you" and he nodded XDDDDDDDD That wasn't anything new though... Anyway, I went back to sit on my place, until my heart woke up and started beating like crazy and I felt like crying. So I rose from the seat again and went to the toilet XD I looked at myself in the mirror, cried a bit and breahed in like a pregnant woman and thought "You're gonna be ok, you're gonna be ok." Yeeeah... It was a very overwhelming moment :DDDDDDDD Epic fangirl panic attack was epic. 

The show time was at midnight. I was in the front line, right in front of Jere (the singer) and Andy. I was so close I could touch them! When Andy came on stage, he gave this booze glass to the guy next to me. I was so jealous that I took the glass from his hand and took a sip XD In the encore he had also a glass but he was drinking it himself. I tried to get a sip from that as well, but he didn't let me ;____; boohoo.

I think the best moment in the whole concert was the moment when I got a bruise from Andy 'cos he kicked me in my hand XDDDDDDDDDDD lol what. It hurt. A lot. But it was worth it 8DDD You don't get bruises from your idol every day XD Also, he had very nice shoes *-* All of the band members did! 

The ugly truth is that Andy McCoy doesn't respect his fans at all... He is VERY rude :DD But he gets everything forgiven just because he's Andy. He's being himself, 100%. Which is good. Anyway, one of the best "speeches" he gave was when a fan started to sing a song before it had even started.

"Oh, would you like to sing the whole song?

You think you've got such a pretty voice?

Do you need a church choir?

Are you from the Catholic church?

Are you a faggot??"

What the fuck, seriously XDDDDDDDDDDD

Overall, the concert was amazing... I must say that Jere Garcia is my new celebrity crush *____* He's so CUTE. So adorable. I got his drinking bottle hihihihi. He gave it to me personally 8D ALSO! I found his Facebook-account and sent him a friend request and he accepted it *-* I guess he remembered me 'cos I was standing right in front of him :D 

When the concert had ended I also ripped the song list from the floor XD I'm a real hamster when it comes to concerts.... I think it was allowed to take pictures, but the concert was so special to me that I couldn't focus on taking pictures. I did take one picture of Andy though, but it's a bit blurry .___.

<3

Also, here's a picture of my treasures XD hohoho <3

A guide to a beginner in entrepreneurship

Yay! I just got this guide book about how to start your own business. 

"The ABC to start your own business"

The book has lots of important info about entrepreneurship and founding your own company, making your own business plan, pricing your products, risks, marketing, finance, insurances, taxes, accounting..... Everything you need to know about entrepreneurship! So, I'd better start reading it! :D Even though it will take about 1-2 years until I can start my own business.

I was checking my study credits the other day and I realised something that made me very glad: It may be that I will graduate in time after all!!! O_O At first, I thought I will graduate in spring 2015 because I was a bit left behind in my studies at one point. But seems like I have worked pretty hard this semester because if everything goes as planned, I will have A LOT of credits after summer! So maybe I can graduate at the same time as my friends, in spring 2014. Or at least on Christmas 2014! 

My plan is to start my own business as soon as I have graduated. I'm going to found a clothing shop of alternative fashion. At first I was sure I want to have this big clothing shop and an Internet store. But then I made these profitability calculations and the numbers were fucking SCARY. I would need a loan of 100 000 €, and if the shop doesn't pay off, I would be in a bankrupt veeery fast (which could be very possible for an alternative clothing shop). Not good. So, I talked about things with my boyfriend and a couple of his friends who are or have been entrepreneurs, and they all suggested that I would start with an Internet store only. I started thinking about this, and made the calculations again with this plan, and the numbers were a lot better. Instead of this 100 000 € monster loan I would "only" need a loan of 15-20 000 €. If the shop starts to pay off very well, I can always found the actual store later.

I was a bit sad though, because I really enjoy selling clothes to people face to face. With an internet store I can't do that. But oh well, I can always go to fairs and all kinds of happenings to sell my products ^^ Gahh, I wish I could graduate already... At the same time, I'm very scared and excited :D

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Faith in humanity has been restored!

I always keep telling how much I hate people and how pissed off they make me. Today, for a change, I must say that the faith in humanity has been restored. 

Last night a legislative motion for equal marriage law started. The minimum need of names is 50 000, but during one night and half a day, we have got almost 77 000 signatures!!! SEVENTY-SEVEN THOUSAND. I'm so happy right now, I have a feeling that we will FINALLY get an equal marriage law in Finland.

I have always had this huge need to defend gay-, bi-, lesbian- and transsexual people and their rights. I can't stand it when someone says a bad word about these people. If this happens, I just snap. In my opinion, every kind of people have the right to get married in front of God and have/adopt children. I don't understand why these lovely and beautiful opportunities must be taken away from people who are somehow "different". It makes me very sad. Finland is the only Nordic country that doesn't have an equal marriage law. Yes, gay people can register their relationship but what the fuck is that supposed to mean?? They have the same responsibilities as married couples, but they do not have the same rights as married couples. Bullshit, I say.

The signatures are collected until September. We have a loooot of time, and with this pace, things look pretty good!! <3

Lovely weekend with lovely people

I had such a nice weekend *___* <3 Two of my very good friends, Saku and Miso, came to visit me for the weekend! It meant so much to me, because I don't get visitors that often, it's usually me who visits people. So it was very nice for a change ^^ And it meant a lot for me expecially because Saku is a person who doesn't like to leave his house at all XD But he came to visit meeee <3 yay!

