100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 46-49

Day 46 - A picture that you edited

 

I'm a corpse! \o/

Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal

Sphynx-cats <3

As i've told you, I love all kinds of animals, but the biggest favourites have always been cats. I'd love to get a Sphynx cat myself some day, but it may be that I can't have one because of my boyfriend's allergy... boohoooo.

Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago

fffuuuuuuu, I don't have any with me atm! ;___; I try to show you one later when I go to my parents' place in July.

Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s)

 :D Haven't I posted you enough pictures of my friends? oh well, whatevs. Prepare yourselves for a picture spam!!!

Taru <3

Halloween! :D Heidi and Heidi XD

Mira and Sussu ^^ ...with the lunatic shiny stare.

Sannnna ^^ Versailles concert in..... 2010? o_O

Piia and Toni ^^ <3

Danny! <3

And the last but not least, Petri!

I have a lot of lovely friends <3

Chapter 36: Hevisaurus!!!

gaaaahh! I had forgotten how AWESOME that band is *___*

For those who don't know them, it's a heavy metal band for kids. The members are known from other famous Finnish metal bands, and in this one they're dressed as dinosaurs! :D The songs are very well made, it's real heavy metal, but the melodies are taken from old children's songs. They also have a lot of own songs, and the lyrics are very cheerful :D ...except one song that tells about the extinction of mammoths, it's really sad ;___; I seriously almost burst to tears when I heard it the first time XD

EPIC, HUH?!?

yay, I finally got the energy to play some bass today!! I started to practise Lareine's Saikai no Hana. I like that song, it's so.. happy! :D And Emiru's bass lines are always so lovely. Every time I listen to Lareine I start to think "I want to learn that and that and that...." The practising is a bit slow though 'cos I'm learning the song by ear. oh well, I'll finish it someday @__@

I love this band *-* It's interesting how much Kamijo's voice has changed during the years O__O He's in Versailles now, which is also one of my favourite bands.

my four stringed baby <3

oh and! My friend cooked some lovely apple apple gratin *__* Friend oat and apples with vanilla ice cream. Soooo gooood x___x omnomnom ...and now I'm about to explode. ;__;

I'm so tired @___@ gotta go to work tomorrow, so I should be in bed :D OH BTW, There was a puppy at RockJet today!!! A customer hold a small dog in her arms, I HAD to go pet it. It was too adorable ;___; My work mate was rolling her eyes while she was watching me going bananas XDDD

ps. Adele is trying to rape Ada O___O creeepyyyyy....

Chapter 32: Country, metal and whiskey

ahh, Saturday kicked ass <3 As I told you before, we went to Tampere first, and in the evening had a mini party :D Me, my sister and her bf. At first we barbequed some chicken and fish, the chicken was HEAVENLY. Why? because of a Jack Daniel's barbeque sauce *___* The foodgasm was HUGE. 

nommm!

nom pt 2. Notice my kick-ass shirt! <3

R.I.P. fishie! ;__;

After the barbeque we went to sauna. ahhh, I hadn't been to sauna in many weeks, so it was lovely. It was a bit weird though 'cos I was a bit drunk already and the sauna is always relaxing, so now I was VERY relaxed :D Lol, if Heidi hadn't been with me, I probably would have fallen asleep there and come out looking like a fucking raisin. I have a feeling that that's why Heidi came with me, maybe she was worried or something :DD

After sauna we just chatted and listened to music. And drank. A lot. Heidi didn't feel like drinking so she only took a few. Jani and me shared a 0,5 l Jack Daniel's bottle, and in addition to that I drank two coolers and an Irish coffee, and one vodka drink :D Soooo... I have to fucking clue how many portions that makes. But I know that I drank too much, as always :DD I was like a fucking zombie in the morning. I was walking veeeery slowly and not even close to straight, and I couldn't say proper words, just.. "eeeeeeuuuuuhhh....." Heidi and Jani were laughing their asses off at me XD boohoo!

But the evening was totally worth the hangover!  ^^ We listened to some great music, mostly country and metal, but also a bit j-rock :D And also had very deep conversations XD lol. aaaaand I kinda made Jani cry with my guitar and piano covers :DDD I'll attach them here so you can listen to them! ^^ I hope you guys like them.

X Japan - Rose of Pain

Hanoi Rocks - Fallen Star

100 Day Picture Challenge - Days 16 & 17

eek! Sorry, I didn't have time to update yesterday >__< But here are yesterday's and today's challenge ^^

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

:D I've written about this already in the favourite band -challenge post, but now I'll write about it again! :DD 

Taiji Sawada. 