They arrived pretty late on Friday, about 10pm, so we didn't do much on Friday :D Just watched some TV and played with my ratty-girls ^^ There was this movie on TV that sounded very interesting so I wanted to watch it, but we all fell asleep in the middle of the movie XDDD

On Saturday, we went to the city centre to "shopping". Neither of us had any money for that XD I did see sooo many lovely clothes but I couldn't afford them ;__; boohoo. After we had checked the clothing shops etc, and eaten in McDonald's we went to the super market and liquor store :D We planned to make tortillas and chocolate cupcakes *-* omnomnom.

When we got home, Miso was a lovely honeyboo and washed my dishes *______* Everything was so tidy and nice <3 ....for the next 30 minutes. Then we started cooking and baking XDDD Now the mess is the same as in the beginning...

I did help him! XD

This is my face when I look at my closets and find random shit that shouldn't be there XD

When Miso was done, we made the tortillas, they were goooood <3 nomnom. Unfortunately we forgot to take pictures of those.. But meh, I think you guys know what tortillas look like? :DD After that, we started baking. Everything went very well while making the dough, but when the cupcakes came out from the oven.... They had totally failed ;;________;;!!! They became flat, and were hollow! Fuck that shit, I will never use that recipe again....... We tried to make them look nice with frosting but it didn't really help 'cos we didn't have enough frosting XDDDDDD so uh... yeah. We failed the cupcakes.

nomnom dough!

One of our very few pretty cupcakes XD The rest were just.... retarded.

The cupcake episode was so stressful that we decided to start drinking after that. Lol :D We had a very nice evening! <3

Ever since I saw this Rage Comics -themed drinking game I fell deeply in love with it! Unfortunately, I don't own a printer so I haven't been able to play it with my friends. But now, me, Miso and Saku put our goofy heads together and had a great idea! We cut some pieces of different colored cardboards and put some Blu Tack behind them. Saku had dice in his cell phone so TA-DAH! We were able to play it on my computer screen XDDD We so genius <3

I was supposed to tell a joke but I couldn't remember any so I just took one of my 53795 joke books and read it :D

My pink drink! *-* UFO-Shot and sparkly water. mmmmmmmm...

Saguuuuu <3

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We realized that we didn't have a picture of us three, so now we took one! ^^ <3 Saku's fake smile is so pwettyyyyyy!

We so serious.

Or not XD

hurrdurrrr part 2 :D

ERMAHGERD A SHAMPAAAAAAAHHHHHNNNGGGHH

Something was very interesting but I have no idea what XDDD

Hahaha, we had so much fun XDD <3 Miso passed out at 1am or something. The poor thing talks while he sleeps so we kinda teased him a bit XDDD It was so hilarious. Me and Saku stayed up until 3 or 4am, talking about all kinds of things. Mainly about sex :DDD Damn, he made me realize that I'm a very conservative and strict person when it comes to sex O__O I'm gonna save you guys from the details though XDDD

I'm gonna see these two lovely oddballs again in two weeks, Can't wait!! <3

Chapter 43: Fashion Shop

This week I've been working in my boss' other shop called Fashion Shop. He's in London for business with his son, so there's no one else to take care of the boutique so I'm here then ^^ (I'm jealous as fuck of the trip though... >___<!!! )

As you can see, the shop is pretty different from RockJet XD The clothes are mainly for older people, but there are a few clothes for young people as well. They never visit the shop though :DDD Or if they do, very seldom :D 

It has been ok to work here though, even though I'm not into serving old people :D Some of them look at me woth a very judging look -___-;; bleh, oh well, who cares. Of course there has been many nice customers as well! This is not new to me, I used to work in a shop called Korelia, in my hometown, and it's just like this shop and the customers are the same kind :D

lol, I'm such a good granddaughter! The clothes are VERY cheap in this shop, so I decided to buy a shirt for my grandmother 'cos I'm going to visit her and my other relatives this weekend. Can't wait! I've missed all the people there :< My uncles and my small cousins <3 

The shirt I bought, it cost royal 4,90€ :D I hope she likes it.

pfff... the truth is that I'm not a good granddaughter at all... So I'm trying to make it up for her. -____-;; By buying cheap clothes? fail. I never call her, and I visit her very seldom, once a year... I know I should call her more, I called her this week to tell that I'm coming over because of my cousin's graduation party, she was SO HAPPY 'cos I had called her myself. She always calls me, and sometimes I don't even answer. That's because I'm either busy, or just having a crappy day. She doesn't know about my depression... No one from my father's side does. but it's better that way. I know my grandma would burst to tears if she knew... @___@ 

Oh well, I know this weekend is gonna be awesome ^^ <3 And I'll try to get to visit her later this summer as well with my dad!

100 Day Picture Challenge - Day 5

Day 05 - A picture of your favourite memory

This is a tough one 'cos I don't have one, special memory that would be my favourite. Or, I may have, but I tend to forget my memories... But I do know that my best memories were made when I was 15-16 years old.

Picture taken in London, 2007 ^^

 I can honestly say that I was HAPPY that time. I didn't know the word "stress", I didn't let anything bother me, even though things were bad at home, I was happy. 

Why? Because that time I had the best friends I've ever had. They were my secure net. As long as I had them, everything was ok. Gosh, we had so much fun and the memories are priceless.

But then, I fucked everything up and lost them. Of course it takes two sides to have a fight, but it was mostly my fault. I was so angry at them for "abandoning" me. I was bitter, and I let the thing bother me for 5 years. This year I swallowed my pride and apologised for all of them. Some of them took it well, some not so well. But now I've had the inner peace 'cos I have told them how sorry I am. But I know things will never be the same any more...

lol, I bet this day's challenge was supposed to be a happy post. But seriously, because of fighting with depression for 5 years, it has made me forget so many memories. Every time some of my friends starts telling something funny, "Oh my god Krista, do you remember when....", my answer usually is "huh? oooh right, I had forgotten all about it!"