My favourite bassist of all time, and the REAL bassist of X Japan. Screw you Heath -___-;; He's such a huge inspiration for me as a bassist. I wish to be as good as him one day. ...if I only had the nerves and energy to practise every day... But every day I get home from work, I'm so tired that I don't have the energy to do anything -___-;; I have to fix that somehow ;___;

Taiji had a tough life, he had been suffering from severe depression for like... forever? He tried to kill himself a few times, and last summer, he succeeded.... I cried like a baby when I heard the news ;__; He had been on a flight, where he had this weird "rage attack", it had been very hard to calm him down, and when the flight ended, the police took him to jail to calm down. However, he managed to hang himself in there...He didn't die immediately, but the hang left him brain dead, so three days later his family decided to turn off the life support...

He wrote a book ages ago, I'd love to read it, but it hasn't been translated completely. ..and I hate reading -___-;; I need someone to read it for me as a bedtime story, lol.

July 12, 1966 – July 17, 2011, rest in peace <3

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

My ex-boyfriend. A complete asshole.

Why did he have a huge impact in my life? He hurt me, big time, but as my therapist says, I should be glad that I dated him. And when I come to think of it, I am! He was jealous in a very unhealthy way, and wanted to control me and was questioning everything I did or said. Many of my best friends are boys, and everytime I was spending time with them, he fucking lost it. He absolutely thought that I was cheating on him.

And what's the good thing about that?? :D Well, I used to be EXACTLY like him in my previous relationship. I couldn't stand that one of my exes had a lot of female friends, and that he was very close with his exes as well. So, to be honest, I fucked up the best relationship I ever had... I regeret it, A LOT. It's still a very hard thing for me, but I don't want it to bother me too much. Anyway, with T, I saw my old personality in him. When I could actually be with someone who reminded my actions with M, I said to myself that I don't want to be that kind of person EVER AGAIN. 

 

I have to admit though, that if my partner would be very close friends with his exes, that would be a tough one for me, still... Luckily Joni isn't that close with them, so we hadn't had any problems with that yet, and hopefully never will...

100 Day Picture challenge - Day 13

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

WE ARE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXX

:D yeah. X Japan <3 ok, actually I haven't been listening to them for ages, but I still consider them as my favourite band. Their music has helped me through a lot of shitty things, and their band members are my biggest role models as a starting musician. 

I haven't been playing piano or guitar in a looong time, those instruments seriously just make my head ache... but anyway, Pata and hide are one of the most talented guitarists ever. ...Even though Pata is starting to be a bit old and he makes a lo mistakes when he plays :D poor thing... And hide... well, he hasn't been playing anything for the past... 14 years? ok, amybe in the edge of the clouds!! ^^ Rest in peace ;___; And Yoshiki <3 mmmm, one of the hottest men in the whole world, NOM. An awesome pianist, drummer and a composer. ...even though X's new songs are kinda sucky :<

Pata and hide <3 in..... late 80's on early 90's. Can't remember anymore...

Yoshiki with YoshiKitty!! I can hassss?? ;____;

I was very devastated when Taiji died... He's my biggest role model as a bassist.. Why do the best musicians have to die?? ;___; Rest in peace, Taiji <3 Why oh why did you take your own life!? >___<!!!

Chapter 3: First day at work and creepy people at the bus stop

Today was my first day as a trainee at RockJet. I really liked being there, I absolutely love their clothes and accessories *-*

I woke up at 8, and it surprised me that I got up pretty easily :D Probably 'cos I was so excited. I went to work by bus, and the people at the bus stop were a bit.. well, interesting XD One woman came to me:

"So you're waiting the bus huh?"

"uh... yeah.."

"Are you a student?"

"yeah, doing my intern ship here"

"nice, what do you study?"

"Fashion and clothing"

"ah I see! Your clothes are very stylish. How old are you?"

"21"

"oooh.. bar age! I haven't drunk anything in 4 years..." 

"Well that's good, no?"

"Yeah well, I have to go to the mental hospital every now and then, and I'm on meds..." 

uh.... what? XD I could have said to the woman that "I feel you" but I decided to keep my mouth shut :D There was also a very angry old woman who kept saying that "Jealousy! It's the worst thing in this whole world! It's a huge sin! The Bible says that you can't envy other people!!" ...right :D and then there was this man who was just... weird :D

XD oh well, back to the work stuff. At first I vacuumed and washed the floor and organised some products, then I learned some cashier stuff which wasn't that hard :D. The biggest work of the day was to count the hair colors, damn there were a lot of them @___@ But it had to be done so my boss could now which ones were out of stock. I also went to the post office to post the orders from the webshop. 

My boss is very nice ^^ We talked a lot about stuff and I introduced him to Japanese metal :DDD Not sure if he liked it though XD But we did hear one Versailles-song at the shop! \o/

There were lovely catalogues in the shop *-* Mostly Demonia and New Rock. Ah, I love Demonia-shoes <3 I also got to know a jewelry brand called dark-silver, they have very nice jewelry! I especially liked the rings <3 I decided, that when I will get engaged and later married, I want the other ring to be this: 

It's so pretty *-* <3 oh well... let's wait for that day... Which will be in... 1000 years -___-;;